was pmsing, can confirm. source: period started.

if we ended up dating then that would be it & we could never speak to each other again if we broke up. that was almost ten years ago. sssssssooooooo..... i'll be another statistic in the ever-increasing loneliness of modern living! that's fine

& it made it all the more apparent i don't actually have one. i have family (close, dear friends that fall into this category) but the last best friend i had decided i'm a huge piece of shit bc i was grieving my other mother, & my best friend before that... well. she always said

misunderstanding w my ex wife & we stopped short of an argument & unfortunately she's my bestie so i'm irrevocably lonely wrt ~talking about myself. going ✈️ here ftfs

my mother is the person i love and trust most in this world. i wouldn't be here if it weren't for her. even at my big age, this is kind of true, as insulting a sentiment it is towards my friends and my ex wife. i just... idk. gotta remember to breathe. breathe.

clarification: not writing off Everybody but there's a certain vibe i get from some accounts w their characters that i just. i know in my heart. ykwim? they're probably a 23 white kid but 23 is old enough to know better. i've seen too many ppl essentially race-fishing in this damn fandom

lovebuggin u

theyre up in "episodes" on yt for ez view... season 3 is ~mid production (hes waiting for 1.0) (im so passionate abt his votv playthru sorry for da yaps...)

that's how i feel abt scorpy LMAO i dig what ive seen... i dont watch as many streamers as i used to... but the 4horsemen have been gettin me Thru It for the past year plus, n poke makes me laugh the hardest. his voices of the void streams are the fuckin best

heating up cup noodles. fully back on my forever bachelor bullshit