Cozy || Caterpillarsky ₊˚⊹ᡣ𐭩
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๑ cozy
๑ 21
๑ she/her
๑ sapphic
๑ pro-recovery
๑ originally from twt
꒰ #edsky #caterpillarsky #edtwt #lemonwatersky ꒱
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๑ cozy
๑ 21
๑ she/her
๑ sapphic
๑ pro-recovery
๑ originally from twt
꒰ #edsky #caterpillarsky #edtwt #lemonwatersky ꒱
╰► updated info ✧*。
i need to start using this account again because my bad mental health is back and with a vengeance. also, because i keep oversharing to irls, and i need to stop before it gets to a point that it drains them.
November 12, 2025 at 5:44 AM
i need to start using this account again because my bad mental health is back and with a vengeance. also, because i keep oversharing to irls, and i need to stop before it gets to a point that it drains them.
I love my bestie, but I am starting to get kinda hurt every time he says "congrats" when I tell him about something that upsets me or something "tragic" that happened in my life... like a textbook "i hope you're ok" or "that's rough buddy" would have sufficed 😭
October 7, 2025 at 4:00 PM
I love my bestie, but I am starting to get kinda hurt every time he says "congrats" when I tell him about something that upsets me or something "tragic" that happened in my life... like a textbook "i hope you're ok" or "that's rough buddy" would have sufficed 😭
I hate how everything is so competitive in my head. I hate the animosity I have for the people I care about. In my head, I know I shouldn't feel this way because I care about these people, but my head is also an awful bitch.
October 5, 2025 at 3:42 PM
I hate how everything is so competitive in my head. I hate the animosity I have for the people I care about. In my head, I know I shouldn't feel this way because I care about these people, but my head is also an awful bitch.
i feel like an adult but also like i still like an "edgy teenager who wants attention". i do not like it.
October 5, 2025 at 3:07 PM
i feel like an adult but also like i still like an "edgy teenager who wants attention". i do not like it.
appetite is fluctuating so badly. anxiety is on the high. mental state is definitely tittering. i am hoping for the best, but oh my gosh, im so stressed.
October 2, 2025 at 3:29 PM
appetite is fluctuating so badly. anxiety is on the high. mental state is definitely tittering. i am hoping for the best, but oh my gosh, im so stressed.
i've come to realise that im not very good at talking unless there is a set topic, but i will listen to you or be a body double.
September 14, 2025 at 6:47 AM
i've come to realise that im not very good at talking unless there is a set topic, but i will listen to you or be a body double.
might try to fast over the weekend. i need a system cleanse.
August 29, 2025 at 3:03 PM
might try to fast over the weekend. i need a system cleanse.
something that haunts me is the time when someone said that shrimp are insects of the sea. i die a little inside every time i remember that.
August 23, 2025 at 3:06 PM
something that haunts me is the time when someone said that shrimp are insects of the sea. i die a little inside every time i remember that.
gurl i exercised for 20 mins and my back hurts. i am so out of shape.
August 23, 2025 at 3:00 PM
gurl i exercised for 20 mins and my back hurts. i am so out of shape.
legit just forced me back into the relationship bc she threatened to jump off a bridge. it's twisted how she used that against me. i actually don't know how to deal with this. i know i should straight up leave, but the fear of her actually doing something bad is real and scary.
broke up with her... she threatened to go to the afterlife... i am stressed
August 7, 2025 at 7:25 PM
legit just forced me back into the relationship bc she threatened to jump off a bridge. it's twisted how she used that against me. i actually don't know how to deal with this. i know i should straight up leave, but the fear of her actually doing something bad is real and scary.
i honestly never thought my first relationship would've almost been a decade long (i say almost bc it hasn't reached 10 years... it's been 8). i've known her for longer. i'm not going to be looking for a relationship any time soon, but i feel a sense of fear of being alone.
July 9, 2025 at 2:56 PM
i honestly never thought my first relationship would've almost been a decade long (i say almost bc it hasn't reached 10 years... it's been 8). i've known her for longer. i'm not going to be looking for a relationship any time soon, but i feel a sense of fear of being alone.
broke up with her... she threatened to go to the afterlife... i am stressed
July 8, 2025 at 9:40 AM
broke up with her... she threatened to go to the afterlife... i am stressed
omg... the way i opened this app so fast, so i can just type this out to get this out of my system... she did not just say that... she did not. omg pls if u know anyone who has scars DONT SAY THAT THEY LOOK OLD AND SHALLOW!! she makes me want to crash out. i can't.
