A doctor to get this ambien and hopefully the mg they give me is works

I have been having trouble sleeping so I can over exaggerate it and definitely get prescribed it

I need to start my letters soon

I know they’ll all be pretty long but his will be the longest

Be my birthday.

I’m not gonna make it to 25. I can’t keep doing this

I hurt all the time, I feel broken, I feel like a burden

I feel like everyone is only around me because they feel like they have to be.

I might also get some nitrogen so I know for sure I’ll have succeeded

I just gotta see…

Distance-wise. I could text my mom which would kill her but she’s got a granddaughter on the way, so she’ll be able to be distracted while helping my sister take care of the baby

He’ll have his head so far over that person’s ass that I doubt he’ll care all that much. I’m thinking the date should…

He doesn’t love them the same anymore when they come to visit

I’m just so bitter and angry and mad

I’ll never be worth it for anyone

I’ll never be important

I’ll never matter

It’s like this every. Single. Time

I’m a distraction until I’m no longer useful

I’m tired because I know there’s nothing I can do to make him love like I love him.

Nothing I can say, nothing I can change.

I just wish I was worth more to him, that he wanted to build a life with me