ember🔥
@emberautumn.bsky.social
fire-type witch girl. 🏳️⚧️ slightly insane.
enthusiasm enthusiast. sincerity poisoned.
burnt out communist. part time goth.
33 transfem she/her.
enthusiasm enthusiast. sincerity poisoned.
burnt out communist. part time goth.
33 transfem she/her.
hello fellow Black Dresses fans,,,,,
December 3, 2025 at 3:47 PM
hello fellow Black Dresses fans,,,,,
like. how do i never fucking learn.
i posted this a week after someone reconnected with me who i was deeply suspicious of. and then i trusted her. i let my guard down. i sincerely believed her when she said i was dearly important to her. and then she threw me away in an instant like i was NOTHING.
i posted this a week after someone reconnected with me who i was deeply suspicious of. and then i trusted her. i let my guard down. i sincerely believed her when she said i was dearly important to her. and then she threw me away in an instant like i was NOTHING.
my biggest takeaway from the past almost ~2 months is i need to work much harder to avoid overestimating my importance to anyone, no matter what they say with their words
November 26, 2025 at 10:51 AM
like. how do i never fucking learn.
i posted this a week after someone reconnected with me who i was deeply suspicious of. and then i trusted her. i let my guard down. i sincerely believed her when she said i was dearly important to her. and then she threw me away in an instant like i was NOTHING.
i posted this a week after someone reconnected with me who i was deeply suspicious of. and then i trusted her. i let my guard down. i sincerely believed her when she said i was dearly important to her. and then she threw me away in an instant like i was NOTHING.
i'm still hurting a lot, but i've been taking care of myself, leaning on friends new and old, and reckoning with the reality of things here.
i feel so unspeakably stupid for having hope that she could change or had changed at all. i should have listened to Casmira, but i wanted to believe so badly.
i feel so unspeakably stupid for having hope that she could change or had changed at all. i should have listened to Casmira, but i wanted to believe so badly.
a very dear friend blocked me out of nowhere 9 hours ago and i am taking it extremely poorly
i genuinely don't understand, and every part of me that's afraid of being abandoned has been on fire since then as my fears have come so undeniably true in such a forceful way
i genuinely don't understand, and every part of me that's afraid of being abandoned has been on fire since then as my fears have come so undeniably true in such a forceful way
November 22, 2025 at 11:55 AM
i'm still hurting a lot, but i've been taking care of myself, leaning on friends new and old, and reckoning with the reality of things here.
i feel so unspeakably stupid for having hope that she could change or had changed at all. i should have listened to Casmira, but i wanted to believe so badly.
i feel so unspeakably stupid for having hope that she could change or had changed at all. i should have listened to Casmira, but i wanted to believe so badly.
i predicted this you know
anyone wanna be really fast intense friends for 1 to 3 months and then suddenly abandon the other person without explanation? haha
November 21, 2025 at 7:15 AM
i predicted this you know
a very dear friend blocked me out of nowhere 9 hours ago and i am taking it extremely poorly
i genuinely don't understand, and every part of me that's afraid of being abandoned has been on fire since then as my fears have come so undeniably true in such a forceful way
i genuinely don't understand, and every part of me that's afraid of being abandoned has been on fire since then as my fears have come so undeniably true in such a forceful way
November 21, 2025 at 7:15 AM
a very dear friend blocked me out of nowhere 9 hours ago and i am taking it extremely poorly
i genuinely don't understand, and every part of me that's afraid of being abandoned has been on fire since then as my fears have come so undeniably true in such a forceful way
i genuinely don't understand, and every part of me that's afraid of being abandoned has been on fire since then as my fears have come so undeniably true in such a forceful way
i wish i were important to someone
October 11, 2025 at 8:34 PM
i wish i were important to someone
i sincerely believe that i have never been truly important to anyone in my entire life.
i have been on this line of thought for about 3 weeks now, i think. and every day it feels easier to accept that it's the truth.
i don't think i ever will be, either.
i have been on this line of thought for about 3 weeks now, i think. and every day it feels easier to accept that it's the truth.
i don't think i ever will be, either.
September 27, 2025 at 5:32 AM
i sincerely believe that i have never been truly important to anyone in my entire life.
i have been on this line of thought for about 3 weeks now, i think. and every day it feels easier to accept that it's the truth.
i don't think i ever will be, either.
i have been on this line of thought for about 3 weeks now, i think. and every day it feels easier to accept that it's the truth.
i don't think i ever will be, either.
Reposted by ember🔥
put trans women characters in things
i am not asking i am commanding
i am not asking i am commanding
September 25, 2025 at 7:21 PM
put trans women characters in things
i am not asking i am commanding
i am not asking i am commanding
Reposted by ember🔥
i sure do wish i could hold onto anything good for longer than 2 or 3 months before i ruined it. my life is a sieve through which all good eventually flows out and away.
