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study/research log of a serial procrastinator
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And late Dec was about redoing everything with January goals in mind. Hoping again the following year would be better for good this time.
youtube.com/shorts/tYtsn...
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한 시간 반 만에 딴 사람이 돼서 온 구씨 #나의해방일지 #이민기 #김지원 #손석구 #이엘 #드라마 #shorts
YouTube video by 60초드라마
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Goals for January:
- Redo Analysis
- Writeup manuscript for submission
(- Rewrite thesis)
- Redo Analysis
- Writeup manuscript for submission
(- Rewrite thesis)
Goals for January:
- Redo Analysis
- Writeup manuscript for submission
(- Rewrite thesis)
- Redo Analysis
- Writeup manuscript for submission
(- Rewrite thesis)
And late Dec was about redoing everything with January goals in mind. Hoping again the following year would be better for good this time.
youtube.com/shorts/tYtsn...
youtube.com/shorts/tYtsn...
한 시간 반 만에 딴 사람이 돼서 온 구씨 #나의해방일지 #이민기 #김지원 #손석구 #이엘 #드라마 #shorts
YouTube video by 60초드라마
youtube.com
December 31, 2025 at 2:39 PM
Goals for January:
- Redo Analysis
- Writeup manuscript for submission
(- Rewrite thesis)
- Redo Analysis
- Writeup manuscript for submission
(- Rewrite thesis)
Deadline fighting December.
Too anxious or in panic that tree planting wasn't even in the mind.
Who would've known that submission day was actually liberation from mental gunk day, when I finally felt like I could carry on restarting research in the right way.
Just why won't this day arrive earlier
Too anxious or in panic that tree planting wasn't even in the mind.
Who would've known that submission day was actually liberation from mental gunk day, when I finally felt like I could carry on restarting research in the right way.
Just why won't this day arrive earlier
December 31, 2025 at 1:58 PM
Deadline fighting December.
Too anxious or in panic that tree planting wasn't even in the mind.
Who would've known that submission day was actually liberation from mental gunk day, when I finally felt like I could carry on restarting research in the right way.
Just why won't this day arrive earlier
Too anxious or in panic that tree planting wasn't even in the mind.
Who would've known that submission day was actually liberation from mental gunk day, when I finally felt like I could carry on restarting research in the right way.
Just why won't this day arrive earlier
Final rush it was November.
Finally getting to throw anxiety outta the window and do things on my own.
Slow literature review writing but man I did enjoy slow writing and having things untangled before implementing everything.
Finally getting to throw anxiety outta the window and do things on my own.
Slow literature review writing but man I did enjoy slow writing and having things untangled before implementing everything.
December 31, 2025 at 1:45 PM
Final rush it was November.
Finally getting to throw anxiety outta the window and do things on my own.
Slow literature review writing but man I did enjoy slow writing and having things untangled before implementing everything.
Finally getting to throw anxiety outta the window and do things on my own.
Slow literature review writing but man I did enjoy slow writing and having things untangled before implementing everything.
October was about trying to show results when the literature backing was still weak and chaotic. This person has been in humanities long enough that the engineering pipeline feels like uncertainty and doing things the chaotic way. Still very lost and probably hanging on a thin thread.
December 31, 2025 at 1:40 PM
October was about trying to show results when the literature backing was still weak and chaotic. This person has been in humanities long enough that the engineering pipeline feels like uncertainty and doing things the chaotic way. Still very lost and probably hanging on a thin thread.
September - Finally popping up a new idea that's rather loose and have the advisor drama settled. Home hasn't been much help but at least I got to properly forget research for a while.
December 31, 2025 at 1:37 PM
September - Finally popping up a new idea that's rather loose and have the advisor drama settled. Home hasn't been much help but at least I got to properly forget research for a while.
August - Month of going home and throwing everything behind to start something new with the deadline in 4 months. Reading along the new advisor and still recalibrating.
December 31, 2025 at 1:36 PM
August - Month of going home and throwing everything behind to start something new with the deadline in 4 months. Reading along the new advisor and still recalibrating.
