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pronouns? they/them what’s up? i use ed twt / sky popularity as a way to boost my ego and motivate myself. i used to have a big ed twt acc to the point i was getting like 5k likes and it would encourage me so bad. ppl being worried for me actually helped me go further and ppl being jealous made me feel good. i miss it. that’s why i’m here bc it’s hard to talk to ppl on twt now so i’m here to have the same experience .. i think i have ego problems are you looking for anything specific from this confession? wanted to get it off my chest
January 16, 2025 at 4:26 PM
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pronouns? she her what’s up? i don't know how i feel. i know that sounds stupid, because of course you know how you feel- but most of the time i don't. or when im around friends im all happy but as soon as their gone im how i was. depressed. im probably faking it but i could be having a mental breakdown and then go back to normal in a heartbeat. wtf is wrong with me chat are you looking for anything specific from this confession? advice & wanted to get it off my chest
January 6, 2025 at 11:16 AM
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pronouns? it/it’s what’s up? i’d rather use my food stamps to buy food for my friends and loved ones than for myself. i’ll pick up a few things for myself but i really feel like i don’t deserve good food. are you looking for anything specific from this confession? understanding & wanted to get it off my chest
January 4, 2025 at 2:23 AM
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pronouns? she/her what’s up? I've been ED clean/free/recovering for like 5 years (3rd year of uni now, stopped end of year 10/grade 11) and idk recently everything just came back crazy. I think my BMI slipped to the overweight zone and that really really triggered me, plus I've not really been feeling in control recently, and lots of my clothes have stopped fitting. I want to fast and starve and lose weight but at the same time I'm a bit scared and hesitant because I know it's probably bad. At the same time tho I'm so addicted to looking at thinspo and wanting to be so thin, and the diet posts where ppl eat like 400 cals in a day. Also, I really don't want to lose control over the urges to stop eating, because I know for a fact I'll start sh-ing, and I'm conscious and aware enough rn to know that I really really don't want to do that. But at the same time, I just want to be thin again. are you looking for anything specific from this confession? advice, understanding, wanted to get it off my chest
January 3, 2025 at 3:28 AM
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pronouns? he/him what’s up? i know not everyone wants to be a fashionista or whatever but in my opinion, “skinny is the outfit” is a bit of a lame excuse for having a poor sense of style. im saying this lightheartedly but ive seen people’s outfits and they are either basic and uninteresting i could honestly care less about your weight if u dress like that… if u want to get better at dressing though id say focus on what compliments ur body type and play with layering and even accessorizing if u want too are you looking for anything specific from this confession? advice, understanding, and wanted to get it off my chest
December 31, 2024 at 8:58 PM
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pronouns? He/him what’s up? I'm violently fatphobic and I hate pretending like I'm not. I know that I shouldn't hate fat people, but I hate being fat so much so, it seeps into how I view others. It's only going to get worse, the more I lose weight. I know for a fact that when I get to straight sizes I will be outwardly fatphobic. are you looking for anything specific from this confession? wanted to get it off my chest
December 31, 2024 at 4:18 AM
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pronouns? She/her what’s up? HOW DO I LOSE FAT ON MY THIGHS LIKE EVERYWHERE ELSE IS SKINNY ENOUGHT FOR ME (for now 😈) BUT OH MY FUCKING GOD MY THIGHS WON'T GO AWAY EVEN WHEN I LOSE LIKE 5-10KG THEY'RE THE EXACT SAME are you looking for anything specific from this confession? advice
December 30, 2024 at 12:06 AM
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pronouns? they/them what’s up? I love him soso much he won't say he loves me yet he keeps saying it takes him a long time I want to be so small he worries about me I want him to hold me and take care of me forever. I gave him my body when I'm trying to lose weight to not be sexualised I trusted him with my body so why won't he love me. he's born in the same month as my rapist and everything is confusing and new and strange and I never trust men with my body I just want to scream and starve but when I see him he forces me to eat and even hand feeds me why if he doesn't love me😭😭😭 are you looking for anything specific from this confession? advice, understanding, and wanted to get it off my chest
December 28, 2024 at 12:08 PM
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pronouns? it/its what’s up? I’m scared my family might find out about my depression and im worried they wont accept me for the way i am. (Im bisexual) are you looking for anything specific from this confession? not really
December 25, 2024 at 10:54 PM
