i will share that i often fall asleep reviewing in my head all of the little things i appreciated about my day.

i’m tired and ignoring the signal from my body is distressing me.

ughhhhh shut up [name] and go get your shower.

sure you are, [name]. thanks for the briefing, we all care very much and believe you will take the exact course of action you have stated.

i’m gonna go get a shower & hope my thoughts slow down and head stops hurting & then i’m gonna go to bed.

wouldn’t be the first time i let myself make stupid irrational decisions in the name of panic…

like yeah what if i just sabotaged myself and made everything so much more difficult.

terrible idea.