chat im realizing im a lot like a reactive dog ARF ARF WOOF BACK OFF

like to this day i cannot trust any of them to not have some sort of agenda or self serving motive that im eventually going to have to defend myself and others from

I wish I could like this post more. I deal with this on a daily basis and it poses problems in the workplace when I start telling my bosses' bosses' boss how to do their job 😭

anyway all of that just to say I’ve decided to become hot for both my mental and physical health, stay tuned for next episode where we do the time skip

Horrible joke to make but I was thinking about this in the shower and that one song from hunchback of notre dame came to mind…

“you are deformed”
“I am deformed 🥲”
“and you are ugly”
“and I am ugly 😥”

made me giggle a little so at least I know I can still joke about it

But also I saw some old pics of me today and it made me come to terms with my current relationship with my body image

day 2 of my new routine and honestly I am feeling super good about sticking to this one. I feel rounded, it’s not too crazy, and im setting realistic boundaries with myself instead of my ol’ ignore and push through mentality

like, i literally skipped ahead in so many areas that now i feel like all thats left is to try and start fresh in some new area but that's also more complicated to fit into my current life than im willing to work for.... but then again maybe thats what i need to do now lol

bubter toemst

like... thats nice, fella. we can put this up on the fridge.