thank you so much I appreciate y'all <3

thank you I'm ok, I missed you too and hope you're doing ok <3

also he lied about what I said after I said it. he congratulated me for saying "parts" instead of "alters" when I 100% said alters bc I specifically was talking about how I got dx with OSDD by a previous therapist bc I have alters with less amnesia. do not fucking like him

you ever read back your old posts and get mad that you're having the same problems

yesss I really liked Hannibal. hope you enjoy

I had a manic episode in early December and didn't recover lol everything's been fucking weird since that

LMAO😭😭😭 this is so ominous.... the worms 🪱🪱🪱

I don't even remember what I did for my 18th birthday I just know I felt like shit about it

undiagnosing myself with everything honestly I'm sick of the framework of mental illness (I won't stop thinking of myself as a patient no matter how hard I try unfortunately)

unfortunately the "being locked in the present" has persisted though it's less than during the manic episode. makes it hard to conceptualize ever having felt different than I do right now so comparison is hard