What is it they say? Art should comfort the disturbed and disturb the comfortable. That applies here I think

Interesting because Crane in dl1 has become a comfort character for me (probably due to how he's just a Guy and sonic is my number 1 comfort). So seeing him blood thirsty and out for revenge makes me kind of sick. And I can't wait to find out what he's up to, once I'm able to play the game 👍

With me because I still need to complete all the side quests and dlc. And read the prequel novel, and eventually get dying light 2 on deal. And eventually when I get a Ps5, I'll get the beast.
I feel like when I do tho, it'll turn everything on its head.
I saw the trailer out of curiosity. Kind of+

Games of all time. Maybe it's the voice acting, maybe it's the way it's a sandbox rather than survival horror, maybe it's the multiplayer, maybe it's the simple story, maybe it's the game mechanics. But a combination of all of them has made me obsessed. And due to being low on money, it'll stick +

But I like action games. I play mostly platformers and shooters, never multiplayer.
I picked up dying light 1 on sale bc a friend recommended it, and I didn't regret it. I thought "haha funny zombie game with sonic in that I'll probably leave after we complete it"
Nope. It's now one of my favourite+

Diving head first into horror again. Re4 for me still has that survival horror aspect where the only games I could play were re5 and 6.
It's at a point where I didn't really feel attached tho. Chris is my favourite, Leon is second (mostly bc I relate to Chris more and Leon is just pretty).
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I also have an oc that I still gotta draw that hasn't been infected (yet)

This is my resident evil hyperfixation all over again

Sure I grew up on Jason sonic but any kind of sonic giving reassuring words of advice is enough to make me bawl into tears. The ending to black knight, tails' insecurities in Frontiers. There's no snarky comment, just heartfelt messaging.

It's gotta be some kind of relationship or cptsd psychology
I think Kyle being voiced by Roger eg sonic's va emphasises these feelings too because sonic was my escape from what was going on so seeing the same voice comforting a scarred child hits way more than it should be. +

Memories which I directly relate to, and how I felt when Kyle saves that kid on his way to the supply drop. I think the difference is Lloyd is like a sibling whereas kyle is that guardian figure I never felt like I got while at the same time I want to be his friend bc I'm an adult now +

Thinking about this again. Maybe it cuz I'm on my period again it heightens these feelings. I've tried to search up stuff like fictional characters and childhood trauma but nothing really stands out. I've realised there's a difference between how I felt when we see Lloyd's coping is blocking +

Makes me think does kyle have kids himself or is he just a genuinely nice person.
Which, yeah he is a nice person despite literally everything that happened in the first game. But is treating people nicely in your pmc training?