Also. Why is it to hard to find inspo on Pinterest that isn’t AI

My boyfriend and I are hoping to get somewhere together and he’s in the same situation as me where his income contributes to a large chunk of the overall household so we’re just biding our time and we’ll get somewhere together when we can

Anyway the roommate ended up having to leave the house we had shared and move back with their mother (who didn’t have room for them) bc they couldn’t get another place to live. I went back to my parents (where my bedroom was waiting for me) and am saving to move out with someone I love

Not that it probably mattered to them bc they were “so broke” all the time but ate nothing but takeaway food. I’d come home on any given day and there’d be pizza boxes or takeaway bags sitting on the counter while my roommate slept all day or played FF14 till their little TV got screen burn

Anyway it got to the point where I just couldn’t live there anymore. So I gathered up my shit and left. I took every single thing I’d brought with me to that house including my food in the fridge and the cutlery/crockery I’d brought with me. My roommate was left with their bed and the PS5

Their plan was to play nothing but Beat Saver and get “snatched” so they could then be the cutest uwu skinny streamer with the cutest pastel setup. Their setup was on our dining room table. Granted we ate off our laps in the front room but this was attached to the dining room so

During the release of the PS5 my roommate got up early and had several tabs open to ensure they got one. This PS5 became their whole life. To the point where they would forgo everything else to play Final Fantasy 14 on the PS5. They were convinced they could be a streamer too

Somewhere around late 2020 or early 2021 this roommate applied and qualified for disability assistance. Quit her job and just lived on disability the whole time. I however was still working, full time, in a pharmacy, during covid. You can imagine how this made me feel

They live in my brain rent free

Forever obsessed with them

Seasonal depression seems fake until the sun shines randomly in March and your whole body comes alive