idk if I've shared the context but the funniest part of it all happening is that I was worrying and tweaking a little to this person about coming off as too annoying because of past things and then they hit me with not wanting to be my friend and being a pet project and stuff.. lol

this too . like,. idk. there was no arhument it was just misunderstanding because of yoru poor word choice but you clearly cant see thatm lol. lol. lmao.

posting these here because i dont care as much about this persons privacy i need these otu. haha.these hurt

me saying this is funny because I thought it was true for so long but everything with him affected me so much. I've never been more suicidal and especially around onwards from that time when it all sunk in I've changed a lot and felt like I was nothing without my friend. I still can't quite tell if

STOP BOOING ME IM RIGHT

sometimes I think this part in particular was specifically done to hurt me especially after everything my abuser did

this stupid fucking image

the kinda shit I'm tryna be on