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They've basically got no plans left for treatment on the ward as far as I know. It's more they don't know what team to send me to next which is delaying everything! I'm barely on the ward now so it feels like I'm wasting a bed.

#MadSkyChat
August 13, 2025 at 7:27 PM
I'm glad you're enjoying it! #MadSkyChat
August 13, 2025 at 7:24 PM
Being near lakes sounds really lovely. How are you finding it?

The day has been ok for me - it's ee quite cloudy. I saw a friend and we had a good chat. It looks like my discharge from the ward might be delayed further which is a little frustrating! #MadSkyChat
August 13, 2025 at 7:19 PM
I honestly have no idea! But nonsense in the ward round said anything
August 5, 2025 at 2:10 PM
It's a bit complicated. I saw her every few months before I went to uni in a different city for 4 years. Since coming back, I've seen her a couple of times maybe.
July 31, 2025 at 4:49 PM
It's incredibly frustrating because i don't want to take it, but I know that if I don't, it'll give them a reason to make me stay longer
July 30, 2025 at 8:12 PM
Thank you, they recently changed my meds (without my agreement). It means no more depot but many side effects but oh well #MadSkyChat
July 30, 2025 at 8:00 PM
Pretty quiet today!

I'm not sure as I'm getting a lot of mixed messages from different staff so I'm going to try and ask the consultant tomorrow. #MadSkyChat
July 30, 2025 at 7:56 PM
Actually, it's quite quiet for once, but i fear that's temporary. #MadSkyChat
July 30, 2025 at 7:54 PM
Hiya. I'm very late but I'm glad you're feeling in a better place. I am having a very weird day and I don't know what to make of it but I'm otherwise OK! #MadSkyChat
July 30, 2025 at 7:49 PM
I'm also getting mixed messages from staff about how long I'll be on the new meds with one saying as long as they work and another staff member essentially telling me I can come of it when I want to.
July 30, 2025 at 3:03 PM
Thank you, I hope I won't too
July 26, 2025 at 7:31 PM
No, this was a qualified clinical psychologist. I liked meeting with her but some of her comments were a bit unhelpful. I have a tendency to stop meds abruptly, but I know I need to stay on them to get out of hospital, however her comments made me want to stop again #MadSkyChat
July 23, 2025 at 7:25 PM
I don't know if he will but he hasn't. He kind of just mentioned the diagnosis in passing which is rubbish because I was already out the door before I realised what had happened.

I don't really know. I didn't think I was that unwell when I was sectioned and I still don't to be honest. #MadSkyChat
July 23, 2025 at 7:21 PM
I'm glad you liked it, despite it being understably anxiety provoking and tiring!

I wish he did give me explanations, because now I definitely don't trust him. I also saw the psychologist today and she was very critical of medication and diagnosis. I don't know how to feel about that #MadSkyChat
July 23, 2025 at 7:14 PM
Hiya! Going to the zoo sounds cool. How did you find it?

My day has been good and bad. I did a lot today but I really hate that I don't have much of a say in my treatment and that the doctor has said he thinks I have a certain condition but has not discussed why with me #MadSkyChat
July 23, 2025 at 7:07 PM
It's new for me. I was briefly diagnosed with schizophrenia a couple of years ago in hospital, but i was told that wasn't correct really soon after.

With the new one, they did not give me an explanation or any support. They just said I would have to take the clozapine for as long as it works
July 22, 2025 at 3:55 PM