February 6, 2025 at 8:52 PM
i sure do wish i could hold onto anything good for longer than 2 or 3 months before i ruined it. my life is a sieve through which all good eventually flows out and away.
anyone wanna be really fast intense friends for 1 to 3 months and then suddenly abandon the other person without explanation? haha
September 20, 2025 at 5:36 PM
anyone wanna be really fast intense friends for 1 to 3 months and then suddenly abandon the other person without explanation? haha
idk what the fuck this is but im beyond sick of telling the discover feed to give me less posts with the tag and it not listening ever
September 20, 2025 at 6:49 AM
idk what the fuck this is but im beyond sick of telling the discover feed to give me less posts with the tag and it not listening ever
i am a black hole of a person
September 19, 2025 at 9:44 PM
i am a black hole of a person
my biggest takeaway from the past almost ~2 months is i need to work much harder to avoid overestimating my importance to anyone, no matter what they say with their words
September 19, 2025 at 4:59 AM
my biggest takeaway from the past almost ~2 months is i need to work much harder to avoid overestimating my importance to anyone, no matter what they say with their words
the tiktok stole an F16 thing is so funny to me and i don't know why
September 18, 2025 at 3:43 PM
the tiktok stole an F16 thing is so funny to me and i don't know why
Bloom Into You is really intensely beautiful
and it's really hurting my lonely heart to watch it
and it's really hurting my lonely heart to watch it
September 17, 2025 at 5:16 PM
Bloom Into You is really intensely beautiful
and it's really hurting my lonely heart to watch it
and it's really hurting my lonely heart to watch it
i need to avoid trans timeline related stuff for now because the before/after on my 14 month timeline looks basically identical and that's gonna make me lose my shit if i keep getting reminded
September 16, 2025 at 5:19 PM
i need to avoid trans timeline related stuff for now because the before/after on my 14 month timeline looks basically identical and that's gonna make me lose my shit if i keep getting reminded
"the only constant in my life is my fears coming true" goddess damn, grace power, i wasn't expecting to be called out like that
September 14, 2025 at 8:21 PM
"the only constant in my life is my fears coming true" goddess damn, grace power, i wasn't expecting to be called out like that
i'm simply too inherently sincere and genuine to be affected by the irony poisoning.
What's your secret to being online all the time without contracting computer madness? For me it's being pure of heart
September 13, 2025 at 1:26 PM
i'm simply too inherently sincere and genuine to be affected by the irony poisoning.
reconnect with a very lesbian friend from several years ago
friend is super cool with me being a trans woman and we get along even better now than we did back then
oh turns out he's actually a super closeted tboy oops lmao
friend is super cool with me being a trans woman and we get along even better now than we did back then
oh turns out he's actually a super closeted tboy oops lmao
September 13, 2025 at 3:56 AM
reconnect with a very lesbian friend from several years ago
friend is super cool with me being a trans woman and we get along even better now than we did back then
oh turns out he's actually a super closeted tboy oops lmao
friend is super cool with me being a trans woman and we get along even better now than we did back then
oh turns out he's actually a super closeted tboy oops lmao
falling in love with Candi Carpenter
September 13, 2025 at 12:53 AM
falling in love with Candi Carpenter
Reposted by ember🔥
remember when near five hundred people got shot in vegas and the FBI concluded that it was weird for sure but probably nothing to worry about
September 12, 2025 at 2:03 AM
remember when near five hundred people got shot in vegas and the FBI concluded that it was weird for sure but probably nothing to worry about
when people meet me, in person or on voice (not text), they like the idea of me, because i'm bubbly, intense, enthusiastic, and emotional right out of the gate.
and then they hate the reality of me, because it turns out that actually i'm that intense all the time, and it's EXHAUSTING to deal with.
and then they hate the reality of me, because it turns out that actually i'm that intense all the time, and it's EXHAUSTING to deal with.
September 10, 2025 at 4:28 PM
when people meet me, in person or on voice (not text), they like the idea of me, because i'm bubbly, intense, enthusiastic, and emotional right out of the gate.
and then they hate the reality of me, because it turns out that actually i'm that intense all the time, and it's EXHAUSTING to deal with.
and then they hate the reality of me, because it turns out that actually i'm that intense all the time, and it's EXHAUSTING to deal with.
full embracing DIY time.
my provider at Planned Parenthood refused to test me *because* i was at trough, and wants me to reschedule for the day after my next shot, so near PEAK. insanity.
i did get prog prescribed, but they coward dosed me (100 instead of 200), and the instructions are... wrong.
my provider at Planned Parenthood refused to test me *because* i was at trough, and wants me to reschedule for the day after my next shot, so near PEAK. insanity.
i did get prog prescribed, but they coward dosed me (100 instead of 200), and the instructions are... wrong.
September 10, 2025 at 12:20 AM
full embracing DIY time.
my provider at Planned Parenthood refused to test me *because* i was at trough, and wants me to reschedule for the day after my next shot, so near PEAK. insanity.
i did get prog prescribed, but they coward dosed me (100 instead of 200), and the instructions are... wrong.
my provider at Planned Parenthood refused to test me *because* i was at trough, and wants me to reschedule for the day after my next shot, so near PEAK. insanity.
i did get prog prescribed, but they coward dosed me (100 instead of 200), and the instructions are... wrong.
it's been a long day
September 9, 2025 at 11:20 PM
it's been a long day