July 4, 2025 at 1:50 PM
omg... the way i opened this app so fast, so i can just type this out to get this out of my system... she did not just say that... she did not. omg pls if u know anyone who has scars DONT SAY THAT THEY LOOK OLD AND SHALLOW!! she makes me want to crash out. i can't.
randomly thought how even though im not active as much anymore on here or on x, it really doesn't mean ive recovered... my disorder stays with me. it never leaves and it lowkey kills any thoughts of "what if im faking it" bc no... i am definitely not
June 22, 2025 at 7:47 PM
randomly thought how even though im not active as much anymore on here or on x, it really doesn't mean ive recovered... my disorder stays with me. it never leaves and it lowkey kills any thoughts of "what if im faking it" bc no... i am definitely not
a guy confessed to my gf. i've always struggled with jealousy whenever my gf talks about another girl/guy, but rn, i don't feel an overwhelming sense of jealousy. which sorta makes me proud of myself because i have been working on that.
May 18, 2025 at 4:01 PM
a guy confessed to my gf. i've always struggled with jealousy whenever my gf talks about another girl/guy, but rn, i don't feel an overwhelming sense of jealousy. which sorta makes me proud of myself because i have been working on that.
y'know you've been bed rotting too much when your back starts to hurt so much that it wakes you up
May 14, 2025 at 6:28 AM
y'know you've been bed rotting too much when your back starts to hurt so much that it wakes you up
i need to remember that i made this account for venting and sharing the messy thoughts in my head so i don't explode in real life. i definitely need to start using it because i clearly need it.
May 8, 2025 at 7:42 PM
i need to remember that i made this account for venting and sharing the messy thoughts in my head so i don't explode in real life. i definitely need to start using it because i clearly need it.
the rage bait on tiktok is so stupid and annoying. ppl really need to learn how to scroll instead of commenting awful things. i hate how they trash on ẹď spaces. literally just block us. your algorithm is tailored to you, so maybe stop watching or commenting on éđ content.
May 8, 2025 at 7:36 PM
the rage bait on tiktok is so stupid and annoying. ppl really need to learn how to scroll instead of commenting awful things. i hate how they trash on ẹď spaces. literally just block us. your algorithm is tailored to you, so maybe stop watching or commenting on éđ content.
i really want to drink some coffee right now, but there are people in the house working on the ceiling
April 29, 2025 at 7:20 AM
i really want to drink some coffee right now, but there are people in the house working on the ceiling
i remember when i wanted to go to a cafe and the person i was with said "ew" and im just like wdym ew???? what kind of reaction was that???
April 29, 2025 at 7:15 AM
i remember when i wanted to go to a cafe and the person i was with said "ew" and im just like wdym ew???? what kind of reaction was that???
i sometimes feel so much hate and resentment bubbling inside my chest because of all the problems in my life but i still don't go out of my way to invalidate other people’s experiences because "i have it harder"... it is not a competition
April 28, 2025 at 1:13 PM
i sometimes feel so much hate and resentment bubbling inside my chest because of all the problems in my life but i still don't go out of my way to invalidate other people’s experiences because "i have it harder"... it is not a competition
working on not swearing so much (it's apparently easier said than done)
April 27, 2025 at 7:49 PM
working on not swearing so much (it's apparently easier said than done)
i would like to be a ray of sunshine in real life, but ive become too aware of how crappy life is that it's kind of hard to stay positive
April 21, 2025 at 5:21 AM
i would like to be a ray of sunshine in real life, but ive become too aware of how crappy life is that it's kind of hard to stay positive
contrary to popular beliefs, i have a brain... and it's hurting so much right now (this heat is taking a toll on me. i hate summer)
April 17, 2025 at 4:35 PM
contrary to popular beliefs, i have a brain... and it's hurting so much right now (this heat is taking a toll on me. i hate summer)
ok so it seems we're both not feeling mentally and physically well rn so i will be here instead of bothering her...
April 17, 2025 at 4:33 PM
ok so it seems we're both not feeling mentally and physically well rn so i will be here instead of bothering her...