Tired 🌈🏴☠️✨🔇♿🇵🇸
@flintsponytail.bsky.social
ME/CFS. I like making things out of felt.
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Time to get my gal, her ghoulfriend and their gourds out again! (yes I posted this last year but I haven't had the energy to make anything since 😔)
#needlefelt #fiberart #crafts
#needlefelt #fiberart #crafts
ohhhh no. I wondered why there was SUPER loud music happening outside. there's a carnival passing through town later. so the music is going to be from now (4pm) until around 10.30pm. this will be my 3rd year hearing it with hyperacusis 😖
it's loud enough to go through earplugs & earmuffs.
it's loud enough to go through earplugs & earmuffs.
November 15, 2025 at 4:24 PM
ohhhh no. I wondered why there was SUPER loud music happening outside. there's a carnival passing through town later. so the music is going to be from now (4pm) until around 10.30pm. this will be my 3rd year hearing it with hyperacusis 😖
it's loud enough to go through earplugs & earmuffs.
it's loud enough to go through earplugs & earmuffs.
sitting outside for a second! really hard to sit up now as my heart just pounds the whole time and I get chest pain. the mould has come back in my room so any time I'm in there I sneeze and cough, so trying to get out of that room for at least a couple minutes. going to have a cup of tea :)
November 15, 2025 at 4:00 PM
sitting outside for a second! really hard to sit up now as my heart just pounds the whole time and I get chest pain. the mould has come back in my room so any time I'm in there I sneeze and cough, so trying to get out of that room for at least a couple minutes. going to have a cup of tea :)
is there a storm? I fell asleep and woke up to power cut, then the window blew right open. my weather app doesn't have any warnings. I'm sleepy and confused 😖
November 11, 2025 at 8:41 PM
is there a storm? I fell asleep and woke up to power cut, then the window blew right open. my weather app doesn't have any warnings. I'm sleepy and confused 😖
my sense of taste and smell came back :)
I've had some dinner and now back to bed to rest again. hope everybody is well.
I've had some dinner and now back to bed to rest again. hope everybody is well.
November 11, 2025 at 6:00 PM
my sense of taste and smell came back :)
I've had some dinner and now back to bed to rest again. hope everybody is well.
I've had some dinner and now back to bed to rest again. hope everybody is well.
washing the dishes is SO hard for me and I can only do it twice per week max (in the meantime I use paper bowls and rinse the pan out with boiling water) so I just wanted to note today's achievement :)
November 11, 2025 at 4:51 PM
washing the dishes is SO hard for me and I can only do it twice per week max (in the meantime I use paper bowls and rinse the pan out with boiling water) so I just wanted to note today's achievement :)
fever & pain all night, slept from 6am to 4pm. can't taste or smell anything at all. extremely hard to move my body or even type this. congested, sneezing, crackly chest, sore throat. COVID test neg so... flu? got fucking flu now??
November 10, 2025 at 4:21 PM
fever & pain all night, slept from 6am to 4pm. can't taste or smell anything at all. extremely hard to move my body or even type this. congested, sneezing, crackly chest, sore throat. COVID test neg so... flu? got fucking flu now??
crazy vertigo & lingering headache. made it downstairs to wash my lovely new cup & make some tea!
it's been ridiculously dark all day and chucking it down. proper november weather 😖
photo on left taken midday, photo on right at 4.15pm (sorry no alt text)
it's been ridiculously dark all day and chucking it down. proper november weather 😖
photo on left taken midday, photo on right at 4.15pm (sorry no alt text)
November 9, 2025 at 4:22 PM
crazy vertigo & lingering headache. made it downstairs to wash my lovely new cup & make some tea!
it's been ridiculously dark all day and chucking it down. proper november weather 😖
photo on left taken midday, photo on right at 4.15pm (sorry no alt text)
it's been ridiculously dark all day and chucking it down. proper november weather 😖
photo on left taken midday, photo on right at 4.15pm (sorry no alt text)
woke up 3PM out of bed 4.20pm
severe headache still
made it to downstairs
irs to wash saucepan and put lentils in microwave
trying not to throw up.
