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@ffxiv.shy.cat
· Apr 7
I know I'm not a cat anymore but there's no way I'm giving up this @, it's too iconic lol
I didn't get d1scord wr@pped because I apparently had all my data settings turned off already. I'm glad past me was smart.
Anyway I already know what my results would've been 😛
Anyway I already know what my results would've been 😛
December 4, 2025 at 7:30 PM
I didn't get d1scord wr@pped because I apparently had all my data settings turned off already. I'm glad past me was smart.
Anyway I already know what my results would've been 😛
Anyway I already know what my results would've been 😛
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I do not have to be the first person to do something. I just have to take my time so I can look back on it and know that I did a good job.
October 27, 2025 at 2:49 AM
I do not have to be the first person to do something. I just have to take my time so I can look back on it and know that I did a good job.
More overtime at work is nice bc more money but holy SHIT I barely have any free time 😭😭😭 it's making me feel horrible. I do things so slowly as well (if at all) because my brain is frazzled with my adhd, so it just feels even worse...
December 3, 2025 at 11:32 AM
More overtime at work is nice bc more money but holy SHIT I barely have any free time 😭😭😭 it's making me feel horrible. I do things so slowly as well (if at all) because my brain is frazzled with my adhd, so it just feels even worse...
I have way too much unfinished crap. I need to just pick ONE thing and finish it, then whittle down from there. I don't have the brain power to be working on multiple things at once right now.
November 30, 2025 at 11:32 PM
I have way too much unfinished crap. I need to just pick ONE thing and finish it, then whittle down from there. I don't have the brain power to be working on multiple things at once right now.
This one expression makes me happy. I need a lot of that rn.
November 30, 2025 at 11:29 PM
This one expression makes me happy. I need a lot of that rn.
Doing more this past week and my nerves are completely shot. Throwing myself at it over and over is one way to try overcome it, but AAAAAA I hate being a "problem" in any capacity. These ppl are so patient.
We did invite my friend along too who doesn't raid and he's doing really well, I'm proud 🫂
We did invite my friend along too who doesn't raid and he's doing really well, I'm proud 🫂
I feel a bit better now
I was shaking the entire time and felt bad for pausing so much to rewatch the video, but they've seen worse. It felt weird getting complimented on how quickly I apparently learned the mechs. Didn't feel like much to me. But I also don't let myself take credit for anything 🙃
I was shaking the entire time and felt bad for pausing so much to rewatch the video, but they've seen worse. It felt weird getting complimented on how quickly I apparently learned the mechs. Didn't feel like much to me. But I also don't let myself take credit for anything 🙃
November 18, 2025 at 11:29 AM
Doing more this past week and my nerves are completely shot. Throwing myself at it over and over is one way to try overcome it, but AAAAAA I hate being a "problem" in any capacity. These ppl are so patient.
We did invite my friend along too who doesn't raid and he's doing really well, I'm proud 🫂
We did invite my friend along too who doesn't raid and he's doing really well, I'm proud 🫂
Thinking about what I'd wanna wear for berlin if I get to go...
November 17, 2025 at 12:16 PM
Thinking about what I'd wanna wear for berlin if I get to go...
Oh my god I really hate making thumbnails
November 16, 2025 at 11:25 PM
Oh my god I really hate making thumbnails
I hate feeling like I'm not good enough. I hate feeling like I don't deserve to have nice things because I'm not "useful." I hate feeling like I can't ever make mistakes or ppl will realise I'm not supposed to be there. And I hate feeling like I don't belong.
When will my brain stop bullying me? 😞
When will my brain stop bullying me? 😞
November 6, 2025 at 4:41 PM
I hate feeling like I'm not good enough. I hate feeling like I don't deserve to have nice things because I'm not "useful." I hate feeling like I can't ever make mistakes or ppl will realise I'm not supposed to be there. And I hate feeling like I don't belong.
When will my brain stop bullying me? 😞
When will my brain stop bullying me? 😞
Need to take better pics tomorrow but hmmm, unsure if I'm cooking or not
I was considering my usual forgiven's gloves of casting but these rinascita ones have a red frill on the end I like and it matches the shoes. Also considered big cuffs like orator/estoqueur but nah, I wanna keep the arms slim.
I was considering my usual forgiven's gloves of casting but these rinascita ones have a red frill on the end I like and it matches the shoes. Also considered big cuffs like orator/estoqueur but nah, I wanna keep the arms slim.
November 4, 2025 at 3:01 AM
Need to take better pics tomorrow but hmmm, unsure if I'm cooking or not
I was considering my usual forgiven's gloves of casting but these rinascita ones have a red frill on the end I like and it matches the shoes. Also considered big cuffs like orator/estoqueur but nah, I wanna keep the arms slim.
