Fandom Grandma (Djinn)
@fallen-arazil.bsky.social
Arazil is a miswritten version of Azazil, one of the first Djinn (my fandom nickname)
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I have been fangirl trash since the geocities days.
Angst is my love language.
https://archiveofourown.org/users/fallen_arazil
The more you know.gif
I have been fangirl trash since the geocities days.
Angst is my love language.
https://archiveofourown.org/users/fallen_arazil
Just at home waiting for the AC tech to come do the EIGHTH repair on my THREE YEAR OLD system and I kinda just wanna curl up in a ball and cry.
January 9, 2026 at 10:18 PM
Just at home waiting for the AC tech to come do the EIGHTH repair on my THREE YEAR OLD system and I kinda just wanna curl up in a ball and cry.
Some of America right now:
January 9, 2026 at 1:40 PM
Some of America right now:
January 7, 2026 at 1:38 AM
AU Idea:
Mad scientist Hojo had a dream of creating a functional golem slave, but he had created dozens, and none of them seem to have more intelligence than a rock, so he has a basement full of failures.
Mad scientist Hojo had a dream of creating a functional golem slave, but he had created dozens, and none of them seem to have more intelligence than a rock, so he has a basement full of failures.
January 4, 2026 at 3:51 PM
AU Idea:
Mad scientist Hojo had a dream of creating a functional golem slave, but he had created dozens, and none of them seem to have more intelligence than a rock, so he has a basement full of failures.
Mad scientist Hojo had a dream of creating a functional golem slave, but he had created dozens, and none of them seem to have more intelligence than a rock, so he has a basement full of failures.
I was told today that I am "the hot friend".
a woman singing into a microphone with the words " i am absolutely " below her
ALT: a woman singing into a microphone with the words " i am absolutely " below her
media.tenor.com
January 3, 2026 at 9:14 PM
I was told today that I am "the hot friend".
Me: I really need to work on my WIPs instead of dreaming about new ones.
Also me: Okay but what if I write an interview fic with big, stoic, toppy pornstar Rude where the interviewer discovers that off camera he is Reno's super clingy, schmoopy, obssessed, boyfriend?
Also me: Okay but what if I write an interview fic with big, stoic, toppy pornstar Rude where the interviewer discovers that off camera he is Reno's super clingy, schmoopy, obssessed, boyfriend?
December 30, 2025 at 3:58 PM
Me: I really need to work on my WIPs instead of dreaming about new ones.
Also me: Okay but what if I write an interview fic with big, stoic, toppy pornstar Rude where the interviewer discovers that off camera he is Reno's super clingy, schmoopy, obssessed, boyfriend?
Also me: Okay but what if I write an interview fic with big, stoic, toppy pornstar Rude where the interviewer discovers that off camera he is Reno's super clingy, schmoopy, obssessed, boyfriend?
In a porn star AU would Rude be the stoic, silent guy known only for his giant dick, the muscle daddy Dom always in leather, or the romantic female gaze fantasy? 🤔
(I already know Reno is the mouthy, aggressive, bicon alternating between irresistible bad boy with women and power bottom with men.)
(I already know Reno is the mouthy, aggressive, bicon alternating between irresistible bad boy with women and power bottom with men.)
December 30, 2025 at 1:37 AM
In a porn star AU would Rude be the stoic, silent guy known only for his giant dick, the muscle daddy Dom always in leather, or the romantic female gaze fantasy? 🤔
(I already know Reno is the mouthy, aggressive, bicon alternating between irresistible bad boy with women and power bottom with men.)
(I already know Reno is the mouthy, aggressive, bicon alternating between irresistible bad boy with women and power bottom with men.)
I think the thing that really frustrates me about Christmas is the way that I'm not allowed to feel or express any negative emotions ever because it will ruin everybody else's holiday.
December 24, 2025 at 2:47 PM
I think the thing that really frustrates me about Christmas is the way that I'm not allowed to feel or express any negative emotions ever because it will ruin everybody else's holiday.
Suddenly feeling nostalgic for songfics. I really want to relate the lyric "Happiness hit her like a bullet in the back" to Reno.
(Reference: youtu.be/iWOyfLBYtuU?...)
(Reference: youtu.be/iWOyfLBYtuU?...)
Florence + The Machine - Dog Days Are Over (2010 Version) (Official Music Video)
YouTube video by FlorenceMachineVEVO
youtu.be
December 21, 2025 at 9:11 PM
Suddenly feeling nostalgic for songfics. I really want to relate the lyric "Happiness hit her like a bullet in the back" to Reno.
(Reference: youtu.be/iWOyfLBYtuU?...)
(Reference: youtu.be/iWOyfLBYtuU?...)
My least favorite things about holidays:
"I want to relax at home" No, you have to go to your uncle's house with the relatives who can see you any time they want but choose to only see you on holidays. Just pray no one brings up Trump because they all love him!
"I want to relax at home" No, you have to go to your uncle's house with the relatives who can see you any time they want but choose to only see you on holidays. Just pray no one brings up Trump because they all love him!
