finey tactics
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“turned out to be a big time slut and the biggest slob I’ve ever met” — a knight guards the identity of a thorny unnamed woman
otherwise, i got a paywall post done (depressing to do, but good to complete) and i started paying more attention to my spreadsheet/setting some goals for june to try and stay consistent with. well, if nothing else, i want to just try and stay consistent even if i don't have much to show for it
May 30, 2025 at 11:47 PM
otherwise, i got a paywall post done (depressing to do, but good to complete) and i started paying more attention to my spreadsheet/setting some goals for june to try and stay consistent with. well, if nothing else, i want to just try and stay consistent even if i don't have much to show for it
It was required today to have indirect communication with a parent. may be able to get my violin back or at least "lay issue to rest" (tell them to sell it or just keep it if they will use it.) it hurts a bit to think about. I had given up on ever getting it back but it was a treasured item
May 30, 2025 at 11:37 PM
It was required today to have indirect communication with a parent. may be able to get my violin back or at least "lay issue to rest" (tell them to sell it or just keep it if they will use it.) it hurts a bit to think about. I had given up on ever getting it back but it was a treasured item
coming here to say one thing (leaving the rest unsaid): I don’t seem to have the mental capacity to fix some art problems bugging me. eg I want to work on having backgrounds more in my work but I can’t clearly imagine & execute what I want. may resort to frankensteining imgs together to make refs
May 29, 2025 at 12:47 PM
coming here to say one thing (leaving the rest unsaid): I don’t seem to have the mental capacity to fix some art problems bugging me. eg I want to work on having backgrounds more in my work but I can’t clearly imagine & execute what I want. may resort to frankensteining imgs together to make refs
this turned into an awful disagreement, won’t describe how my life was impacted but it was far from good
bad, cont.: unhappy discussion w husband this morning. tho he has been making good progress & a lot’s changed for the better, i’m still the one broaching it when he’s not doing what he commits to or leaves things til the last second that aren’t compatible w that (most netural way i can describe it)
April 28, 2025 at 11:26 PM
this turned into an awful disagreement, won’t describe how my life was impacted but it was far from good
good: voice is ok now. had a great day yesterday w my housemates. continued working on vn this morning—just some NPC sketches/thinking in the mind, but it’s something.
bad: yesterday was my 1/week workout day, needed help this morning morning w dog, food etc merely from light DOMS + normal issues
bad: yesterday was my 1/week workout day, needed help this morning morning w dog, food etc merely from light DOMS + normal issues
April 28, 2025 at 3:38 PM
good: voice is ok now. had a great day yesterday w my housemates. continued working on vn this morning—just some NPC sketches/thinking in the mind, but it’s something.
bad: yesterday was my 1/week workout day, needed help this morning morning w dog, food etc merely from light DOMS + normal issues
bad: yesterday was my 1/week workout day, needed help this morning morning w dog, food etc merely from light DOMS + normal issues
I did karaoke night anyways. an hour and a half of karaoke night. Eventually my voice crashed out bad trying to sing an Abba song and then I knew it was time to wrap it up. it still hurts......, I'll live
supposed to do karaoke tonight but my fuckin throat hurts (probably from allergies) and i woke up at 4:45 am for like an hour so. I feel bad enough that I barely worked on any of my own stuff or chores
April 27, 2025 at 12:08 PM
I did karaoke night anyways. an hour and a half of karaoke night. Eventually my voice crashed out bad trying to sing an Abba song and then I knew it was time to wrap it up. it still hurts......, I'll live
On days like this I feel really bad about "getting saved" by everyone because I can't really pay it forward or fix my life properly ("yet" if you're optimistic)
April 26, 2025 at 9:50 PM
On days like this I feel really bad about "getting saved" by everyone because I can't really pay it forward or fix my life properly ("yet" if you're optimistic)
other thoughts: I will definitely need to edit the piss out of my vn script. the key of first drafts is just producing a lot of writing. I honestly felt a sense of stress writing for the main character which I think is good actually considering how giant of a heel she is as a person
April 26, 2025 at 8:53 PM
other thoughts: I will definitely need to edit the piss out of my vn script. the key of first drafts is just producing a lot of writing. I honestly felt a sense of stress writing for the main character which I think is good actually considering how giant of a heel she is as a person
supposed to do karaoke tonight but my fuckin throat hurts (probably from allergies) and i woke up at 4:45 am for like an hour so. I feel bad enough that I barely worked on any of my own stuff or chores
April 26, 2025 at 8:41 PM
supposed to do karaoke tonight but my fuckin throat hurts (probably from allergies) and i woke up at 4:45 am for like an hour so. I feel bad enough that I barely worked on any of my own stuff or chores
Against all odds I worked more on my VN project. (research and then wrote some sections of the script) period's over but my migraine is kinda one foot on either side of the here/gone fence
April 25, 2025 at 2:10 PM
Against all odds I worked more on my VN project. (research and then wrote some sections of the script) period's over but my migraine is kinda one foot on either side of the here/gone fence
I've been working on a vn concept and it's pretty hard to make it interesting/slap. It's in the "writing everything down" phase. At once there is too much and it is also lacking
