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sad doggo (vent alt)
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this is where i come to cry (she/they, adult)
what good am i if i can't fix everyone
September 26, 2025 at 4:39 AM
if the Digital Circus were real i would put on that damn headset no questions asked

an eternity of adventures until i eventually just lose my mind and consciousness doesn't sound like too bad a deal compared to

whatever the fuck is going on now
September 19, 2025 at 3:59 AM
is anything even worth it anymore?
September 19, 2025 at 3:39 AM
i'm genuinely sorry for being american

this isn't even just me trying to get people to pity and reassure me i just mean it
September 19, 2025 at 2:01 AM
i've been doomscrolling...

i don't know if i think i'm gonna find answers or what but...

i keep looking for things that just fuel my already awful mood...
September 18, 2025 at 6:00 AM
i can't even talk to 988 because last time they put me through to a fucking AI
September 18, 2025 at 5:51 AM
Maybe this is all a test
Maybe somehow I deserve it
And these thoughts
That fly inside my head
I'm filled with existential dread
That's why I lie awake in bed
And stay up wishing I was--
September 18, 2025 at 5:36 AM
back in 2016, i underestimated him.

i thought he'd be nothing more than a bumbling idiot in office.

i thought after his first term we'd all just be laughing at what a useless president he was and then never have to worry about him again.

i could kick old me.
We're coming up on the 10th anniversary of this Tweet. I feel like I should buy it a birthday cake.
September 18, 2025 at 1:34 AM
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Jesus Christ.
September 17, 2025 at 5:46 PM
at this point being alive is too painful but i'm also afraid to die

i can't win
September 17, 2025 at 9:52 PM
i feel like i'm drowning in the bottom of the ocean with absolutely no light to swim towards

i know that sounds edgy and dramatic but it's how i feel lately

like there's no way out
September 17, 2025 at 9:47 PM
i honestly, wholeheartedly, 100% believe that things are never going to get better in the US or the world.

ever.

we're all just biding our time at this point.
September 17, 2025 at 6:43 PM
i'm a broken human being and i'm never going to know true happiness...
September 16, 2025 at 11:44 PM
i have to remind myself that the fact that i haven't killed myself despite my life being a conga line of misery makes me hardcore as fuck
September 16, 2025 at 4:32 PM
have you ever accidentally hurt someone so badly that you're ashamed to even face them, even if they forgive you?
September 16, 2025 at 12:11 AM
i'm genuinely just a bad person
September 15, 2025 at 5:31 PM
gonna admit something really cringe

sometimes i imagine myself being comforted by Ragatha and Pomni
September 15, 2025 at 4:35 PM
i hate the fact that i'm like this

i hate myself

i almost wish i could get a lobotomy so i wouldn't be able to think so hard anymore
September 15, 2025 at 3:47 PM
i had a screaming crying meltdown just a bit ago

god im a mess
September 15, 2025 at 3:42 PM
every time i look at my bluesky feed i feel worse because a good chunk of it is reminders that i absolutely will be violently killed by my government in the next few years and i can't escape it no matter what
September 15, 2025 at 2:45 AM
i genuinely can't blame people for being suicidal tbh.

obviously i don't condone suicide.

but this is the scariest time to have ever been alive in world history and i can't fault people for thinking death is the only way out.

i'm starting to think that myself.
September 15, 2025 at 2:21 AM
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i want to apologize in advance if i end up being really short with anyone or seem uninterested.

i'm in a really bad mental place right now.

i'm scared and depressed and overall burnt out.

i still love you all, i just feel drained.
September 15, 2025 at 12:51 AM
oh god not the ideation starting to creep back
September 14, 2025 at 10:46 PM
i'm genuinely worried at this point that some other country is going to nuke us because the people in charge of us right now are pure evil
September 14, 2025 at 10:34 PM
i'm glad nobody can see me right now

my face is dripping with tears and snot and my eyes are probably red and puffy
September 14, 2025 at 3:31 AM