fever ✦
@fevercals.bsky.social
24 yrs ִ ࣪𖤐 she/they ִ ࣪𖤐 cw: 134.9 lbs / 61.2 kg ִ ࣪𖤐 ugw: 93.0 lbs / 42.0 kg ── .✦ #edsky || vents about anything
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fever ✦
@fevercals.bsky.social
· Feb 21
intro ── .✦
hello, i’m fever !
⟡ 23
⟡ cw : 138.8 lbs / bmi : 24.6
⟡ ugw : 93.0 lbs / bmi : 16.5
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✦ was on edtwt months ago but relapsed recently
✦ activity varies due to work and other obligations
⟢ unpinning at 130.0 lbs
hello, i’m fever !
⟡ 23
⟡ cw : 138.8 lbs / bmi : 24.6
⟡ ugw : 93.0 lbs / bmi : 16.5
. ݁₊ ⊹ . ݁˖ . ݁
✦ was on edtwt months ago but relapsed recently
✦ activity varies due to work and other obligations
⟢ unpinning at 130.0 lbs
I deadass forgot I had this 😭
March 25, 2025 at 4:36 PM
I deadass forgot I had this 😭
Also I’m back in edtwt, same username if y’all wanna be moots
February 25, 2025 at 4:28 AM
Also I’m back in edtwt, same username if y’all wanna be moots
I might bc I’m staying the night at his place after work but idk if he’ll make me eat
Love going absolutely insane :D
I shouldn’t be centering a man but I always fall for the ones who I’ll never be in an actual relationship with
I’m so good at this
Love going absolutely insane :D
I shouldn’t be centering a man but I always fall for the ones who I’ll never be in an actual relationship with
I’m so good at this
I ate some oranges. 320g for 183 calories.
Will I eat at all tomorrow? TBD
Will I eat at all tomorrow? TBD
February 25, 2025 at 4:28 AM
I might bc I’m staying the night at his place after work but idk if he’ll make me eat
Love going absolutely insane :D
I shouldn’t be centering a man but I always fall for the ones who I’ll never be in an actual relationship with
I’m so good at this
Love going absolutely insane :D
I shouldn’t be centering a man but I always fall for the ones who I’ll never be in an actual relationship with
I’m so good at this
I ate some oranges. 320g for 183 calories.
Will I eat at all tomorrow? TBD
Will I eat at all tomorrow? TBD
February 25, 2025 at 3:55 AM
I ate some oranges. 320g for 183 calories.
Will I eat at all tomorrow? TBD
Will I eat at all tomorrow? TBD
Texted him back eventually
My head is just fucked.
My head is just fucked.
Still have yet to eat
I don’t want to either.
He texted me good morning and I’m just ignoring him anymore. Just leave me alone
I don’t want to either.
He texted me good morning and I’m just ignoring him anymore. Just leave me alone
February 24, 2025 at 10:35 PM
Texted him back eventually
My head is just fucked.
My head is just fucked.
Finally pooped dropped like a whole pound so 134.9!!!
February 24, 2025 at 10:34 PM
Finally pooped dropped like a whole pound so 134.9!!!
Annnndddd I threw it up
Had some lemonade
February 24, 2025 at 9:21 PM
Annnndddd I threw it up
In other news, I’m 135.8 this morning.
Feel like I need to poop so we’ll see if it lowers
Feel like I need to poop so we’ll see if it lowers
February 24, 2025 at 7:52 PM
In other news, I’m 135.8 this morning.
Feel like I need to poop so we’ll see if it lowers
Feel like I need to poop so we’ll see if it lowers
Still have yet to eat
I don’t want to either.
He texted me good morning and I’m just ignoring him anymore. Just leave me alone
I don’t want to either.
He texted me good morning and I’m just ignoring him anymore. Just leave me alone
February 24, 2025 at 7:51 PM
Still have yet to eat
I don’t want to either.
He texted me good morning and I’m just ignoring him anymore. Just leave me alone
I don’t want to either.
He texted me good morning and I’m just ignoring him anymore. Just leave me alone
I’m so tired of being a distraction
February 24, 2025 at 2:03 PM
I’m so tired of being a distraction
Genuinely, what are easy ways to commit?
I can’t get a firearm super easy and I don’t want to botch anything and become a vegetable
I need it to be 100% effective
I can’t get a firearm super easy and I don’t want to botch anything and become a vegetable
I need it to be 100% effective
February 24, 2025 at 1:46 PM
Genuinely, what are easy ways to commit?
I can’t get a firearm super easy and I don’t want to botch anything and become a vegetable
I need it to be 100% effective
I can’t get a firearm super easy and I don’t want to botch anything and become a vegetable
I need it to be 100% effective
I’m genuinely going to commit. I can’t do this anymore.
I’m gonna figure out how to get on ambien, then spend the night writing letters, and then take them all
Idk who I should let know when I’m done taking them. I don’t want to traumatize him more than this will but he’s the closest to me…
I’m gonna figure out how to get on ambien, then spend the night writing letters, and then take them all
Idk who I should let know when I’m done taking them. I don’t want to traumatize him more than this will but he’s the closest to me…
February 24, 2025 at 12:54 PM
I’m genuinely going to commit. I can’t do this anymore.
