ended up adding some quick color just to practice shading :)

lol real. I’m just constantly looking for things to pull to use in my Silco RP account lol

I do because i usually just wanna read about my tragic old man yaoi because I’m looking directly at characterization over anything and well. The fics not focused on Vanco are just way more likely to just. not understand their characters.

You get rid of at least a third of the listed fics JUST by filtering those two out it makes me so mad

This is what I love about Jellyfish and how it puts such a good focus on how Viktor believes he does not deserve Jayce’s forgiveness

Yeah pretty much every one of those I’ve seen just focuses on jayvik. It is so aggravating that I’ve just given up lol

I get stuff like this

www.instagram.com/reel/DSVao0I...

Your algorithm sucks then because mine is pretty great

Sentencing tradfujos to 100 days in the bara mines. You will learn what a bear is and how to appreciate large men bottoming.

Literally because Silco is canonically to Vander’s fuckin chin at most

Unfortunately it’s mostly Jayvik pieces that butcher Vanco and merely use them as an accessory while tagging them as a major ship despite appearing for three sentences. Sigh. Rarepair pain.

Jayce is like. An otter. A cub perhaps post-ravine.

We just applying actual terms with meaning to everything now 😭

I do definitely agree that there is a gross amount of covert/blatant racism within the Jayvik sphere though… good god some of the things I’ve seen..

with largely because of the way it makes him predatory and decides to make him an adult with teenage Silco for the purpose of just.. disparaging the importance of the bond between them.

Like I’ve definitely seen them be put into the same gross distasteful molds.

See I don’t know about that because I tend to see more people making Vanco really fucked up because they have the ability to use Silco being a villain as justification in some way.

Like I’ve seen a LOT of works that make Vander into a monster for example. Forward But Not Forget, I have my gripes—

Service top? Vander. Feral guy? Vander. Capacity to do horrible things to his partner? Vander. Capacity for gentle sweetness? Vander. Daddy Dom? Vander. Sub top? Vander.

The jayce hating jayvik shippers yearn for the hound yet can't handle him or Silco for reasons we still can't explain.

But nooooo they’d rather mischaracterize Vanco and use them as an accessory over actually trying to understand them. Sigh.

I SAY THIS ALL THE TIME THERE’S SO MANY PEOPLE TRYING TO PUSH JAYVIK INTO MOLDS THAT DO NOT WORK FOR THEM THAT NEED TO JUST GET INTO VANCO

Yeah they’re not “teehee I think about you” obsessive, they are actually insane obsessive. Like silco hinged his identity on what Vander did he is NOT fucking normal