an eternity of adventures until i eventually just lose my mind and consciousness doesn't sound like too bad a deal compared to
whatever the fuck is going on now
an eternity of adventures until i eventually just lose my mind and consciousness doesn't sound like too bad a deal compared to
whatever the fuck is going on now
this isn't even just me trying to get people to pity and reassure me i just mean it
this isn't even just me trying to get people to pity and reassure me i just mean it
i don't know if i think i'm gonna find answers or what but...
i keep looking for things that just fuel my already awful mood...
i don't know if i think i'm gonna find answers or what but...
i keep looking for things that just fuel my already awful mood...
Maybe somehow I deserve it
And these thoughts
That fly inside my head
I'm filled with existential dread
That's why I lie awake in bed
And stay up wishing I was--
Maybe somehow I deserve it
And these thoughts
That fly inside my head
I'm filled with existential dread
That's why I lie awake in bed
And stay up wishing I was--
i thought he'd be nothing more than a bumbling idiot in office.
i thought after his first term we'd all just be laughing at what a useless president he was and then never have to worry about him again.
i could kick old me.
i thought he'd be nothing more than a bumbling idiot in office.
i thought after his first term we'd all just be laughing at what a useless president he was and then never have to worry about him again.
i could kick old me.
i can't win
i can't win
i know that sounds edgy and dramatic but it's how i feel lately
like there's no way out
i know that sounds edgy and dramatic but it's how i feel lately
like there's no way out
ever.
we're all just biding our time at this point.
ever.
we're all just biding our time at this point.
sometimes i imagine myself being comforted by Ragatha and Pomni
sometimes i imagine myself being comforted by Ragatha and Pomni
i hate myself
i almost wish i could get a lobotomy so i wouldn't be able to think so hard anymore
i hate myself
i almost wish i could get a lobotomy so i wouldn't be able to think so hard anymore
god im a mess
god im a mess
obviously i don't condone suicide.
but this is the scariest time to have ever been alive in world history and i can't fault people for thinking death is the only way out.
i'm starting to think that myself.
obviously i don't condone suicide.
but this is the scariest time to have ever been alive in world history and i can't fault people for thinking death is the only way out.
i'm starting to think that myself.
i'm in a really bad mental place right now.
i'm scared and depressed and overall burnt out.
i still love you all, i just feel drained.
i'm in a really bad mental place right now.
i'm scared and depressed and overall burnt out.
i still love you all, i just feel drained.
my face is dripping with tears and snot and my eyes are probably red and puffy
my face is dripping with tears and snot and my eyes are probably red and puffy