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@diewasmile.bsky.social
He/Him 🏳️⚧️, 26y/o. Pfp is never me. Binge Eating Disorder, Dysphoria, Depression, Anxiety, Hypersexuality
Decided to up my calories to 2000 from 1200. My bmr is somewhere in the 1400s, i already burn 300 at work. Putting myself in such a large deficit is triggering my binge eating disorder to no end. Im now tracking the frequency of my binges.
October 8, 2025 at 10:55 AM
Decided to up my calories to 2000 from 1200. My bmr is somewhere in the 1400s, i already burn 300 at work. Putting myself in such a large deficit is triggering my binge eating disorder to no end. Im now tracking the frequency of my binges.
Of course right as im starting to feel better in general i get hit with a wave of Wish I Was Cis
October 3, 2025 at 4:46 AM
Of course right as im starting to feel better in general i get hit with a wave of Wish I Was Cis
All these negative thoughts are eating me alive. I know its bc im doing a 48hr fast and im having a bad night at work already
September 5, 2025 at 4:18 AM
All these negative thoughts are eating me alive. I know its bc im doing a 48hr fast and im having a bad night at work already
I feel so gross and ugly, why ask to see my face if youre just gonna be rude and laugh about it
September 5, 2025 at 4:17 AM
I feel so gross and ugly, why ask to see my face if youre just gonna be rude and laugh about it
Ive been talking to this new guy and he hasnt talked to me in four days now and i see yhat hes active on discord. I want to ask if he's alright but i feel like at this point ill be a bother
August 26, 2025 at 5:11 PM
Ive been talking to this new guy and he hasnt talked to me in four days now and i see yhat hes active on discord. I want to ask if he's alright but i feel like at this point ill be a bother
Going to a con this weekend, not really cosplaying but im still dirty fasting for wednsday and thursday before the con
July 24, 2025 at 4:41 AM
Going to a con this weekend, not really cosplaying but im still dirty fasting for wednsday and thursday before the con
I think one of the hardest things about being me & having an ed is that i have to force myself to be realistic about weightloss. These are my calves, this isnt fat- its almost pure muscle. Im stocky. My legs & arms are muscular. The only petite i will ever be is short.
#lemonwatersky
#lemonwatersky
July 20, 2025 at 1:44 PM
I think one of the hardest things about being me & having an ed is that i have to force myself to be realistic about weightloss. These are my calves, this isnt fat- its almost pure muscle. Im stocky. My legs & arms are muscular. The only petite i will ever be is short.
#lemonwatersky
#lemonwatersky
The worst part about c/\lorie tr/\king for me is that all the apps swap to the next day at midnight. But my day is 6:30pm-11am 🙃 so i have to go back and keep filling in info for the 'previous day'
July 19, 2025 at 5:05 AM
The worst part about c/\lorie tr/\king for me is that all the apps swap to the next day at midnight. But my day is 6:30pm-11am 🙃 so i have to go back and keep filling in info for the 'previous day'
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⇢ born in ‘98, MDNI, 18+ only
⇢ BED turned restrictive
⇢ disordered since childhood
⇢ artist + creator of all kinds
⇢ stats in bio! hw 300 lbs
⇢ oldhead on disordered socials
⇢ always looking for 18+ moots!
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♡/↻ for mutuals!
⇢ born in ‘98, MDNI, 18+ only
⇢ BED turned restrictive
⇢ disordered since childhood
⇢ artist + creator of all kinds
⇢ stats in bio! hw 300 lbs
⇢ oldhead on disordered socials
⇢ always looking for 18+ moots!
fluctuatinglbs.straw.page
♡/↻ for mutuals!
January 22, 2025 at 9:31 PM
↳ dig’s #edsky #ventsky #drugsky intro ↰
⇢ born in ‘98, MDNI, 18+ only
⇢ BED turned restrictive
⇢ disordered since childhood
⇢ artist + creator of all kinds
⇢ stats in bio! hw 300 lbs
⇢ oldhead on disordered socials
⇢ always looking for 18+ moots!
fluctuatinglbs.straw.page
♡/↻ for mutuals!