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pronouns? He/him what’s up? The other day I was about to purge but my mom needed to use the restroom and I hadn’t started yet so I let her go but I left the seat up so she asks me if I’m purging and I lie and say I was trying to pee like a boy. I’m a trans man so it wasn’t the wildest thing and I could just blame it on dysphoria. And she fucking believed me. Scariest thing ever istg are you looking for anything specific from this confession? wanted to get it off my chest and not really
December 24, 2024 at 9:33 PM
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pronouns? She they what’s up? I hate how the stereotype is that rich or privileged girls are the only ppl who get Ed’s. I’m homeless and rationing food, my life depends on it. Having an Ed just makes it easier to bear tbh. Easier to romanticise and therefore live with. The Ed predates the homelessness but has always been there thru my entire life of poverty. It’s wild are you looking for anything specific from this confession? understanding and wanted to get it off my chest
December 23, 2024 at 5:07 PM
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pronouns? any pronoun what’s up? sometimes i feel like im not bulimic enough because i actually hate trying to vomit… like laxatives arent enough, sometimes i walking it off isnt easily accessible for me, and fasting makes me wanna die bro i wish i could vomit its so much quicker but i hate it are you looking for anything specific from this confession? understanding and wanted to get it off my chest
December 22, 2024 at 8:54 PM
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pronouns? he/him what’s up? im afraid that the abuse i face is all in my head and that everyone goes through it. i get yelled at to the point where i cry, cut myself, and isolate. but then, when i wake up im just a normal, happy person. if i were so abused, i would have bruises, i would be traumatized. i feel like im just dramatic. i feel like depression is a normal thing. i want to die so fucking badly, but i feel like thats normal. are you looking for anything specific from this confession? wanted to get it off my chest
December 21, 2024 at 12:51 AM
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pronouns? She what’s up? I want to post more but im too scared loll. Ik it’s MY ACCOUNT FOR ME, but for some reason I take into account ppls thoughts?? Or if its stupid I dont want the smoke or evil eye. I guess the twt/x trauma is too real. I expect ppls negativity at this point are you looking for anything specific from this confession? wanted to get it off my chest and not really
December 19, 2024 at 1:45 AM
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pronouns? They/them what’s up? So its been almost two years since I've been on a date and there's this really sweet, cute guy who wants to take me out. We've had sexual tension like crazy and even ended up making out a little bit but the problem is he's my mum's partners son so it feels like stepsibling/incetious. What do I do?? I really like him and he's treated me way better than all my exes combined in just a few days but it feels wrong. are you looking for anything specific from this confession? advice
December 18, 2024 at 5:27 AM
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pronouns? he/him what’s up? I'm obsessed with fat activism I watch fatfluencers as fuel to starve I should feel bad but I also think they're hurting people with their message that fat has no impact on health so maybe we're all in the wrong here? are you looking for anything specific from this confession? advice, understanding, and wanted to get it off my chest
December 18, 2024 at 1:16 AM
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pronouns? any pronouns what’s up? a few weeks ago when i was shopping i went into this store and bought a super cute sweater and when i caught up with my mom she was like “why did you shop at (plus sized store)?” and i was like ??? “i wasn't shopping at a plus sized store” past time i checked i was inside francescas but anyway i was starting to feel paranoid cause what if the cashier gave me that bag with the plus size store name to make fun of me like im sure thats not the case… maybe theyre just recycling but it literally fucked me up all day and i hate how my mom had to point that out like was that necessary 🫤 are you looking for anything specific from this confession? wanted to get it off my chest
December 17, 2024 at 11:40 PM
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pronouns? any what’s up? My chest bones are slightly showing! But I’ve gained weight, and I feel like I’m faking more than anything. Also, how do you guys get thinner waists? I plan on getting a waist trainer, but are there any exercises I can do? I work out daily for about an hour or so, HIIT workouts, and I’ve done nothing but gain weight. Would replacing it with pilates be better? are you looking for anything specific from this confession? advice
December 17, 2024 at 12:33 AM
