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dollscent.bsky.social
@dollscent.bsky.social
♡ coping thru words ♡
—so to brie in june: don’t worry. it’ll be okay. you’ll leave that town. that town doesn’t cage you in. you’re bigger than it. you’re so much bigger than you think you are. and you can do it; you did it. despite it all.
August 19, 2025 at 7:58 PM
—what’s changed over the summer is that i realize, no really, that everyone has their own path. and i can’t compare mine with anyone else’s. see, i’m happy without a partner, without a job—because i did well in other aspects of my life. and this motivation is just what i need—
August 19, 2025 at 7:58 PM
—am i still envious? i wouldn’t say so. i’m satisfied with my current social life and my goals. i like getting attention from guys, but i don’t feel a strong need to be in a relationship. like i’ve always said, i’m free. but now i can really say that i want to be free—
August 19, 2025 at 7:58 PM
—i can finally take a deep breath and relax. and i am so relaxing. the next step is to get my bachelors and simultaneously look for a job. i’m so proud of my efforts this summer. i said i would study and that i did. i wouldn’t have passed my exam if i hadn’t given it my all—
August 19, 2025 at 7:58 PM
—all that combined made me feel like a hopeless case. but now that summer is nearing its end i can say that i’ve had a lot of fun! i met a guy im interested in, i’ve hung out a lot with friends, i even wrote my exams and did well! now that everything’s behind me—
August 19, 2025 at 7:58 PM
—i expressed envy that people have life partners. but my perspective, 2 months later, is that i do have belonging, in the form of my friends and family. in the beginning of the summer i felt very behind in life. couldn’t graduate on time, no job, no plans for summer, no lover lol—
August 19, 2025 at 7:58 PM
it’s funny because i don’t care anymore about anyone involved and i’m really thriving in life rn tbh
August 19, 2025 at 7:37 PM
i’m talking online
and i have my boundariess thankfully i have pee gc who understand my feelings
August 3, 2025 at 10:26 PM
—with that being said, i gain happiness out of working on myself, focusing on positivity and peace, doing things i like. i hope and i believe pass my exams in august.

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July 30, 2025 at 9:21 PM
—no matter how small, any source of irritation will be eliminated, trust me. i am loved and appreciated by friends and family. if someone wishes negativity on me, i won’t even bother. just get lost. and anyone who makes me uncomfortable. just go away—
July 30, 2025 at 9:21 PM
—ever since i switched brands (meds) i’ve felt more hopeful, happy, ambitious; there’s no underlying anxiety… but some days it attacks me.. but besides that, in my strive to be successful, i recognize that i must eliminate all negative factors in my life so i can be peaceful—
July 30, 2025 at 9:21 PM
—but if it happens, it happens? i’m just saying that i’m just so focused on my own personal goals, my success, just myself basically. it’s the self-love that makes me keep going. i believe in myself… i’ll make it happen…—
July 30, 2025 at 9:21 PM
—by examining my future goals it’s so obvious that in the near future i just wanna focus on myself. i wanna grab an iced matcha on my way to work, get salad for lunch, return home to go shopping, hang out with friends… there’s no room for a partner here—
July 30, 2025 at 9:21 PM
—a guy can’t save me from myself; my inevitable fate. i have to pass my exams, and i find it hard to divide my time and energy between studying and getting to know someone else, i don’t know what i was thinking in june, that i had all the time in the world?—
July 30, 2025 at 9:21 PM
—i like this solitude. i just have myself to worry about. it’s therapeutic. i don’t mind if i get left on opened, but it *should* bother me. it’s just that i don’t have the energy to pretend like i’m so invested. i’d rather focus on my current goals—
July 30, 2025 at 9:21 PM
thesis and now this assignment i’ve been struggling with for such a long time. i’m so close to my goal
July 17, 2025 at 10:04 PM
feel satisfied when i’ve accomplished something. and im still not satisfied. because i haven’t reached my ultimate goal yet, which is to attain my bachelors. but i promise and i know i will achieve it. it’s not over yet. I WILL GET THERE.

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July 17, 2025 at 10:03 PM
it was undeniably my own ambition and motivation to succeed that allowed me to ask for help from others. it was the energy i put into it that made it possible. nobody else would’ve finished it for me. so i should thank myself too. i have high expectations of myself so it’s hard to 5/
July 17, 2025 at 10:03 PM
in my third year i had to prioritize thesis and now during the summer ive been working on the courses i have left. i got help from a friend. its thanks to him that i got so far and i owe him a beer fr. but, the other things i have to acknowledge — 4/
July 17, 2025 at 10:03 PM