did you ever finish this btw I want to read it

I wonder what it must be like to be a little anxious but stable enough that your peers and loved ones aren’t repulsed by you in a way you can tangibly feel but can’t do anything about by virtue of being inherently different in some confusing and painful way

UPDATE: i finally got a replacement tea at the ren faire

To be fair I was ridiculously overmedicated at the time and I don’t know if that’s a testament to me being ungovernable or to being failed by the adults around me.

I had a teacher decide to stop a movie after I made a quip about the sex scene (it was the Netflix Ted Bundy documentary and we were in the single least qualified psychology class I’ve ever been in) and go on a ten minute rant about how everyone in the school wished I wasn’t there.

Sorry. This account has been a little venty last couple of months (not as bad as my middle school Instagram thankfully!!!).

I really did have grown adults hating my guts for reasons out of my control though.

I mean just like. in general. who do i send memes to? who do i ask about their day? who do i invite to a mexican restaurant on a saturday night, my treat as long as they keep me company? is everyone busy, am i interrupting something? where did everybody go?

update it arrived while I wasn’t home and my dad lost the package

Now AAA is telling me that it won’t pay to tow my car to Frankfort (it’s stuck 3 hours away) because the COPS called the tow and not AAA, and that I have to pay fees for where it was stored and it is now being held hostage because the company only accepts cash and I’m 3 hours away. WTAF.

Then, the AAA person on the phone overheard and EXPLICITLY told me the cop would get me a tow there faster, and to HANG UP with with them. If I recall correctly the operator actually hung up the phone first after I ended the call.

🤲 give it