can't get in contact with GP
severe headache still
made it to downstairs
irs to wash saucepan and put lentils in microwave
trying not to throw up.
can't get in contact with GP
November 6, 2025 at 4:27 PM
woke up 3PM out of bed 4.20pm
severe headache still
made it to downstairs
irs to wash saucepan and put lentils in microwave
trying not to throw up.
can't get in contact with GP
severe headache still
made it to downstairs
irs to wash saucepan and put lentils in microwave
trying not to throw up.
can't get in contact with GP
oh the NYC news is good though! 🌞
November 5, 2025 at 1:28 PM
oh the NYC news is good though! 🌞
ohhhh my god. I just have nausea, vertigo, headache 24/7 now
it's 1pm only just managed to sit up. what am I mean to do this is intolerable
it's 1pm only just managed to sit up. what am I mean to do this is intolerable
November 5, 2025 at 1:25 PM
ohhhh my god. I just have nausea, vertigo, headache 24/7 now
it's 1pm only just managed to sit up. what am I mean to do this is intolerable
it's 1pm only just managed to sit up. what am I mean to do this is intolerable
I managed to get outside for just a couple of minutes before it got dark. I just wish I lived in a bungalow with no stairs and no steps outside.
anyway, it was cold, windy and frizzy. real november weather.
so I took photos of the last bits of colour before the winter greyening!
anyway, it was cold, windy and frizzy. real november weather.
so I took photos of the last bits of colour before the winter greyening!
November 4, 2025 at 4:12 PM
I managed to get outside for just a couple of minutes before it got dark. I just wish I lived in a bungalow with no stairs and no steps outside.
anyway, it was cold, windy and frizzy. real november weather.
so I took photos of the last bits of colour before the winter greyening!
anyway, it was cold, windy and frizzy. real november weather.
so I took photos of the last bits of colour before the winter greyening!
today's meal:
orzo, tinned peas, soup sachet from chicken noodles, herbes de provence, old garlic clove I found in kitchen. cooked in pan from kitchen as mine had to go in bin.
orzo, tinned peas, soup sachet from chicken noodles, herbes de provence, old garlic clove I found in kitchen. cooked in pan from kitchen as mine had to go in bin.
November 3, 2025 at 8:04 PM
today's meal:
orzo, tinned peas, soup sachet from chicken noodles, herbes de provence, old garlic clove I found in kitchen. cooked in pan from kitchen as mine had to go in bin.
orzo, tinned peas, soup sachet from chicken noodles, herbes de provence, old garlic clove I found in kitchen. cooked in pan from kitchen as mine had to go in bin.
asked mum to buy me some tinned veg. I suspect she'll say no as I can't pay. I don't know what to do. not sustainable. I eat 1 or 2 tins of vegetables per week and protein less. I feel like giving up.
November 3, 2025 at 7:24 PM
asked mum to buy me some tinned veg. I suspect she'll say no as I can't pay. I don't know what to do. not sustainable. I eat 1 or 2 tins of vegetables per week and protein less. I feel like giving up.
I'm going to cry. I spent £12 on 6 tins of peas and only one was usable. look at this shit. too tired for alt text sorry.
November 3, 2025 at 7:10 PM
I'm going to cry. I spent £12 on 6 tins of peas and only one was usable. look at this shit. too tired for alt text sorry.
two days ago, I went outside to look at the moon. it has taken me two days to even be able to use the stairs again. I have kidney pain from not being able to get up for hours and hours even to use the toilet.
November 2, 2025 at 1:56 PM
two days ago, I went outside to look at the moon. it has taken me two days to even be able to use the stairs again. I have kidney pain from not being able to get up for hours and hours even to use the toilet.
put some eyeliner on for Halloween and now I'm too tired to do anything else (including take it off 😖) lmao
will maybe nap and then watch a spooky film 🎃🌃👻💀🕸️🕷️😱
will maybe nap and then watch a spooky film 🎃🌃👻💀🕸️🕷️😱
October 31, 2025 at 6:13 PM
put some eyeliner on for Halloween and now I'm too tired to do anything else (including take it off 😖) lmao
will maybe nap and then watch a spooky film 🎃🌃👻💀🕸️🕷️😱
will maybe nap and then watch a spooky film 🎃🌃👻💀🕸️🕷️😱
not to brag but I just saw some great tits
October 31, 2025 at 12:55 PM
not to brag but I just saw some great tits
feel awful. splitting headache again.
