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@enryoshinai.bsky.social
Hey gang, Eien here. (alt/priv)
I've got the Midas touch but instead of gold, it's adobo.
I've got the Midas touch but instead of gold, it's adobo.
haven't had to use this alt in a while, so i'm thankful for that... but i feel like i should?
i just dont think i have so many things i need to vent about that i don't already do on main or elsewhere. its nice to have an extra safe space though
i just dont think i have so many things i need to vent about that i don't already do on main or elsewhere. its nice to have an extra safe space though
August 21, 2025 at 7:31 PM
haven't had to use this alt in a while, so i'm thankful for that... but i feel like i should?
i just dont think i have so many things i need to vent about that i don't already do on main or elsewhere. its nice to have an extra safe space though
i just dont think i have so many things i need to vent about that i don't already do on main or elsewhere. its nice to have an extra safe space though
ive been dodging crashout after crashout today.
lets see if my patience will hold
lets see if my patience will hold
May 23, 2025 at 8:38 PM
ive been dodging crashout after crashout today.
lets see if my patience will hold
lets see if my patience will hold
im not too sure if im more or less happy now but at least im still going without nearly as much decision paralysis as before so its great to feel like im starting to break out of my functional freeze
May 23, 2025 at 4:17 PM
im not too sure if im more or less happy now but at least im still going without nearly as much decision paralysis as before so its great to feel like im starting to break out of my functional freeze
hm how do i explain to people that i, as a man, am also not comfortable around other men without explaining it was bc i was sa’d as a child
May 4, 2025 at 4:13 PM
hm how do i explain to people that i, as a man, am also not comfortable around other men without explaining it was bc i was sa’d as a child
also apparently my mc energy from a couple weeks ago decided that this is my training arc
April 29, 2025 at 7:56 AM
also apparently my mc energy from a couple weeks ago decided that this is my training arc
reject modernity… embrace tradition (I’ve started consistently word vomiting on tumblr again)
April 29, 2025 at 7:46 AM
reject modernity… embrace tradition (I’ve started consistently word vomiting on tumblr again)
soooooo how do i unlearn to treat so many things as taboo in terms of speaking out loud about it bc i feel like im approaching a point of no return on some of these bottled emotions
April 25, 2025 at 9:35 PM
soooooo how do i unlearn to treat so many things as taboo in terms of speaking out loud about it bc i feel like im approaching a point of no return on some of these bottled emotions
sometimes i do feel like ive burned out though simply bc i have pretty much speedrun just about everything youd think youd need to by the age and im more of an achievement driven kinda person so i havent really got anything to set my sights on to trigger my old inertia
April 14, 2025 at 7:25 PM
sometimes i do feel like ive burned out though simply bc i have pretty much speedrun just about everything youd think youd need to by the age and im more of an achievement driven kinda person so i havent really got anything to set my sights on to trigger my old inertia
dunno what happened in the last 30 minutes but my mc energy has woken up again and now im wondering what kind of weird shit im about to do for the sake of the plot
April 14, 2025 at 7:22 PM
dunno what happened in the last 30 minutes but my mc energy has woken up again and now im wondering what kind of weird shit im about to do for the sake of the plot
im not sure how to describe a lot of the things i see at work other than corporate macaroni art
April 8, 2025 at 5:41 PM
im not sure how to describe a lot of the things i see at work other than corporate macaroni art
trying real hard to be nice and polite to you but you keep saying my name wrong and booking meetings over my entire lunch break lol
April 8, 2025 at 5:03 PM
trying real hard to be nice and polite to you but you keep saying my name wrong and booking meetings over my entire lunch break lol
personally, I love and hate going to parties largely bc I hate having to fend for myself in a huge crowd setting but also I love being able to have a little alcohol and experience the autism suddenly autisn’t
April 6, 2025 at 5:36 AM
personally, I love and hate going to parties largely bc I hate having to fend for myself in a huge crowd setting but also I love being able to have a little alcohol and experience the autism suddenly autisn’t
i keep having decision paralysis whenever i feel like i dont have enough time to do something but also too much time to do nothing
April 4, 2025 at 12:05 AM
i keep having decision paralysis whenever i feel like i dont have enough time to do something but also too much time to do nothing
My opinions, feelings, and personal conflicts literally do not fucking matter
March 29, 2025 at 6:57 AM
My opinions, feelings, and personal conflicts literally do not fucking matter
Fuck me gently or raw it doesn’t matter if I’m still getting FUCKED in the end. I don’t matter
March 29, 2025 at 6:54 AM
Fuck me gently or raw it doesn’t matter if I’m still getting FUCKED in the end. I don’t matter
God forbid I try to multitask and try to make the best of a shitty situation am I right chat?
