just play Strange by Galaxie 500 on repeat while you stare at this for the full IG repost effect, thx

“there’s nothing more difficult than saying goodbye to a house where you’ve suffered.” - V. Grossman

Suspending Zero Disbeliefs For This

Farmers market haul, a Strelitzia plant that’s not dying (for a change), a home-core still life backdropped by the view from my kitchen, and my dog - who I think about at least a million times a day and miss with all my heart and guts

Some context: over a year ago, I made a statement about the abuses I suffered from my long-term personal + professional (ex-) partner, Dan Boeckner. Apparently, it is being brought up again because he’s feuding with some other terminally online guy. Aforementioned statement here ⬇️👇

I wasn’t talking about the relationship, I was speaking to the brutal machinations that were being used against me to expedite the dissolution of our decade long partnership - which involved a lot more than just “romance” - and being set up for destitution without recourse

I haven’t listened to it in ages but will still say with total confidence that “Impeach My Bush” by Peaches is a masterpiece

Not seeing anyone shout out the real holiday today: St. Tryphon’s Day- the saint of flowers and wine AKA the things you’re hoping might get you laid tonight. Show some respect

SNL banned Sinead O’Connor for ripping up a photo of the Pope because she wanted to expose and protest the rampant sexual abuse in the Catholic Church, meanwhile…
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Two things: I still profoundly miss my dog and smoking does, in fact, make you kinda cool[er]

But mostly I just miss my dog. A lot. All the time.

It’s Very Annoying, Actually

I am so stupid and too tender. Not even particularly worth knowing. but Here I Am. somehow I endure (nonetheless)

Everything sucks extra without you

I’ve dealt with plenty of grief & loss in my life, but I know now what it means to be truly heartbroken. Archie, I knew I couldn’t have you forever, but I really thought we still had a little more time. I love you forever and ever 🩵