she wasn't a victim. She followed illegal orders, was there illegally, and paid the price of admission.

"oh but they're people too! Oh but nobody deserves that!" all you have to do is say no. To have the principles you say you have, to follow the oath you took.

That was too much for her.

I mean, yes. Strong, firm hands... Incredibly sexy!

So yeah, pizza and ice cream is desperation behavior, it's "uh, shit, if we don't do something things will get very bad very fast" behavior. It's so consistent that if you work anywhere at all and they offer you pizza and ice cream, people start panicking about layoffs or big negative changes.

Nezha lmfao

I feel the same way sometimes sweetie. It's really hard when you feel awkward and anxious. When it happens I doesn't matter how affirming they are.

The only way to fix that from what I've seen is to keep going. :(

yes, absolutely.

Though some of us were in denial in the gender-bender chat rooms roleplaying the most masculine thing we could: violent twinks

Done it with Erika and Penelope's last names. Kicking myself every time it happens

now that's soldiering

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this can be amended

I got more: "when they said hurry up and wait I thought they were joking" and "I guess the air force does get all the nice toys", both disappointed

damn, all that fuckin' and the military still fucks you harder

Your work on this has brought incalculable value, thanks Chris.

There was nothing there, truly. A phantasm in the dark, constructed from whole cloth, poorly sewn such that it provided no warmth and from any angle you could see the emptiness behind if you looked.

What was before was not a person, merely a simulacrum of one. Not a life, only the idea of one.