essayforth.bsky.social
@essayforth.bsky.social
PhD candidate. I rant about John Calvin a lot.
If your entire worldview is predicated on hierarchy, with a male God as the ultimate unquestioned authority and male pastors as the divinely “called” voices that speak on His behalf, you are going to develop power structures that MUST have a subject class in order to function.
February 17, 2026 at 8:00 AM
Pastors. They don’t use those exact words in fundamentalist churches, but women and girls are treated as *property* in those spaces. Men cannot violate a thing they *own.*
February 17, 2026 at 7:58 AM
God, that is such *absolute* horseshit. I would happily die defending my multicultural city because I care about *more people than those who look like I do and believe what I do.*
February 16, 2026 at 8:01 AM
She is, in fact, impeccable.
February 12, 2026 at 8:21 AM
And that right there is what made me go “Oh, this is real.” Evil *rarely* hides in ways that are *cool,* because it doesn’t have to.
February 10, 2026 at 7:07 AM
(That said, the unhinged nature of what has been published so far in these files is absolutely gobsmacking me with *how long* these fuckers were able to get away with it…and still are.)
February 10, 2026 at 6:37 AM
One of the distinctions between conspiracy theories and actual conspiracies is that the latter will eventually have a whistleblower.

(Also, misogyny and the hierarchies of capitalism are, arguably, conspiracies against everyone but wealthy and powerful men.)
February 10, 2026 at 6:36 AM
I truly hope y’all have your therapists on speed dial. Thank you for this work. I am so, so sorry.
February 10, 2026 at 4:50 AM
Boy, do I understand. 🫂
February 9, 2026 at 10:09 AM
The most wholesome of footballs, honestly.
February 9, 2026 at 10:03 AM
It was a pleasure to hear you in person, even though the subject matter is not. Thank you for your grim determination.
February 7, 2026 at 10:12 AM
Octavia Butler *somehow* managed to never be a creep or a sex pest.
February 6, 2026 at 6:13 AM
I *research* conspiratorial thinking and this is fucking boggling me.
February 6, 2026 at 5:39 AM
Agreed. I don’t WANT to sit through a video—I can read text so much faster than someone can speak.
February 5, 2026 at 8:18 PM
Hey, I don’t know if it’s any encouragement at all, but based on cult research, it is unlikely that *you* can get your mom to change her mind. The stakes are too high—but a secondary or tertiary relationship sometimes *can* get through. I hope that happens for your mom. 💗
February 5, 2026 at 9:22 AM
“Fragile Absolute” is still a banger.
February 5, 2026 at 3:05 AM
Pup cuddles. Also dancing to very bass-heavy music. Sometimes laying flat on the floor with my legs propped up on a wall, just breathing for about five minites. 🫂💗
February 4, 2026 at 2:54 AM
I love this framing. Thank you.
February 4, 2026 at 2:32 AM
I make an *incredible* Drunk Grilled Cheese—fresh sourdough, fuckton of butter, double gloucestershire chive cheese, truffle cheese, and muenster cheese for that perfect stretchy nonsense. But this *must* be cooked at 3am, while still sauced, and probably teetering in a single high heeled shoe.
February 3, 2026 at 10:22 PM
You absolutely do.
February 3, 2026 at 10:18 PM
Agreed. Restorative justice in general; execution for the worst crimes of the most powerful.
February 3, 2026 at 5:33 AM
Conservatives literally cannot comprehend anything but hierarchical leadership.
February 3, 2026 at 2:51 AM