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doepuppy
@doepuppy.bsky.social
· Feb 22
participating in the masochistic pleasure of dissociative self sabotage
what could she have been if she never let herself succumb
May 4, 2025 at 1:52 AM
what could she have been if she never let herself succumb
i just really don’t know any more
May 4, 2025 at 12:10 AM
i just really don’t know any more
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10.2 TB File Transfer
May 2, 2025 at 1:23 PM
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i haven’t been able to enjoy intimacy without immediately getting sweaty and anxious and obsessing over the idea that i’m doing something wrong and am going to be abandoned for feeling that way.
May 2, 2025 at 7:34 AM
i haven’t been able to enjoy intimacy without immediately getting sweaty and anxious and obsessing over the idea that i’m doing something wrong and am going to be abandoned for feeling that way.
this account encourages me to minimize my wins, as they’re not as intuitive to share alongside despair
May 2, 2025 at 7:28 AM
this account encourages me to minimize my wins, as they’re not as intuitive to share alongside despair
i would melt like chocolate if i were hugged right now.
May 2, 2025 at 7:26 AM
i would melt like chocolate if i were hugged right now.
i don’t understand the switch that flips me between charismatic and in control, and awkward and disconnected.
May 2, 2025 at 7:25 AM
i don’t understand the switch that flips me between charismatic and in control, and awkward and disconnected.
i crave intimacy but am afraid to ask for it.
May 2, 2025 at 7:24 AM
i crave intimacy but am afraid to ask for it.
i feel fake and artificial.
May 2, 2025 at 7:23 AM
i feel fake and artificial.
i’m afraid of being close to people again.
May 2, 2025 at 7:23 AM
i’m afraid of being close to people again.
first time sleeping in my own bed in two months.
May 2, 2025 at 7:22 AM
first time sleeping in my own bed in two months.
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i’m tired and ignoring the signal from my body is distressing me.
March 14, 2025 at 6:16 AM
i’m tired and ignoring the signal from my body is distressing me.
the thought of going to bed right now is making my heart race…
April 29, 2025 at 5:26 AM
the thought of going to bed right now is making my heart race…
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When it’s all over, I’ll let you know
February 27, 2025 at 4:33 PM
When it’s all over, I’ll let you know
what if i just retweeted messages from this account on main lol.
April 29, 2025 at 4:34 AM
what if i just retweeted messages from this account on main lol.
i certainly would have a hard time supporting a friend like me, that’s for sure…
April 29, 2025 at 4:32 AM
i certainly would have a hard time supporting a friend like me, that’s for sure…
sometimes i wish someone would grab me by the shoulders and say “[name] you fucking idiot all you have to do is X and Y and Z” but it would likely be followed by “and once you’re done with it i never want to see you again, you are so ridiculously overbearing and exhausting to have around”
April 29, 2025 at 4:32 AM
sometimes i wish someone would grab me by the shoulders and say “[name] you fucking idiot all you have to do is X and Y and Z” but it would likely be followed by “and once you’re done with it i never want to see you again, you are so ridiculously overbearing and exhausting to have around”
AND GOD IF IM PISSED LIKE THIS DONT EVEN GET ME STARTED IN THE FUCKING PURE FURY I HAVE AT… UGHHHHHHHHH. I.
so many regrets
this last year.
i want to go home.
i want to leave this party .
i want my mom.
i miss my friends.
i don’t know what to do any more .
so many regrets
this last year.
i want to go home.
i want to leave this party .
i want my mom.
i miss my friends.
i don’t know what to do any more .
April 29, 2025 at 4:31 AM
AND GOD IF IM PISSED LIKE THIS DONT EVEN GET ME STARTED IN THE FUCKING PURE FURY I HAVE AT… UGHHHHHHHHH. I.
so many regrets
this last year.
i want to go home.
i want to leave this party .
i want my mom.
i miss my friends.
i don’t know what to do any more .
so many regrets
this last year.
i want to go home.
i want to leave this party .
i want my mom.
i miss my friends.
i don’t know what to do any more .
LIKE HOW DID I PAY THOUSANDS AND THOUSANDS OF DOLLARS AND DO MULTIPLE SURGERIES AND ALL OF THE SHIT I DID IT FOR IS STILL THERE & HURTING & AFFECTING ME!!!!
April 29, 2025 at 4:28 AM
LIKE HOW DID I PAY THOUSANDS AND THOUSANDS OF DOLLARS AND DO MULTIPLE SURGERIES AND ALL OF THE SHIT I DID IT FOR IS STILL THERE & HURTING & AFFECTING ME!!!!
i have a headache & the inside of my head feels like it’s caked in stale blood and scabs & my ears are ringing & MY JAW STILL FUCKING HURTS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
April 29, 2025 at 4:27 AM
i have a headache & the inside of my head feels like it’s caked in stale blood and scabs & my ears are ringing & MY JAW STILL FUCKING HURTS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i just don’t want to die
April 29, 2025 at 4:24 AM
i just don’t want to die
this is so stupid of me. i’m fucking spiraling again, aren’t i?
April 29, 2025 at 4:24 AM
this is so stupid of me. i’m fucking spiraling again, aren’t i?
i don’t want to be here any more.
April 29, 2025 at 4:23 AM
i don’t want to be here any more.