I do not have to be the first person to do something. I just have to take my time so I can look back on it and know that I did a good job.

I just realised it looks like a single set of 4 wings instead of 2 pairs, that's cool 🥺

If I cosplayed as my WoL I wouldn't have to wear a wig in july heat 🤔

I'd really like to wear this outfit tbh. I could style my real hair like hair 181, the butterfly clip can be this titania one I own, and I've seen that dress and similar sleeves on taobao/ali too. Only major hurdle is the ears...

I'm surprised I didn't have to beat the lv70 boss first, but hey I'll take it 😛 Not sure if I'll keep going with quests for now or just wait until closer to 7.45. We'll see how I feel

I want to say my mental health has been better these past few days but last night and today have been real rough

Overreaction of the century but whatever. This was a big moment for me, even if it doesn't seem that way on the outside. Let me have this, brain. Let me feel good about something I did.

I mean so many ppl have achieved more, who am I kidding. Bragging would be wrong. But it's more what it represented. For such a long time I felt I wasn't good enough for stuff like that, and I'd resigned myself to never having it. Breaking that barrier, that *belief*, really hurts. But I'm doing it.

I feel a bit better now

I was shaking the entire time and felt bad for pausing so much to rewatch the video, but they've seen worse. It felt weird getting complimented on how quickly I apparently learned the mechs. Didn't feel like much to me. But I also don't let myself take credit for anything 🙃

Also it looks like no-one's made a bibo upscale of these gloves yet? If I do end up sticking with this, then I guess I'll make one haha

Might go with this instead, the orator cuffs grew on me 😛

I don't have most of these yet, but they're from stuff I wanted to do anyway (eden savage dress, eureka gloves, blue mage shorts). BUT those shoes are from island sanctuary... and I'm so behind 😭😭 gonna be such a pain in the arse to catch up

BUT this entire glam's colours hinge on whether the edenmete gown will get 2 dyes in 7.4 🤔 Its default red is harder to work with and I'd rather make it dalamud red so all the reds can match. Right now it feels weird having the stuff be *wine red* instead, I've never used that colour before 😛