Thank you so much for taking the time out of your day to write this, we don’t talk about our journey as much as we should so it’s really helpful to hear kind words.

I don’t know how to process this pain, it goes so deep it feels like there is a black hole in the center of my chest and I keep falling and falling and falling and it never ends.

I hate that my mind does this to me, all I can hear is my dad’s voice telling me I am a worthless piece of shit

I politely asked why they would do this and I got blocked, I only ever sent them 4 messages: two anonymous and met with a warm and open invitation, one from main saying can we be friends which was ghosted and a third days later asking why the mixed messages which got me blocked

I have moved on from trying to be friends with that person now but I am still left feeling like I am not good enough for anyone.

I don’t understand how they could be so enthusiastic about being friends with an anonymous person but when I reach out with my main they choose to ghost me 😞

Thank you. I might take you up on that offer but for now I think I just need an anonymous place to vent. I don’t want to concern anyone.