I was considering my usual forgiven's gloves of casting but these rinascita ones have a red frill on the end I like and it matches the shoes. Also considered big cuffs like orator/estoqueur but nah, I wanna keep the arms slim.
My friend got me to try out Sky: Children of the Light and I liked it! Fun lil game and I love the visuals, but idk if I'd spend super long in there in the future?
Definitely gonna get this cape from the current Halloween event tho, and I don't even have to spend real money. How generous of them 😛
Definitely gonna get this cape from the current Halloween event tho, and I don't even have to spend real money. How generous of them 😛
November 3, 2025 at 12:40 PM
My friend got me to try out Sky: Children of the Light and I liked it! Fun lil game and I love the visuals, but idk if I'd spend super long in there in the future?
Definitely gonna get this cape from the current Halloween event tho, and I don't even have to spend real money. How generous of them 😛
Definitely gonna get this cape from the current Halloween event tho, and I don't even have to spend real money. How generous of them 😛
I've been feeling so much better about modding... Turns out being annoyed at myself 24/7 over how long I take and making comparisons didn't help me lol. My stuff comes out whenever it's ready and taking my time means it'll be better and I'll be happier with it. (the new gaia outfit for instance)
October 27, 2025 at 1:34 AM
I've been feeling so much better about modding... Turns out being annoyed at myself 24/7 over how long I take and making comparisons didn't help me lol. My stuff comes out whenever it's ready and taking my time means it'll be better and I'll be happier with it. (the new gaia outfit for instance)
Feels like every day I see smth that makes me glad I turned off x/m.a reports LOL
October 25, 2025 at 11:57 PM
Feels like every day I see smth that makes me glad I turned off x/m.a reports LOL
wtf is up with the servers recently... Both my bf and our friend lost PT runs to disconnects today, and my bf was on floor 87 😭
We had a couple of DCs during our group clear too, but ofc it's worse on solos. I can't even imagine how frustrating it must be to lose to something you can't control 🙃
We had a couple of DCs during our group clear too, but ofc it's worse on solos. I can't even imagine how frustrating it must be to lose to something you can't control 🙃
October 20, 2025 at 9:39 PM
wtf is up with the servers recently... Both my bf and our friend lost PT runs to disconnects today, and my bf was on floor 87 😭
We had a couple of DCs during our group clear too, but ofc it's worse on solos. I can't even imagine how frustrating it must be to lose to something you can't control 🙃
We had a couple of DCs during our group clear too, but ofc it's worse on solos. I can't even imagine how frustrating it must be to lose to something you can't control 🙃
I hope the live letter tells us when fanfest tickets are going up for sale, I just wanna know if I can go already 😩
October 18, 2025 at 5:12 PM
I hope the live letter tells us when fanfest tickets are going up for sale, I just wanna know if I can go already 😩
I'm a lil sad I can't get too excited about the housing contest winners, because I know we won't see any of them for at least a year (if at all)
October 17, 2025 at 6:54 PM
I'm a lil sad I can't get too excited about the housing contest winners, because I know we won't see any of them for at least a year (if at all)
hmmmmmmmm a lot of this needs fixing and I gotta add those other harnesses (agh), but I think it looks ok so far??
Throwing this here bc it's definitely not finished enough to put on my main lol
Throwing this here bc it's definitely not finished enough to put on my main lol
October 15, 2025 at 11:33 PM
hmmmmmmmm a lot of this needs fixing and I gotta add those other harnesses (agh), but I think it looks ok so far??
Throwing this here bc it's definitely not finished enough to put on my main lol
Throwing this here bc it's definitely not finished enough to put on my main lol
ok yeah I gotta bring these dresses back 😌 I've got so many logistical hurdles to jump over tho. So it may still take a bit of time. Plus I have other wips I'd like to do... hmmmm
October 14, 2025 at 2:19 PM
ok yeah I gotta bring these dresses back 😌 I've got so many logistical hurdles to jump over tho. So it may still take a bit of time. Plus I have other wips I'd like to do... hmmmm
The outfit's on mogstation now so you'd imagine I'd wanna get back to this but ugh... I just haven't felt like modding recently
Making these sleeves & choker into accessories has been surprisingly hard. 🥴
The body they're from is shaped differently to vanilla smallclothes, so a 1:1 port clips a LOT. I've had to do so much adjusting, especially on lala 💀 AND I'm trying to make modded body versions too with extra clearance...
The body they're from is shaped differently to vanilla smallclothes, so a 1:1 port clips a LOT. I've had to do so much adjusting, especially on lala 💀 AND I'm trying to make modded body versions too with extra clearance...
October 10, 2025 at 6:29 PM
The outfit's on mogstation now so you'd imagine I'd wanna get back to this but ugh... I just haven't felt like modding recently