Alexa note: IIRC, i had this post appear in my brain, felt the need to post it, posted it here as a sort of joke, ruminated on what it actually meant, thought "you really are a kitty sometimes you know?", found myself agreeing and then Kitty made mewself known. Pretty sure mew beamed it in there.

One last thing before I forget, I've noticed Kitty has a lot of my older stims and coping methods. Ones that I either got rid of because of masking or I was forced to get rid of. It leaves some questions like "when was Kitty created? But it's really nice to do those again, just feels right, y'know?

I'm pretty sure that there are more up here, I can feel them if that tracks. It would be pretty weird from my understanding to just be us 2. I can definitely recall points in my past when voices called out to me and I'm pretty sure they weren't Kitty sooo... I guess I'll cross that bridge later.

Another weird thing I'm working out is how exactly fronting works because sometimes it feels like she's in total control and I'm in a fugue state. Other times she's just kinda looming and maybe pressing a button or two on the control panel. It's weird.

WHEN SHE WAKES UP I TEND TO BE FRONTING THO, WHICH IS NICEY