I can’t keep saying fuck it, next group. Because it still ends up being me. I’m the problem. I’m too much for people. I’m taking up too much space and it intimidates them. Fucking relentless cycle and I hate it here.

And yeah it’s fucking hurtful to be rational as shit instead of running away and throwing up boundaries. To be careful and cooperative with language instead of being pissed. This shit fucking hurts. “We didn’t mean to” but you did. But you did and it hurt me.

Fucking idk man, why don’t people do more instead of complaining that I’m doing too much all the damn time. I’m sick of the rhetoric that one day I’ll find my tribe when even within my community, I’m still and forever the outlier.

I haven’t been in the Christianity fandom for a hot minute now but like- ???

Like the whole God removing Adam’s rib bone to create Eve and then Jesus getting stabbed in the ribs after being Crucified???

Especially the AITA posts… yeah you’re anon to a degree but that would float the internet forever like the Great Pacific Garbage Patch of the Internet.

Is the political climate similar to our modern day? Like yeah the whole SHIELD/HYDRA thing was happening but what did that do on a policy level?? Idk I need someone to pull the pieces on this.

Because why are people so shocked that an old white disabled vet managed to win a seat?? That just seems in line no?