same!!

anxiety poops have helped with constipation so many times. ngl I also use it to gauge how anxious I am. If the sudden need to go arises, then I know my anxiety is gonna hit hard.

I've never said anything bad to my friends about this. It's all in my head, and I know that I didn't hurt anyone, but I still feel so guilty.

thank you 😭🫶

ngl i definitely hope she was bluffing instead of being fr

...and thank you 😭🩷

i tried communicating. told her that i was not meant to fix her. then she went out, and i got so scared that she'd jump, so i caved. i realized a day later that i should have stood my ground instead. im trying to gather the courage to get myself out of this mess somehow.

genuinely no bc i never thought i would be in a situation like this... it feels so unreal to me, but it happened literally 2 days ago 😭

honestly, i hope i don't relapse and go back to her. i love her, but the relationship wasn't as healthy as i thought it was. we both need to heal and get help. staying together isn't good for us.

i've kind of "forgotten" how it is to be single. im not used to it. suddenly, i don't have anyone to talk to randomly or say "i love you" to.

apparently, the guy also knows about me but still went on with his confession anyway.

i am a bit uncomfortable and maybe upset, but hey, i'm not being eaten by jealousy like before. a win is a win.