I’m gonna figure out how to get on ambien, then spend the night writing letters, and then take them all
Idk who I should let know when I’m done taking them. I don’t want to traumatize him more than this will but he’s the closest to me…
I’m gonna figure out how to get on ambien, then spend the night writing letters, and then take them all
Idk who I should let know when I’m done taking them. I don’t want to traumatize him more than this will but he’s the closest to me…
Had a meltdown when he left last nigjt
I’m so mad. This person left his life with no explanation and just hoped he’d come back and now they get to be happy together again
I hate this. It’s bullshit. They left and just waltz back in
I might be a bitch for saying this but I hope he realizes he…
I’m so mad. This person left his life with no explanation and just hoped he’d come back and now they get to be happy together again
I hate this. It’s bullshit. They left and just waltz back in
I might be a bitch for saying this but I hope he realizes he…
And of course, him being here makes me feel better
I’m so tired if this
I’m so tired if this
February 24, 2025 at 12:43 PM
Had a meltdown when he left last nigjt
I’m so mad. This person left his life with no explanation and just hoped he’d come back and now they get to be happy together again
I hate this. It’s bullshit. They left and just waltz back in
I might be a bitch for saying this but I hope he realizes he…
I’m so mad. This person left his life with no explanation and just hoped he’d come back and now they get to be happy together again
I hate this. It’s bullshit. They left and just waltz back in
I might be a bitch for saying this but I hope he realizes he…
And of course, him being here makes me feel better
I’m so tired if this
I’m so tired if this
February 24, 2025 at 3:08 AM
And of course, him being here makes me feel better
I’m so tired if this
I’m so tired if this
Reposted by fever ✦
edsky intro 🤍
-> 22 | she/her
-> former edtwt user
-> ednos
-> sw: 69 | ugw: 50
-> 22 | she/her
-> former edtwt user
-> ednos
-> sw: 69 | ugw: 50
February 22, 2025 at 7:58 PM
edsky intro 🤍
-> 22 | she/her
-> former edtwt user
-> ednos
-> sw: 69 | ugw: 50
-> 22 | she/her
-> former edtwt user
-> ednos
-> sw: 69 | ugw: 50
I have been rotting in bed all day and he’ll be over soon
I feel so stupid
I waited almost 3 hrs like a dog
I just want to be alone, even from him
I feel so stupid
I waited almost 3 hrs like a dog
I just want to be alone, even from him
February 23, 2025 at 11:02 PM
I have been rotting in bed all day and he’ll be over soon
I feel so stupid
I waited almost 3 hrs like a dog
I just want to be alone, even from him
I feel so stupid
I waited almost 3 hrs like a dog
I just want to be alone, even from him
Just asked him to come over and hold me. I’m truly a mess
I don’t want to ask him to hang out all the time yet here I am wanting him to comfort me and he’ll do it because he’s my best friend and I know logically he cares about me but idk
I hate feeling anything anymore
I don’t want to ask him to hang out all the time yet here I am wanting him to comfort me and he’ll do it because he’s my best friend and I know logically he cares about me but idk
I hate feeling anything anymore
Okayyyy just kidding
I have been crying yet again and wanting to be held. I don’t hardly have the mental energy to do much of anything other than rn
I have been crying yet again and wanting to be held. I don’t hardly have the mental energy to do much of anything other than rn
I’m going to be funny now
I’ll yearn but in a goofy kind of way
I’ll yearn but in a goofy kind of way
February 23, 2025 at 8:03 PM
Just asked him to come over and hold me. I’m truly a mess
I don’t want to ask him to hang out all the time yet here I am wanting him to comfort me and he’ll do it because he’s my best friend and I know logically he cares about me but idk
I hate feeling anything anymore
I don’t want to ask him to hang out all the time yet here I am wanting him to comfort me and he’ll do it because he’s my best friend and I know logically he cares about me but idk
I hate feeling anything anymore
I know I’m gonna get so much worse this time
February 23, 2025 at 7:39 PM
I know I’m gonna get so much worse this time
This situation and also not being able eat due other issues and seeing my weight back down in the 130s after it being in the 140s for so long really triggered tf out of me
Maybe I can hit 127.5 by my birthday? It’s a month away… hmmm
Maybe I can hit 127.5 by my birthday? It’s a month away… hmmm
February 23, 2025 at 7:36 PM
This situation and also not being able eat due other issues and seeing my weight back down in the 130s after it being in the 140s for so long really triggered tf out of me
Maybe I can hit 127.5 by my birthday? It’s a month away… hmmm
Maybe I can hit 127.5 by my birthday? It’s a month away… hmmm
Okayyyy just kidding
I have been crying yet again and wanting to be held. I don’t hardly have the mental energy to do much of anything other than rn
I have been crying yet again and wanting to be held. I don’t hardly have the mental energy to do much of anything other than rn
I’m going to be funny now
I’ll yearn but in a goofy kind of way
I’ll yearn but in a goofy kind of way
February 23, 2025 at 7:31 PM
Okayyyy just kidding
I have been crying yet again and wanting to be held. I don’t hardly have the mental energy to do much of anything other than rn
I have been crying yet again and wanting to be held. I don’t hardly have the mental energy to do much of anything other than rn
I’m pathetic (I texted him first)
February 23, 2025 at 5:43 PM
I’m pathetic (I texted him first)
And zero calories so far. Might be goofy and say fuck it and fast
Also reweighed myself after working out and I was 137.1lbs 😎
Also reweighed myself after working out and I was 137.1lbs 😎
February 23, 2025 at 5:34 PM
And zero calories so far. Might be goofy and say fuck it and fast
Also reweighed myself after working out and I was 137.1lbs 😎
Also reweighed myself after working out and I was 137.1lbs 😎
I’m going to be funny now
I’ll yearn but in a goofy kind of way
I’ll yearn but in a goofy kind of way
February 23, 2025 at 4:10 PM
I’m going to be funny now
I’ll yearn but in a goofy kind of way
I’ll yearn but in a goofy kind of way
My main goal is to become ethereal and act like I don’t know nobody
February 23, 2025 at 3:45 PM
My main goal is to become ethereal and act like I don’t know nobody