I'll also try and maintain my weight, and once everyone is convinced I'm on my way to recovery (which means they'll back off), I'll get back on track

Since the meal plan is vague, I can make low calorie swaps for the things they gave me while inpatient. My parents don't read calorie labels, so they won't notice.

How do I fake recovery now that I'm out no glue no borax

end of summer*

They're letting me out next week, so I hope I can secretly get back on track and lock in before the end of bc I can NOT start uni as a fat fuck

I hate how the choices are getting fat ("refeeding") or getting sectioned.

I fucking jinxed it

Fuuuuuuuuuuuckkkkkkk

I really hope they don't, as I don't want to be sent back to forced recov

In all seriousness, losing my period is probably my favourite part, other than wl.