December 19, 2025 at 7:40 PM
My least favorite things about holidays:
"I want to relax at home" No, you have to go to your uncle's house with the relatives who can see you any time they want but choose to only see you on holidays. Just pray no one brings up Trump because they all love him!
"I want to relax at home" No, you have to go to your uncle's house with the relatives who can see you any time they want but choose to only see you on holidays. Just pray no one brings up Trump because they all love him!
Officially 1 wk out from the anniversary of my auspicious birth.
Legend has it that the doctor fell to his knees and prayed, while the nurses wept tears of blood.
My mum just counted my fingers and toes (10 of each 🙌🏻).
Legend has it that the doctor fell to his knees and prayed, while the nurses wept tears of blood.
My mum just counted my fingers and toes (10 of each 🙌🏻).
December 19, 2025 at 12:37 PM
Officially 1 wk out from the anniversary of my auspicious birth.
Legend has it that the doctor fell to his knees and prayed, while the nurses wept tears of blood.
My mum just counted my fingers and toes (10 of each 🙌🏻).
Legend has it that the doctor fell to his knees and prayed, while the nurses wept tears of blood.
My mum just counted my fingers and toes (10 of each 🙌🏻).
Presented without additional comment.
December 13, 2025 at 9:41 PM
Presented without additional comment.
ngl I've only written like 300 words but I'm having so much fucking fun with this Beauty and the Beast shit 🤣
December 13, 2025 at 1:23 PM
ngl I've only written like 300 words but I'm having so much fucking fun with this Beauty and the Beast shit 🤣
Ugh why can't I just have a simple straightforward week, I'm already stressed because I hate xmas I don't need this other crap 😭
December 12, 2025 at 11:57 PM
Ugh why can't I just have a simple straightforward week, I'm already stressed because I hate xmas I don't need this other crap 😭
For WIP Wednesday, have the opening of my Beauty and the Beast fic. 🤣
December 11, 2025 at 1:04 AM
For WIP Wednesday, have the opening of my Beauty and the Beast fic. 🤣
Thought: What about Beauty and the Beast with Beast!Rude and Beauty!Reno?
December 9, 2025 at 1:35 AM
Thought: What about Beauty and the Beast with Beast!Rude and Beauty!Reno?
Day 2 on ADHD meds: was my house always this messy and I just literally didn't see it?? *mind blown*
December 5, 2025 at 9:42 PM
Day 2 on ADHD meds: was my house always this messy and I just literally didn't see it?? *mind blown*
Do people still listen to podfics? I was considering recording readings of some of my shorter fics.
December 2, 2025 at 9:50 PM
Do people still listen to podfics? I was considering recording readings of some of my shorter fics.
I didn't look at the back of the Christmas sweater I bought this year before I ordered but it's possibly even better than the front.
December 1, 2025 at 1:53 AM
I didn't look at the back of the Christmas sweater I bought this year before I ordered but it's possibly even better than the front.
Thinking about Cop!Rude/Street Punk!Reno ...
Rude's arrested him countless times to the point where, when he shows up in Reno's section of the slums, Reno's just like 'Hey baby, you wanna frisk me? 😉"
Rude's arrested him countless times to the point where, when he shows up in Reno's section of the slums, Reno's just like 'Hey baby, you wanna frisk me? 😉"
November 30, 2025 at 5:50 PM
Thinking about Cop!Rude/Street Punk!Reno ...
Rude's arrested him countless times to the point where, when he shows up in Reno's section of the slums, Reno's just like 'Hey baby, you wanna frisk me? 😉"
Rude's arrested him countless times to the point where, when he shows up in Reno's section of the slums, Reno's just like 'Hey baby, you wanna frisk me? 😉"
Instead of our problematic family, let's think about our problematic faves!
The annual Turks Turkey Day Potluck
(They have a collective agreement that they are not giving thanks)
The annual Turks Turkey Day Potluck
(They have a collective agreement that they are not giving thanks)
November 27, 2025 at 4:39 PM
Instead of our problematic family, let's think about our problematic faves!
The annual Turks Turkey Day Potluck
(They have a collective agreement that they are not giving thanks)
The annual Turks Turkey Day Potluck
(They have a collective agreement that they are not giving thanks)
Random but I haaaaaaate the leg massages they give during pedicures.
They barely press at all but when they do it's in the wrong places so its just weird rubbing making the tense parts TENSER and I dont know how to politely tell them to stop. 😭
They barely press at all but when they do it's in the wrong places so its just weird rubbing making the tense parts TENSER and I dont know how to politely tell them to stop. 😭
November 26, 2025 at 8:24 PM
Random but I haaaaaaate the leg massages they give during pedicures.
They barely press at all but when they do it's in the wrong places so its just weird rubbing making the tense parts TENSER and I dont know how to politely tell them to stop. 😭
They barely press at all but when they do it's in the wrong places so its just weird rubbing making the tense parts TENSER and I dont know how to politely tell them to stop. 😭
Anyone following my fics knows I'm 'Lovers to Strangers' 🤣
NEW AO3 CANONICAL TAGS!!!! tag yourself i’m identity crisis
November 25, 2025 at 7:10 PM
Anyone following my fics knows I'm 'Lovers to Strangers' 🤣