Repost with your earliest childhood crush from film/tv.

1/ Elated to look back on 2023 because I watched so many movies this year, read books, thought and felt and lived. Being able to read for pleasure and edification in something other than a short manic burst for the first time as an adult feels miraculous. Will be posting some lists here!

Just watched Desert Hearts for the first time. Gotta say, Cay does *not* get enough credit in this movie for not treating the ranch like an all-you-can-eat divorcee buffet.

I'm like a gold star lesbian, but for only leaving my house with a mask on.

First time throwing up since starting my transition, calling it nau-she-a. Hope I don't have food poi-she-ning.

Reading The Hellbound Heart and claiming Kirsty as trans. Headcanon activated.

Experiencing that feminine urge to get suplexed through a table... wait, what?

Sometimes being a woman means vibing on Sylvia Plath and sometimes it means mainlining microscopic SD rips of Caroline in the City.

Watching an active genocide in Gaza and eugenic abandonment everywhere has been brutalizing and I still want to live despite the absurdity and enormity. Somehow, I have never more wanted to live and be alive.

In addition to restoring my ability to read, estradiol has also given me extrasensory perception. Truly, a performance enhancing drug.

Been keeping my mom updated on the new name selection process and the top candidates, she likes Eve. "So much better than all those old lady names." Me: "Mom, Eve's the oldest lady."

Got my first "brave" as a trans today. So brave. I don't want to be brave, I want to be safe.

I have that blank page anxiety but for this platform. So now it is marked. Whatever I do now I do without the trepidation that accompanies breaking a silence! Posting is magic.