⇢ born in ‘98, MDNI, 18+ only
⇢ BED turned restrictive
⇢ disordered since childhood
⇢ artist + creator of all kinds
⇢ stats in bio! hw 300 lbs
⇢ oldhead on disordered socials
⇢ always looking for 18+ moots!
fluctuatinglbs.straw.page
♡/↻ for mutuals!
Not to get my hopes up but this seems like a good app for the basic calorie counting (tho it does try and make you buy it)
July 19, 2025 at 12:59 AM
Not to get my hopes up but this seems like a good app for the basic calorie counting (tho it does try and make you buy it)
Starting back up with 16 hour fasts will be the best option for me. Had i not just had a mouthful of rice i could have done a 22 hour fast
July 18, 2025 at 1:16 PM
Starting back up with 16 hour fasts will be the best option for me. Had i not just had a mouthful of rice i could have done a 22 hour fast
Manifesting my future
July 18, 2025 at 7:39 AM
Manifesting my future
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February 26, 2025 at 1:37 AM
I think after lunch ill be sitting around the 1200cals mark
July 18, 2025 at 7:07 AM
I think after lunch ill be sitting around the 1200cals mark
Every time i update my weight it changes 😾
July 17, 2025 at 12:04 AM
Every time i update my weight it changes 😾
Welp, was throwing up for three hours then slept for like another three. Was fed some good ass ramen, then i took a surprise nap for another three hours, and now ive started another liquid fast
July 16, 2025 at 4:29 PM
Welp, was throwing up for three hours then slept for like another three. Was fed some good ass ramen, then i took a surprise nap for another three hours, and now ive started another liquid fast
Good news, started a 24 liquid fast ✅
Bad news, i drink most of my calories ❌
Bad news, i drink most of my calories ❌
July 13, 2025 at 4:24 PM
Good news, started a 24 liquid fast ✅
Bad news, i drink most of my calories ❌
Bad news, i drink most of my calories ❌
My mental health is taking a nose dive again i feel like i have no stability and i keep taking hit after hit
July 11, 2025 at 5:29 AM
My mental health is taking a nose dive again i feel like i have no stability and i keep taking hit after hit
I couldfucking kill himnincould fucking kill him incould fucking kill him j could fucking kill him i want this fucking bitch dead dead dead i want hum FUCKING DEAD
July 11, 2025 at 1:14 AM
I couldfucking kill himnincould fucking kill him incould fucking kill him j could fucking kill him i want this fucking bitch dead dead dead i want hum FUCKING DEAD
Bought the punpun manga finally. Cant really talk to anyone about it bc it contains sui, abuse and other things but yeah. Im really interested in reading it
July 9, 2025 at 12:46 AM
Bought the punpun manga finally. Cant really talk to anyone about it bc it contains sui, abuse and other things but yeah. Im really interested in reading it
Its kinda insulting to be told "i miss you" just to have EASY access to me and still not talk to me
July 7, 2025 at 3:55 AM
Its kinda insulting to be told "i miss you" just to have EASY access to me and still not talk to me
How would one get to the ed side of tiktok 😗
July 6, 2025 at 2:10 PM
How would one get to the ed side of tiktok 😗
Well i was gonna get McDonalds for lunch but its closed and blocked off with vans. Sooo no lunch
July 1, 2025 at 7:26 AM
Well i was gonna get McDonalds for lunch but its closed and blocked off with vans. Sooo no lunch
I wish i could follow a simple goddamn meal plan
June 27, 2025 at 2:26 PM
I wish i could follow a simple goddamn meal plan
I hate numbers, wont be able to calculate net cals until later but between lunch and breakfast im sitting at 1345cals for the day
June 27, 2025 at 1:05 AM
I hate numbers, wont be able to calculate net cals until later but between lunch and breakfast im sitting at 1345cals for the day