Aniceta || edsky|| out of inpatient
@dvlette.bsky.social
~°••°☆Just my cringy ed diary where I yap sometimes ☆ °••°~
~°•☆Current info☆•°~
|| SW: Not sharing bc recov made me huge lol || BMI: 16s|| GBMI: 10
~°•☆Current info☆•°~
|| SW: Not sharing bc recov made me huge lol || BMI: 16s|| GBMI: 10
Pinned
Can't wait until I'm allowed to start losing again
April 5, 2025 at 5:59 PM
Can't wait until I'm allowed to start losing again
Is it normal to have a massive breakdown whenever you think about your time inpatient bc the constant touching and force feeding felt so violating?
April 5, 2025 at 5:59 PM
Is it normal to have a massive breakdown whenever you think about your time inpatient bc the constant touching and force feeding felt so violating?
It'll be painful, but it's the only way I'm going to cope. Once I turn 18 and work towards moving out, I can lock in again during summer.
I'll also try and maintain my weight, and once everyone is convinced I'm on my way to recovery (which means they'll back off), I'll get back on track
March 31, 2025 at 4:22 PM
It'll be painful, but it's the only way I'm going to cope. Once I turn 18 and work towards moving out, I can lock in again during summer.
I've figured out a plan
March 31, 2025 at 4:19 PM
I've figured out a plan
The refeeding program made me gain 3kgs. I'm gonna kms
March 29, 2025 at 8:31 AM
The refeeding program made me gain 3kgs. I'm gonna kms
I hate how my only options on this fucking refeeding program are fear foods. Makes me want to kms
March 25, 2025 at 5:52 PM
I hate how my only options on this fucking refeeding program are fear foods. Makes me want to kms
I've been going along with the inpatient refeeding plans bc I want to get out of here, and it's been absolute torture. I've already gained a little.
March 25, 2025 at 5:51 PM
I've been going along with the inpatient refeeding plans bc I want to get out of here, and it's been absolute torture. I've already gained a little.
Once I escape inpatient, I'm going to have to lock in so hard
March 23, 2025 at 7:47 AM
Once I escape inpatient, I'm going to have to lock in so hard
How to get out of inpatient without getting fat no glue no borax
March 23, 2025 at 6:27 AM
How to get out of inpatient without getting fat no glue no borax
If I come out of inpatient fat, I'm genuinely going to hang myself
March 22, 2025 at 7:06 AM
If I come out of inpatient fat, I'm genuinely going to hang myself
The inpatient meal plan makes me wanna kms
March 21, 2025 at 11:57 PM
The inpatient meal plan makes me wanna kms
Guess who's been re-hospitalised (I'm gonna kms)
March 21, 2025 at 10:00 PM
Guess who's been re-hospitalised (I'm gonna kms)
I hope I can keep it hidden until I turn 18. After that, they can't do shit.
I really hope they don't, as I don't want to be sent back to forced recov
March 14, 2025 at 9:07 PM
I hope I can keep it hidden until I turn 18. After that, they can't do shit.
I think my family is starting to catch on to my relapse.
March 14, 2025 at 9:06 PM
I think my family is starting to catch on to my relapse.
Milbona protein products have me in a chokehold. #1 safe foods fr.
March 11, 2025 at 5:42 PM
Milbona protein products have me in a chokehold. #1 safe foods fr.
"Ana makes you lose your period!" Good.
March 11, 2025 at 5:41 PM
"Ana makes you lose your period!" Good.
Losing my period again has been the most freeing thing ever.
March 10, 2025 at 10:41 PM
Losing my period again has been the most freeing thing ever.
Having a restrictive ED in a West African family that cooks a lot and is constantly trying to shove food in your face is NOT for the weak, bro.
March 10, 2025 at 9:42 AM
Having a restrictive ED in a West African family that cooks a lot and is constantly trying to shove food in your face is NOT for the weak, bro.
Reposted by Aniceta || edsky|| out of inpatient
BMI 14, pls come back. I promise I'll never call you fat again.
March 5, 2025 at 4:28 PM
BMI 14, pls come back. I promise I'll never call you fat again.
I'm gonna see if I can get away with fasting for two weeks.
March 1, 2025 at 9:59 PM
I'm gonna see if I can get away with fasting for two weeks.
Last night, after weeks of restriction, I drank a whole bottle of gin, accidentally ate an expired tangerine, and spent two hours puking my guts out. Worst experience of my life, but at least I had a fire nap after that.
March 1, 2025 at 9:58 PM
Last night, after weeks of restriction, I drank a whole bottle of gin, accidentally ate an expired tangerine, and spent two hours puking my guts out. Worst experience of my life, but at least I had a fire nap after that.
The fact that I can't fast with nic low-key makes me a weak ass bitch.
February 11, 2025 at 10:10 PM
The fact that I can't fast with nic low-key makes me a weak ass bitch.
I've been using an elfbar I got ages ago while I wait to get more cigs, and I have no idea how people can stand the taste.
February 11, 2025 at 10:07 PM
I've been using an elfbar I got ages ago while I wait to get more cigs, and I have no idea how people can stand the taste.
Honestly, the fact that I'm still predicted to get A-B's in my exams is nothing short of a miracle, especially since the workload is killing me rn.
February 11, 2025 at 10:03 PM
Honestly, the fact that I'm still predicted to get A-B's in my exams is nothing short of a miracle, especially since the workload is killing me rn.