April 23, 2025 at 12:51 PM
I've been working on a vn concept and it's pretty hard to make it interesting/slap. It's in the "writing everything down" phase. At once there is too much and it is also lacking
period sick. it is happening worse because I stopped taking pepcid. I don't know if it works fast enough that taking it now would help
April 22, 2025 at 12:54 PM
period sick. it is happening worse because I stopped taking pepcid. I don't know if it works fast enough that taking it now would help
On my walk I saw a woman with distinctive hair that looked just like my mom's. When I was closer to her it seemed obvious that it wasn't my mom, but the farther away she got and the more she was looking around as if it was her first time on my street, the more I got scared that it might be her
April 20, 2025 at 4:48 PM
On my walk I saw a woman with distinctive hair that looked just like my mom's. When I was closer to her it seemed obvious that it wasn't my mom, but the farther away she got and the more she was looking around as if it was her first time on my street, the more I got scared that it might be her
i need to start using this again not so much for the vent aspect but for the tracking of agonies aspect
recent agonies:
period started today
3-4 sleep incidents (paralysis/bad wakeup, mild nightmares)
i’m either allergic to spicy food now or some other weird thing happened and reset my tolerance
recent agonies:
period started today
3-4 sleep incidents (paralysis/bad wakeup, mild nightmares)
i’m either allergic to spicy food now or some other weird thing happened and reset my tolerance
April 19, 2025 at 12:41 PM
i need to start using this again not so much for the vent aspect but for the tracking of agonies aspect
recent agonies:
period started today
3-4 sleep incidents (paralysis/bad wakeup, mild nightmares)
i’m either allergic to spicy food now or some other weird thing happened and reset my tolerance
recent agonies:
period started today
3-4 sleep incidents (paralysis/bad wakeup, mild nightmares)
i’m either allergic to spicy food now or some other weird thing happened and reset my tolerance
at my neuro visit i was given a med i’m a bit too wary to take... today i pushed my boundaries w socializing and did an amount/type of chores more like how i used to
April 3, 2025 at 11:30 PM
at my neuro visit i was given a med i’m a bit too wary to take... today i pushed my boundaries w socializing and did an amount/type of chores more like how i used to
migraine & other stuff improving but not gone
March 25, 2025 at 12:22 AM
migraine & other stuff improving but not gone
I was acting in ways. I was behaving in a manner. Officer please. Please don't write the ticket for "just a little without the condom" OFFICER I can't have this on my record for the 30th time in a row. I have to get away with it again. It could happen to anyone
March 25, 2025 at 12:21 AM
I was acting in ways. I was behaving in a manner. Officer please. Please don't write the ticket for "just a little without the condom" OFFICER I can't have this on my record for the 30th time in a row. I have to get away with it again. It could happen to anyone
started period yesterday which explains the migraine. otherwise doing extremely bad because can’t overcome physical & mental issues in the name of daily practice 4 instrument
March 21, 2025 at 9:07 PM
started period yesterday which explains the migraine. otherwise doing extremely bad because can’t overcome physical & mental issues in the name of daily practice 4 instrument
Migraine???????????
March 19, 2025 at 2:26 PM
Migraine???????????
I vacuum bagged my "open in case of divorce" stuff plus many other clothes and fabrics. I could not finish today. it also made me break out in hives and get depressed. I'm bothered by the thought that this effort is nothing more than a stopgap and I will inevitably throw it all out
March 19, 2025 at 12:23 AM
I vacuum bagged my "open in case of divorce" stuff plus many other clothes and fabrics. I could not finish today. it also made me break out in hives and get depressed. I'm bothered by the thought that this effort is nothing more than a stopgap and I will inevitably throw it all out
different topic. When I take this common silly 1g vit c drinkie supplement I feel a million times better, like mood allergies improvement & even my head doesn't hurt as much. I hear it can increase likelihood of kidney stones though. What a fucking tradeoff to weigh the pros and cons of
March 18, 2025 at 2:10 PM
different topic. When I take this common silly 1g vit c drinkie supplement I feel a million times better, like mood allergies improvement & even my head doesn't hurt as much. I hear it can increase likelihood of kidney stones though. What a fucking tradeoff to weigh the pros and cons of
how was my last entry only 16 days ago? I'm doing better. perhaps 1 more rung upwards on the normalcy ladder. I'm still not "returned" to visart yet it is not completely gone from my life
March 18, 2025 at 2:03 PM
how was my last entry only 16 days ago? I'm doing better. perhaps 1 more rung upwards on the normalcy ladder. I'm still not "returned" to visart yet it is not completely gone from my life
spirited away from my woes for a time via house karaoke party
March 2, 2025 at 2:05 AM
spirited away from my woes for a time via house karaoke party
You know, it's really wack that I'm not drawing regularly. I was looking at a picture I drew recently of a body part a lot of people have trouble with. Someone might want to sell their soul for that ability and yet here I am squandering it
February 23, 2025 at 4:36 PM
You know, it's really wack that I'm not drawing regularly. I was looking at a picture I drew recently of a body part a lot of people have trouble with. Someone might want to sell their soul for that ability and yet here I am squandering it
Just haven't wanted to talk for a long time, sorry
February 19, 2025 at 6:56 PM
Just haven't wanted to talk for a long time, sorry