March 29, 2025 at 6:53 AM
God forbid I try to multitask and try to make the best of a shitty situation am I right chat?
im supposed to be doing a lot of things today but i have zero drive to work today so i suppose i will spend the day simply pretending
March 26, 2025 at 5:31 PM
im supposed to be doing a lot of things today but i have zero drive to work today so i suppose i will spend the day simply pretending
looooooooove when i have a fully booked schedule and people are late to a meeting without any notification or warning. pls yes keep me waiting its not as if i could be doing something else with my time /s
March 20, 2025 at 7:06 PM
looooooooove when i have a fully booked schedule and people are late to a meeting without any notification or warning. pls yes keep me waiting its not as if i could be doing something else with my time /s
my wife has always been supportive of my interests but lately i feel like she's been a lil extra supportive since she's started playing bg3 with me and diving into d&d content again
March 20, 2025 at 6:36 PM
my wife has always been supportive of my interests but lately i feel like she's been a lil extra supportive since she's started playing bg3 with me and diving into d&d content again
I am so close to just leaving this place and finding another job, jfc. I love my team but the work we're forced to do suuuuuuuuucks
March 19, 2025 at 4:57 PM
I am so close to just leaving this place and finding another job, jfc. I love my team but the work we're forced to do suuuuuuuuucks
yknow what ive actually just been pissed off the entire day
March 12, 2025 at 10:41 PM
yknow what ive actually just been pissed off the entire day
something im grateful to have really gotten better at over the years is literally just shutting up and keeping my thoughts to myself.
sometimes i'd just voice my opinion, get too involved, and shoulder all of the responsibility for something but now? i can mind my own business and live my own peace
sometimes i'd just voice my opinion, get too involved, and shoulder all of the responsibility for something but now? i can mind my own business and live my own peace
March 12, 2025 at 7:53 PM
something im grateful to have really gotten better at over the years is literally just shutting up and keeping my thoughts to myself.
sometimes i'd just voice my opinion, get too involved, and shoulder all of the responsibility for something but now? i can mind my own business and live my own peace
sometimes i'd just voice my opinion, get too involved, and shoulder all of the responsibility for something but now? i can mind my own business and live my own peace
i feel like im also constantly fighting against my avoidant attachment style bc i grew up just being hyperindependent and i need to unlearn/combat that so i can actually know what it feels like to be able to accept and ask for help/love instead of retreating into myself like i always do
March 7, 2025 at 7:16 PM
i feel like im also constantly fighting against my avoidant attachment style bc i grew up just being hyperindependent and i need to unlearn/combat that so i can actually know what it feels like to be able to accept and ask for help/love instead of retreating into myself like i always do
actively trying to combat going nonverbal to explain where im at mentally is so fucking difficult
March 7, 2025 at 7:00 PM
actively trying to combat going nonverbal to explain where im at mentally is so fucking difficult
as ive gotten older ive learned that im less of a main character and more of a favorite background character or strong supporting character and thats ok
March 4, 2025 at 4:55 PM
as ive gotten older ive learned that im less of a main character and more of a favorite background character or strong supporting character and thats ok