Yes I am bad at social interaction yes I'm making a post cuz I'm too anxious to dm everyone one by one 💔 been really anxious about disappearing again though I needed it

I am gonna try to be a bit active again!!! Trust

I can't sleep :/

Also had the misfortune to smoke a cigarette after 5 hours and I feel sick again 😭 gnnn

Goodnight friends please don't mind my gender identity crisis I'll be alright soon enough lolol

Real pic of me in front of my mirror when I put the binder on

that's so sweet :(( It is sadly, but also it's giving me a slight hope about maybe being able to transition one day which I haven't had in yrs

it's actually not funny and I'm having a mental breakdown but that's alright

LAST TIME I STOPPED WAS 4 YEARS AGO!!!! BROOO

Go through a traumatic event and need nicotine to deal? WRONG. The traumatic event makes your body reject nicotine. Fuck you Niko, btw

On another note, speaking about this has made me want to pick up graffiti again, as last year everyone was trying to get me to do some 😔✋🏻 I just am too scared alone LOL

I barely did it tho in my hometown and the first city I moved in, you can find some of my doodles or text hidden under bridges

My friend's T gel in my bathroom looking at me😔😔😔✋🏻✋🏻✋🏻✋🏻✋🏻✋🏻