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@dissociatingghost.bsky.social
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trigger warning: infectious toxic thoughts of a living ghost. im also a loser, i only bring bad vibes and self-pity. pathetic tbh sorry
trigger warning: infectious toxic thoughts of a living ghost. im also a loser, i only bring bad vibes and self-pity. pathetic tbh sorry
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Goals for this year is to look like a baddie and have a kind heart. 💖
I stopped fantasizing of a future with us. 😔 I was being too delulu, it’s beginning to hurt a bit.
I wanna worship your body.
February 11, 2026 at 5:37 AM
I stopped fantasizing of a future with us. 😔 I was being too delulu, it’s beginning to hurt a bit.
Oh, I’m definitely building more muscle! I gained weight too but I don’t look too bad… and well, it might not be fat!!! > < I think it’s water weight and muscle… Hmmm definitely need to be in a deficit tho. Like, I ate 4 chicken sandwich in a random day last week. Lmao 3, the day before.
Like… I’m exercising and trying to build muscle but it’s not appearing that much… I know it takes time and I guess there’s progress… like, I’m not fat… I think it has something to do with my perfectionist mindset and that I’ll never be enough.
February 11, 2026 at 5:34 AM
Oh, I’m definitely building more muscle! I gained weight too but I don’t look too bad… and well, it might not be fat!!! > < I think it’s water weight and muscle… Hmmm definitely need to be in a deficit tho. Like, I ate 4 chicken sandwich in a random day last week. Lmao 3, the day before.
Woahhh my skin looks so good with hyaluronic acid!!!!
February 11, 2026 at 5:31 AM
Woahhh my skin looks so good with hyaluronic acid!!!!
Lonely 💔 Looks pathetic putting it into words.
January 22, 2026 at 1:02 PM
Lonely 💔 Looks pathetic putting it into words.
Goals for this year is to look like a baddie and have a kind heart. 💖
January 20, 2026 at 5:42 AM
Goals for this year is to look like a baddie and have a kind heart. 💖
I am 80% lesbian.
January 15, 2026 at 6:58 PM
I am 80% lesbian.
Mmm protein mmm muscle
January 15, 2026 at 6:57 PM
Mmm protein mmm muscle
I love women… currently women-watching 🥰 God sculpted women perfectly, they’re a masterpiece.
December 18, 2025 at 9:01 AM
I love women… currently women-watching 🥰 God sculpted women perfectly, they’re a masterpiece.
Who gives a shit you poverty-stricken bitch
I’m bisexual but leaning towards femininity. I’m also demiromantic! :D
November 24, 2025 at 12:06 PM
Who gives a shit you poverty-stricken bitch
Fuck. Anxiety levels going high again. I just wanna cry. I fucking hate myself so much. I’m a pathetic piece of shit. My poor little ass is a consequence of my actions. Poor in every aspect of my life! Fuck!!!! Fucking hate this!!!!!
November 24, 2025 at 12:04 PM
Fuck. Anxiety levels going high again. I just wanna cry. I fucking hate myself so much. I’m a pathetic piece of shit. My poor little ass is a consequence of my actions. Poor in every aspect of my life! Fuck!!!! Fucking hate this!!!!!
I’m bisexual but leaning towards femininity. I’m also demiromantic! :D
November 21, 2025 at 3:23 PM
I’m bisexual but leaning towards femininity. I’m also demiromantic! :D
Romance is fleeting, regardless of the object of affection’s gender! 👼
November 21, 2025 at 3:17 PM
Romance is fleeting, regardless of the object of affection’s gender! 👼
My god I’m so fucking gay. Women are so goated.
October 26, 2025 at 12:39 AM
My god I’m so fucking gay. Women are so goated.
*cough cough*
About romance… I don’t really want it anymore… forget about relationships with others… I need to improve my relationship with myself first. I don’t have a crush on anyone, no romance. Not interested. But I still do get horny with sexy dominant women. Fuck man, they’re so fucking hot and pretty.