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pronouns? she her what’s up? i honestly don't like my sister. everytime i try to talk to her she yells and gets mad and when i was venting to her most of the time she tells me to suck it up or that i have it better than what she has. we live in an abusive household and she said she was also suicidal at a young age and our parents found out and basically told her she's too young for that. but when they found out i was they stripped me and body checked me, not too sure if she knows all the names and shaming they said to me. when they found my cuts they asked if i had anything else i had to share to disappoint them with. idk why she would want that version of events but wtv. oh and also i probably dont like her bc when i was 11 and we were up at 1 am she asked if she could watch me m@sturbate with the 8 inch bubble stick wands to see if she was "doing it right.” i think that lowkey traumatized me bc she even tried to take off my underwear 😭 but people say im wrong to hate her so i jst wanted to see if i was valid (also she was like 14-15) are you looking for anything specific from this confession? advice and wanted to get it off my chest
December 16, 2024 at 2:10 AM
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pronouns? she/her what’s up? I wish more practitioners & insurance companies recognized & knew how to deal with atypical anorexia. I know it is treated more as restriction but it is more than that. When I was getting evaluated at my PCP to get into res- I had a murmur, that light blonde body hair all over my arms, mild edema in my legs, and tonssss of electrolyte imbalances. I lost an extreme amount of weight in a short time before I was given an ultimatum from my family to enter treatment. Despite my doctors notes, therapist notes and intake specialist notes. I was denied 3 times. It wasn't until I was in PHP that everyone was like.. "Oh.. we can't help her here." YEA NO SHIT I TRIED TELLING YALL. They ended up chalking it up into bulimia bc of the exercise purging and insurance was like "Yeah know what? hell ya we will approve it now.” are you looking for anything specific from this confession? wanted to get it off my chest
December 15, 2024 at 11:04 PM
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pronouns? she/they what’s up? i keep thinking “am i really disordered?” when i’ve been told that i eat like a bird and i have said i’m full from eating the equivalent to 5 teaspoons of rice… also i just know for a fact that the moment i move into my own apartment, my fridge will be EMPTY af because if i’m not gonna eat, might as well save money by not buying food in the first place. actually, i think that’s the only reason i’m convinced i won’t end up poverty… are you looking for anything specific from this confession? not really
December 14, 2024 at 7:58 PM
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pronouns? He/Him what’s up? Can we make sure to not go nuts over cis guys on edsky now? Like back on edtwt I feel like all the girlies just forgot that they can also sexually harass guys too, and it'd be like Russian Roulette whether your account was allowed to chill with other guys (including trans guys fyi) and a couple chicks that were normal about it, or if your account would be one of the ones that got shotput to edtwt fame to get lowkey sexually harassed by one side and attacked by the other side for being 'just a dude'. Can we not do that this time? Disordered gymbros and Ana dudes should be allowed to express their struggles too, without worrying about being sexualized and harassed. So just be chill please? 🥺 are you looking for anything specific from this confession? wanted to get it off my chest
December 14, 2024 at 7:05 PM
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pronouns? He/him/his what’s up? Sometimes if I really want my dogs attention or if I want her to be with me/sleep with me, I’ll make my room really cold and then the fan on just so she’ll go in my covers and cuddle with me because she’ll think I’ll keep her warm. Then she’ll fall asleep on my arm or stomach. It’s just a really cute feeling and it makes me feel happy and less alone. Idk if that’s selfish or not. are you looking for anything specific from this confession? understanding and wanted to get it off my chest
December 13, 2024 at 4:23 PM
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pronouns? he/ey what’s up? I know my friend is on here and she doesn't know it's me because I use another name on here, and I don't follow her but I do check her account daily to see how many calories she eats, so that I can beat it and go lower. It's toxic but she's always been tinier and smaller than me, and I can't let her beat me in it again. I feel like a shit person. are you looking for anything specific from this confession? understanding and wanted to get it off my chest
December 11, 2024 at 2:50 PM
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pronouns? he/xe/voi what’s up? // tw CSA It's insane to think that I've been disordered since like age, 7. I was sexually abused as a small kid and it immediately jumped into my head that if I was smaller, maybe it wouldn't happen, but it kept happening, and my mindset switched to 'Maybe if I was even smaller, I will be disgusting and it won't happen ever again'. I've been healthy size, fat, severely underweight, everything. But it kept happening. I still sometimes think that if I was bmi 10, nobody would want to hurt me again, but I know it's not true. are you looking for anything specific from this confession? understanding and wanted to get it off my chest
December 10, 2024 at 10:51 PM