July has been a rough ride of big weekly deadlines and day-long comas
Finally getting mental health and advisor drama sorted but le brain has clearly burnt out #ashestoashes
Who knows I'd be taking such a big turn when the final semester hits
Like abandoning all the effort so far for the better 🥲🤞
Finally getting mental health and advisor drama sorted but le brain has clearly burnt out #ashestoashes
Who knows I'd be taking such a big turn when the final semester hits
Like abandoning all the effort so far for the better 🥲🤞
August 9, 2025 at 5:10 AM
July has been a rough ride of big weekly deadlines and day-long comas
Finally getting mental health and advisor drama sorted but le brain has clearly burnt out #ashestoashes
Who knows I'd be taking such a big turn when the final semester hits
Like abandoning all the effort so far for the better 🥲🤞
Finally getting mental health and advisor drama sorted but le brain has clearly burnt out #ashestoashes
Who knows I'd be taking such a big turn when the final semester hits
Like abandoning all the effort so far for the better 🥲🤞
June has been a fucking mood rollercoaster
Starting off with skipping presentations to getting momentum and straight off crashing into an acnh addiction and self sabotage and blame
Starting off with skipping presentations to getting momentum and straight off crashing into an acnh addiction and self sabotage and blame
August 9, 2025 at 5:06 AM
June has been a fucking mood rollercoaster
Starting off with skipping presentations to getting momentum and straight off crashing into an acnh addiction and self sabotage and blame
Starting off with skipping presentations to getting momentum and straight off crashing into an acnh addiction and self sabotage and blame
🏁 513/513
excluding error files
501/500 samples collected!
excluding error files
501/500 samples collected!
July 3, 2025 at 5:25 PM
🏁 513/513
excluding error files
501/500 samples collected!
excluding error files
501/500 samples collected!
showing up underprepped is still a win coz I showed tf up
(as a loser who ran away last month
(as a loser who ran away last month
July 1, 2025 at 5:46 AM
showing up underprepped is still a win coz I showed tf up
(as a loser who ran away last month
(as a loser who ran away last month
5月
学振というもん書いてみたけど
書かなくてもいいのに同期書いてたから自分も焦って書いちゃった
時間の無駄ではなかったと信じたいけどあまりできない気がする、、、
学振というもん書いてみたけど
書かなくてもいいのに同期書いてたから自分も焦って書いちゃった
時間の無駄ではなかったと信じたいけどあまりできない気がする、、、
June 28, 2025 at 7:20 PM
5月
学振というもん書いてみたけど
書かなくてもいいのに同期書いてたから自分も焦って書いちゃった
時間の無駄ではなかったと信じたいけどあまりできない気がする、、、
学振というもん書いてみたけど
書かなくてもいいのに同期書いてたから自分も焦って書いちゃった
時間の無駄ではなかったと信じたいけどあまりできない気がする、、、
新学期色々ありすぎてあんま植えてなかったけど
それより色々していたはず
それより色々していたはず
May 27, 2025 at 6:50 PM
新学期色々ありすぎてあんま植えてなかったけど
それより色々していたはず
それより色々していたはず
盛大にオンラインセミナーで滑った結果こんな感じに↓
April 16, 2025 at 8:39 AM
盛大にオンラインセミナーで滑った結果こんな感じに↓
学会行こうとしてるのにまだ実験始まってないやばみ
March 17, 2025 at 2:31 PM
学会行こうとしてるのにまだ実験始まってないやばみ
You know the fear of failing has taken over as your brain has been frozen for a couple of days, procrastinating, only wanting to sleep and doomscroll, messed up your sleep schedule to the point you have zero idea what day of the week it is
March 13, 2025 at 3:44 AM
You know the fear of failing has taken over as your brain has been frozen for a couple of days, procrastinating, only wanting to sleep and doomscroll, messed up your sleep schedule to the point you have zero idea what day of the week it is
Kickstarting data collection
(Progress: ~20%)
(Progress: ~20%)
March 8, 2025 at 4:42 PM
Kickstarting data collection
(Progress: ~20%)
(Progress: ~20%)
衝動買いのキーボードで撮ってみた
作業用ASMR(?)動画
#StudyWithMe - Mechanical Keyboard Debut (2hrs LoFi Typing ASMR)
youtu.be/d25g-QQefvM
作業用ASMR(?)動画
#StudyWithMe - Mechanical Keyboard Debut (2hrs LoFi Typing ASMR)
youtu.be/d25g-QQefvM
#StudyWithMe - Mechanical Keyboard Debut (2hrs LoFi Typing ASMR)
YouTube video by hyphlogs
youtu.be
March 5, 2025 at 12:35 PM
衝動買いのキーボードで撮ってみた
作業用ASMR(?)動画
#StudyWithMe - Mechanical Keyboard Debut (2hrs LoFi Typing ASMR)
youtu.be/d25g-QQefvM
作業用ASMR(?)動画
#StudyWithMe - Mechanical Keyboard Debut (2hrs LoFi Typing ASMR)
youtu.be/d25g-QQefvM
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March 4, 2025 at 3:40 PM
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