I've been hoping all month I'd feel well enough to walk into town to look at Halloween shop windows tomorrow but there's no way. couldnt even use the stairs today.
I've been hoping all month I'd feel well enough to walk into town to look at Halloween shop windows tomorrow but there's no way. couldnt even use the stairs today.
October 30, 2025 at 9:58 PM
feel awful. splitting headache again.
I've been hoping all month I'd feel well enough to walk into town to look at Halloween shop windows tomorrow but there's no way. couldnt even use the stairs today.
I've been hoping all month I'd feel well enough to walk into town to look at Halloween shop windows tomorrow but there's no way. couldnt even use the stairs today.
Reposted by Tired 🌈🏴☠️✨🔇♿🇵🇸
'Twilight Landscape' by Victoria Crowe, contemporary Scottish painter #WomensArt
October 30, 2025 at 2:15 PM
'Twilight Landscape' by Victoria Crowe, contemporary Scottish painter #WomensArt
just looked up from making struggle pasta and what do I see started autoplaying?
they're coming to get you, barbara!
they're coming to get you, barbara!
October 30, 2025 at 8:44 PM
just looked up from making struggle pasta and what do I see started autoplaying?
they're coming to get you, barbara!
they're coming to get you, barbara!
tinned stuff: tomatoes, beans, carrots, potatoes. plus ham stock, honey, olive oil & marjoram.
result: all of the ham taste went into the garbanzo beans only?! not sure how that works. so it's like... bacon beans with a fairly bland tomato sauce 🤷🏻♀️
nice to have something substantial anyway.
result: all of the ham taste went into the garbanzo beans only?! not sure how that works. so it's like... bacon beans with a fairly bland tomato sauce 🤷🏻♀️
nice to have something substantial anyway.
October 29, 2025 at 6:59 PM
tinned stuff: tomatoes, beans, carrots, potatoes. plus ham stock, honey, olive oil & marjoram.
result: all of the ham taste went into the garbanzo beans only?! not sure how that works. so it's like... bacon beans with a fairly bland tomato sauce 🤷🏻♀️
nice to have something substantial anyway.
result: all of the ham taste went into the garbanzo beans only?! not sure how that works. so it's like... bacon beans with a fairly bland tomato sauce 🤷🏻♀️
nice to have something substantial anyway.
🧵the Chinese snacks I bought don't have any English on the packets so I thought I'd use Google translate to find out what I'm eating and...
October 29, 2025 at 6:49 PM
🧵the Chinese snacks I bought don't have any English on the packets so I thought I'd use Google translate to find out what I'm eating and...
made some horrible cheese noodles about an hour ago. finally managed to eat dressed now. no energy to type. no energy to do anything at all. back to bed.
October 29, 2025 at 2:35 PM
made some horrible cheese noodles about an hour ago. finally managed to eat dressed now. no energy to type. no energy to do anything at all. back to bed.
eating an arrowroot biscuit for the first time in my life. this is simply a rich tea in drag.
October 29, 2025 at 2:34 PM
eating an arrowroot biscuit for the first time in my life. this is simply a rich tea in drag.
so I'm almost out of food and panicking a bit. I really need to buy tinned veggies, some kind of protein (maybe mock duck or shelf stable tofu?), rice and pasta. I also need to get cleaning supplies.
please repost my ko-fi! I don't have any income whatsoever.
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please repost my ko-fi! I don't have any income whatsoever.
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October 27, 2025 at 5:34 PM
so I'm almost out of food and panicking a bit. I really need to buy tinned veggies, some kind of protein (maybe mock duck or shelf stable tofu?), rice and pasta. I also need to get cleaning supplies.
please repost my ko-fi! I don't have any income whatsoever.
ko-fi.com/hanslabyrinth
please repost my ko-fi! I don't have any income whatsoever.
ko-fi.com/hanslabyrinth