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@dissociatingghost.bsky.social
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trigger warning: infectious toxic thoughts of a living ghost. im also a loser, i only bring bad vibes and self-pity. pathetic tbh sorry
trigger warning: infectious toxic thoughts of a living ghost. im also a loser, i only bring bad vibes and self-pity. pathetic tbh sorry
But… I don’t think no amount of hard work will make me love myself… it’s more of acceptance. I need to accept myself as I am and I find that concept hard to grasp. I know it’s what I need but it’s something I still don’t truly believe.
January 26, 2026 at 6:20 PM
But… I don’t think no amount of hard work will make me love myself… it’s more of acceptance. I need to accept myself as I am and I find that concept hard to grasp. I know it’s what I need but it’s something I still don’t truly believe.
January 22, 2026 at 1:11 PM
But… I don’t think no amount of hard work will make me love myself… it’s more of acceptance. I need to accept myself as I am and I find that concept hard to grasp. I know it’s what I need but it’s something I still don’t truly believe.
Like… I’m exercising and trying to build muscle but it’s not appearing that much… I know it takes time and I guess there’s progress… like, I’m not fat… I think it has something to do with my perfectionist mindset and that I’ll never be enough.
January 22, 2026 at 1:08 PM
Like… I’m exercising and trying to build muscle but it’s not appearing that much… I know it takes time and I guess there’s progress… like, I’m not fat… I think it has something to do with my perfectionist mindset and that I’ll never be enough.
I’m so lonely and scared but it’ll pass, right? We’ll be alright, right?
January 22, 2026 at 1:06 PM
I’m so lonely and scared but it’ll pass, right? We’ll be alright, right?
How do I even love myself? By slowly building myself up? I wonder if I’ll reach that point? I wonder if I’ll be strong enough?
January 22, 2026 at 1:05 PM
How do I even love myself? By slowly building myself up? I wonder if I’ll reach that point? I wonder if I’ll be strong enough?
But… maybe it’s more than that. Like, what if I already have the kindest and prettiest wife and yet still feel lonely? Maybe it’s much more than that… it’s probably a lack of purpose and being filled with insecurities… unable to love myself.
January 22, 2026 at 1:04 PM
But… maybe it’s more than that. Like, what if I already have the kindest and prettiest wife and yet still feel lonely? Maybe it’s much more than that… it’s probably a lack of purpose and being filled with insecurities… unable to love myself.
I kinda… wanna have a wife someday. I wanna be pretty with them.
January 20, 2026 at 5:43 AM
I kinda… wanna have a wife someday. I wanna be pretty with them.
The problem with me is that I plan too much. I need to just do it!! I also let my anxiety get the best of me… my anxieties are mere assumptions, not facts. I need to remind myself that I’ll be okay.
January 20, 2026 at 5:43 AM
Go fucking die!!!! Die die die die!!! Die!!! Fucking die!!!!!!
November 24, 2025 at 12:07 PM
Go fucking die!!!! Die die die die!!! Die!!! Fucking die!!!!!!
Fall in love with the real person and not the one you built inside your head. You will hurt yourself and the other person in the long run, mostly yourself.
November 21, 2025 at 3:19 PM
Fall in love with the real person and not the one you built inside your head. You will hurt yourself and the other person in the long run, mostly yourself.
Most relationships built on highs would not survive the lows. Slow and steady wins.
November 21, 2025 at 3:18 PM
Most relationships built on highs would not survive the lows. Slow and steady wins.