SHUTDOWN

Feeling like crying because you can't find peace with your guilt without punishing yourself because forgiving yourself feels that wrong

Talking about guilt over things I've already been forgiven over does no good. I successfully resisted it like an hour ago over something from years ago that I've already apologized for but it's just so hard sometimes...

Please forgive me...

Mental illness.
I hope it will go away someday.

I am loved by so many people.
They would not want me to die...
Why am I not happy though? :(

*anything and it

That's no way to live 🙂‍↔️

I feel too anxious to do anything or and it makes being awake uncomfortable. I guess I'll nap for a bit.

It really sucks. Boo...

I wonder if I'm becoming one of those people who are just depressed all the time without a reason. That would be sad.

I'm sorry for all that 🫂

I don't know what I'm doing in life

🫂

🫂
You do everything you can
I'm sorry I don't appreciate it properly

I'm so sorry
I'm so sorry
I REALLY didn't want to make you think that
I'm sorry
I promise you have been trying and I know it
I worded everything so badly I'm sorry

You did nothing wrong
I'm sorry I didn't accept your help 🫂

You didn't do anything wrong.
I'm sorry. That's not what I meant. 🫂
I meant I didn't realize you were trying until too late. I understand now that I'm the one who's been irrationally declining everything right you've been doing. I don't know what to do about it though.
I'm sorry. I'm so sorry.

I'm sorry
Thank you for wanting to help me
I appreciate it
I just wish I were better
I don't want to be this way anymore
I don't know how to be better
You did nothing wrong 🫂

You did nothing wrong. I didn't mean to say that you did. 🫂
I'm sorry. I was mistaken.