Niko But Secret 🪻 alt
@dyralt.bsky.social
he / him I think
Fucking alt for shitposting and health related dump
It used to be a nsfw acc so watch out
Fucking alt for shitposting and health related dump
It used to be a nsfw acc so watch out
Hi friends sorry being *that* inactive I might come back if this attempt at getting sober works 💔 I'm trying to stay off the internet if I'm going through a bad phase / a relapse but I'm thinking of you all
November 10, 2025 at 10:14 AM
Hi friends sorry being *that* inactive I might come back if this attempt at getting sober works 💔 I'm trying to stay off the internet if I'm going through a bad phase / a relapse but I'm thinking of you all
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when people play g*nshin i*pact an angel loses its wings
September 9, 2025 at 3:34 PM
when people play g*nshin i*pact an angel loses its wings
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September 6, 2025 at 10:41 PM
Open bsky gets instantly hit with the creative beam
September 7, 2025 at 5:22 PM
Open bsky gets instantly hit with the creative beam
Also awful shit happened but woohoo survived!!!! I needed a break offline
Hi gang sorry I am inactive I was busy medicating myself again also social anxiety caught my ass
September 7, 2025 at 4:56 PM
Also awful shit happened but woohoo survived!!!! I needed a break offline
Hi gang sorry I am inactive I was busy medicating myself again also social anxiety caught my ass
September 7, 2025 at 4:52 PM
Hi gang sorry I am inactive I was busy medicating myself again also social anxiety caught my ass
Yeah so I'm thinking maybe doing a great disappearance again sadly (will still be reachable via discord) cuz my life is taking turns and I rlly need to be face to face w myself idk
August 24, 2025 at 10:53 PM
Yeah so I'm thinking maybe doing a great disappearance again sadly (will still be reachable via discord) cuz my life is taking turns and I rlly need to be face to face w myself idk
So overwhelmed that I'm willingly going to bed instead of drowning in the feeling 😧
August 24, 2025 at 10:10 PM
So overwhelmed that I'm willingly going to bed instead of drowning in the feeling 😧
What has led me there was remembering when I went to the beach w friends in may 2023 and was topless wearing tape and had short blond hair and was for the first time in my life comfortable being myself
Then shit happened
Then shit happened
Put on a binder for the first time in like two years and yeah just sobbing the shit out of me rn LOL
August 24, 2025 at 8:32 PM
What has led me there was remembering when I went to the beach w friends in may 2023 and was topless wearing tape and had short blond hair and was for the first time in my life comfortable being myself
Then shit happened
Then shit happened
Put on a binder for the first time in like two years and yeah just sobbing the shit out of me rn LOL
August 24, 2025 at 7:06 PM
Put on a binder for the first time in like two years and yeah just sobbing the shit out of me rn LOL
I think it's the nicotine making me dizzy, nauseous and have heart spikes too 😵💫
i think it's time to try to cold turkey quit that oh my fucking god it sucks
i think it's time to try to cold turkey quit that oh my fucking god it sucks
I lay down because I felt dizzy and wanted to rest for like a bit , wrong, I slept 4 whole hours .
It's 7 pm now 😭
It's 7 pm now 😭
August 24, 2025 at 5:29 PM
I think it's the nicotine making me dizzy, nauseous and have heart spikes too 😵💫
i think it's time to try to cold turkey quit that oh my fucking god it sucks
i think it's time to try to cold turkey quit that oh my fucking god it sucks
The municipality was covering this up with white paint the night I was posting about it 😭 nooooooooo
There's some polemic around a graffiti artist rn cuz they mocked the new Banksy graff in Marseille (which they put behind some sort of glass to prevent it being degraded) by drawing a "banski" next to it, pointing at it and saying "are they also gonna protect me behind glass?" and genuinely I love
August 24, 2025 at 5:03 PM
The municipality was covering this up with white paint the night I was posting about it 😭 nooooooooo
I lay down because I felt dizzy and wanted to rest for like a bit , wrong, I slept 4 whole hours .
It's 7 pm now 😭
It's 7 pm now 😭
August 24, 2025 at 4:56 PM
I lay down because I felt dizzy and wanted to rest for like a bit , wrong, I slept 4 whole hours .
It's 7 pm now 😭
It's 7 pm now 😭
I haven't experienced dysphoria for a few weeks now well guess what day it is today 😔✋🏻
August 24, 2025 at 11:28 AM
I haven't experienced dysphoria for a few weeks now well guess what day it is today 😔✋🏻
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shoutout to forgetting fr i don’t remember
August 23, 2025 at 11:45 PM
shoutout to forgetting fr i don’t remember
Anyway on another note , I kinda wanna tag along with a friend going to America, so I can visit all my silly friends, also we were supposed to go together like 3 yrs ago 😔✋🏻 LET ME IN
August 24, 2025 at 12:27 AM
Anyway on another note , I kinda wanna tag along with a friend going to America, so I can visit all my silly friends, also we were supposed to go together like 3 yrs ago 😔✋🏻 LET ME IN
There's some polemic around a graffiti artist rn cuz they mocked the new Banksy graff in Marseille (which they put behind some sort of glass to prevent it being degraded) by drawing a "banski" next to it, pointing at it and saying "are they also gonna protect me behind glass?" and genuinely I love
August 24, 2025 at 12:15 AM
There's some polemic around a graffiti artist rn cuz they mocked the new Banksy graff in Marseille (which they put behind some sort of glass to prevent it being degraded) by drawing a "banski" next to it, pointing at it and saying "are they also gonna protect me behind glass?" and genuinely I love
What if I changed my piercing set up. What if.
August 23, 2025 at 11:26 PM
What if I changed my piercing set up. What if.
Looking at the names I give to my OCs and kicking my feet screaming throwing up jumping to the roof and destroying everything cuz I want to steal them. IF I DO SO, IT WOULD BE THE THIRD TIME IT HAPPENS.
August 23, 2025 at 11:19 PM
Looking at the names I give to my OCs and kicking my feet screaming throwing up jumping to the roof and destroying everything cuz I want to steal them. IF I DO SO, IT WOULD BE THE THIRD TIME IT HAPPENS.
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August 23, 2025 at 4:29 PM
Today I am sending them an email to ask if I can take him on walks once a week near the center ☝🏻 just to make sure cuz its 45 minutes away from here
often thinking about this disabled dog with paralyzed back legs at the rescue center near my city, that is too cute and is apparently calm, but, I am way too disabled to take a dog :(
August 23, 2025 at 11:40 AM
Today I am sending them an email to ask if I can take him on walks once a week near the center ☝🏻 just to make sure cuz its 45 minutes away from here
My friend's alarm was a symphony of really loud and really high pitched sounds and I woke up unable to breathe with my heart racing oh my fucking god
August 23, 2025 at 8:28 AM
My friend's alarm was a symphony of really loud and really high pitched sounds and I woke up unable to breathe with my heart racing oh my fucking god
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I cannot stress the important of having true friends where you can go to them like “am I buggin rn” and they can be like “i love you but yes you are buggin rn”
August 22, 2025 at 10:48 PM
I cannot stress the important of having true friends where you can go to them like “am I buggin rn” and they can be like “i love you but yes you are buggin rn”
They won't tell you about the fucking guilt of surviving DV!!!! They won't!!!!!!!
August 23, 2025 at 1:31 AM
They won't tell you about the fucking guilt of surviving DV!!!! They won't!!!!!!!
I feel so sick and anxious :/ please please can I just fall back asleep
August 23, 2025 at 1:16 AM
I feel so sick and anxious :/ please please can I just fall back asleep