October 26, 2025 at 12:15 AM
*cough cough*
OH MY FUCKING GOD ITS BEEN A WHILE SINCE IVE SEEN HER AND SHES STILL SO FUCKING PRETTY AND MY HEART RACED OH MY GOD I HAVE A HUGE CRUSH ON HER AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA IM SO HAPPY JUST SEEING HER HAPPY
October 26, 2025 at 12:15 AM
OH MY FUCKING GOD ITS BEEN A WHILE SINCE IVE SEEN HER AND SHES STILL SO FUCKING PRETTY AND MY HEART RACED OH MY GOD I HAVE A HUGE CRUSH ON HER AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA IM SO HAPPY JUST SEEING HER HAPPY
About romance… I don’t really want it anymore… forget about relationships with others… I need to improve my relationship with myself first. I don’t have a crush on anyone, no romance. Not interested. But I still do get horny with sexy dominant women. Fuck man, they’re so fucking hot and pretty.
October 21, 2025 at 8:41 PM
About romance… I don’t really want it anymore… forget about relationships with others… I need to improve my relationship with myself first. I don’t have a crush on anyone, no romance. Not interested. But I still do get horny with sexy dominant women. Fuck man, they’re so fucking hot and pretty.
Depressed a lot of times… Crying too but that’s nothing new… I guess that’s it for today.
October 21, 2025 at 8:39 PM
Depressed a lot of times… Crying too but that’s nothing new… I guess that’s it for today.
I also lost a stupid amount of weightt, I’m now 51.7 kgs… I mean… I like it but… idk… 49 is my goal anyways… but it feels wrong when I’m not even doing anything. No healthy diet and lifestyle. Soo, it’s not a healthy weight loss.
October 21, 2025 at 8:36 PM
I also lost a stupid amount of weightt, I’m now 51.7 kgs… I mean… I like it but… idk… 49 is my goal anyways… but it feels wrong when I’m not even doing anything. No healthy diet and lifestyle. Soo, it’s not a healthy weight loss.
I STILL FEEL THE SAME WAY THO! THAT PERSON IS STILL A PIECE OF SHIT AND I HOPE HE SUFFERS THROUGH KARMIC RETRIBUTION!!!
IT’S OFFICIAL!!! I DON’T EVEN LIKE THAT SHIT AS A PERSON ANYMORE!!! PIECE OF SHIT!!! DISGUSTING!!!!
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October 21, 2025 at 8:35 PM
I STILL FEEL THE SAME WAY THO! THAT PERSON IS STILL A PIECE OF SHIT AND I HOPE HE SUFFERS THROUGH KARMIC RETRIBUTION!!!
Bro…. i’ve been stalking again… I just had a minor surgery and my exercise routine was gone… I’ll bounce back tho, trust. :]
No more stalking either!!! I’m free!! I’m free!!!
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October 21, 2025 at 8:34 PM
Bro…. i’ve been stalking again… I just had a minor surgery and my exercise routine was gone… I’ll bounce back tho, trust. :]
IT’S OFFICIAL!!! I DON’T EVEN LIKE THAT SHIT AS A PERSON ANYMORE!!! PIECE OF SHIT!!! DISGUSTING!!!!
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September 28, 2025 at 2:00 PM
IT’S OFFICIAL!!! I DON’T EVEN LIKE THAT SHIT AS A PERSON ANYMORE!!! PIECE OF SHIT!!! DISGUSTING!!!!
Workouts are good. I actually have some sense of self-satisfaction.
September 19, 2025 at 7:34 AM
Workouts are good. I actually have some sense of self-satisfaction.
Day 4 of not worshipping her body
I wanna worship your body.
August 24, 2025 at 6:18 PM
Day 4 of not worshipping her body
Still true
I wanna worship your body.
August 24, 2025 at 6:17 PM
Still true