BG
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33. Mke. she/they. sometimes I draw comics. aka phthalobluespook. queer veg punk tries to survive pharmacy school, liveblogs the aftermath here.
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From the makers of I can’t believe it’s not butter comes I don’t think these are medical professionals and I’m pretty sure this isn’t real life
September 23, 2025 at 10:40 AM
From the makers of I can’t believe it’s not butter comes I don’t think these are medical professionals and I’m pretty sure this isn’t real life
I've never been to the top of the Rave/Eagles Club before today.
September 16, 2025 at 11:38 PM
I've never been to the top of the Rave/Eagles Club before today.
Update: that was definitely the least traumatic tooth extraction I've ever had, so at least there's that.
September 8, 2025 at 4:43 PM
Update: that was definitely the least traumatic tooth extraction I've ever had, so at least there's that.
There've only been two other times in my life I've had to have a tooth pulled, and both of them were really fucking traumatic. I sincerely hope that later this morning isn't more of the same—I don't have the mental fortitude for it right now.
September 8, 2025 at 9:11 AM
There've only been two other times in my life I've had to have a tooth pulled, and both of them were really fucking traumatic. I sincerely hope that later this morning isn't more of the same—I don't have the mental fortitude for it right now.
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EXEC 1: what are we calling our new drink?
EXEC 2: may I present “Mountain Dew”
EXEC 1: omg I love it, it it natural and crisp and refreshing like the name?
EXEC 2: it will crash your central nervous system and make you glow in the dark
EXEC 1: okay great
EXEC 2: may I present “Mountain Dew”
EXEC 1: omg I love it, it it natural and crisp and refreshing like the name?
EXEC 2: it will crash your central nervous system and make you glow in the dark
EXEC 1: okay great
August 15, 2025 at 5:10 PM
EXEC 1: what are we calling our new drink?
EXEC 2: may I present “Mountain Dew”
EXEC 1: omg I love it, it it natural and crisp and refreshing like the name?
EXEC 2: it will crash your central nervous system and make you glow in the dark
EXEC 1: okay great
EXEC 2: may I present “Mountain Dew”
EXEC 1: omg I love it, it it natural and crisp and refreshing like the name?
EXEC 2: it will crash your central nervous system and make you glow in the dark
EXEC 1: okay great
I'm being so fucking for real when I say that having regularly scheduled arts and crafts time is a crucial part of what keeps me sane. 🎨
August 8, 2025 at 6:21 AM
I'm being so fucking for real when I say that having regularly scheduled arts and crafts time is a crucial part of what keeps me sane. 🎨
Listen, there are days where you just gotta make a little tofu teriyaki at 5am as a treat. 🤷
July 29, 2025 at 10:50 AM
Listen, there are days where you just gotta make a little tofu teriyaki at 5am as a treat. 🤷
Listen, I love being able to type shit out super fast and I love being able to draw digitally, but — nothing is ever going to beat the feeling of putting pen to paper for me. It's just very tactile and grounding.
July 21, 2025 at 8:51 AM
Listen, I love being able to type shit out super fast and I love being able to draw digitally, but — nothing is ever going to beat the feeling of putting pen to paper for me. It's just very tactile and grounding.
Watching your dreams crumble, this time because of a despot dismantling what little infrastructure your country had to begin with, sure is an interesting feeling. The bills he's passing currently are going to ensure that the only people able to pursue doctorates are the rich.
July 18, 2025 at 8:04 PM
Watching your dreams crumble, this time because of a despot dismantling what little infrastructure your country had to begin with, sure is an interesting feeling. The bills he's passing currently are going to ensure that the only people able to pursue doctorates are the rich.
You know what does bring me joy though? Music. Thank the fucking cosmos for music.
July 12, 2025 at 1:08 AM
You know what does bring me joy though? Music. Thank the fucking cosmos for music.
I've spent so much time 'playing the long game' trying to do things the proper way in the hopes that 'eventually' it all gets better. Thing is, playing the long game works in a stable society- theoretically. But it doesn't really work in whatever the fuck this is.
July 11, 2025 at 7:50 PM
I've spent so much time 'playing the long game' trying to do things the proper way in the hopes that 'eventually' it all gets better. Thing is, playing the long game works in a stable society- theoretically. But it doesn't really work in whatever the fuck this is.
I'm about one "unprecedented" event away from a grippy sock vacation.
July 5, 2025 at 9:59 PM
I'm about one "unprecedented" event away from a grippy sock vacation.
The fact that "my mom survives, but then I wake up and grieve all over again" is a regularly occurring category of dream/nightmare I have really sucks. Like even in the dream on some level I know and it's heartwrenching the whole time, but that half asleep realization really hits hard.
July 2, 2025 at 7:27 AM
The fact that "my mom survives, but then I wake up and grieve all over again" is a regularly occurring category of dream/nightmare I have really sucks. Like even in the dream on some level I know and it's heartwrenching the whole time, but that half asleep realization really hits hard.
June 22, 2025 at 5:58 PM
Some days my line of work is just, really heavy. I know that it comes with the territory, and I'm in this field because I want to help people, but man. Some days just blow.
June 17, 2025 at 12:31 AM
Some days my line of work is just, really heavy. I know that it comes with the territory, and I'm in this field because I want to help people, but man. Some days just blow.
I just wanna know what the emo nite dj has against mcr 😭😭😭
June 13, 2025 at 2:55 AM
I just wanna know what the emo nite dj has against mcr 😭😭😭
Iiiiit's storm season in the midwest and I'm living my best life. 🥰⛈️
May 15, 2025 at 11:03 PM
Iiiiit's storm season in the midwest and I'm living my best life. 🥰⛈️
It's been awhile since I felt exactly this fucking dismissed and defeated, but here we fucking are.
April 30, 2025 at 5:09 AM
It's been awhile since I felt exactly this fucking dismissed and defeated, but here we fucking are.
My own personal hell: this waiting room for the next hour with no less than 3 people who forgot earbuds and are listening to music/videos/calls at full volume.
April 29, 2025 at 2:10 PM
My own personal hell: this waiting room for the next hour with no less than 3 people who forgot earbuds and are listening to music/videos/calls at full volume.
When servers go down for maintenance right as I'm about to log in I kind of feel like a kid impatiently waiting for the safety break to be over so I can jump back in the water.
April 24, 2025 at 3:40 PM
When servers go down for maintenance right as I'm about to log in I kind of feel like a kid impatiently waiting for the safety break to be over so I can jump back in the water.
Despite the fact that the sociopolitical horrors persist and my mental health is held together by that medical tape they use with pressure bandages, I've been trying in earnest to keep a more positive outlook than my pessimistic ass usually does.
April 15, 2025 at 10:58 AM
Despite the fact that the sociopolitical horrors persist and my mental health is held together by that medical tape they use with pressure bandages, I've been trying in earnest to keep a more positive outlook than my pessimistic ass usually does.
I hate feeling like a disappointment.
April 13, 2025 at 4:55 AM
I hate feeling like a disappointment.
I like how I always think my seasonal depression is well-managed and that I'm just doomed to have baseline malaise until we get a 70+ degree day in spring and I feel like I'm alive for the first time in months.
March 28, 2025 at 8:56 PM
I like how I always think my seasonal depression is well-managed and that I'm just doomed to have baseline malaise until we get a 70+ degree day in spring and I feel like I'm alive for the first time in months.