In hormonal terms, I kind of know what's happening. Something is causing me stress, which releases certain hormones that are eliminated through exercise, which in turn releases serotonin and dopamine in my body. Now I need to know the cause.

As long as I don't injure a muscle, I'll do it as many times as necessary. Anyway, I don't think that's going to happen, muscle fatigue sets in first and practically solves my anxiety problem.

I'm going to love doing this

Trying to draw when you have other things to finish, especially commissions, is a nightmare. You give the impression that you're not working on them and that you're just slacking off.

it's an interesting strategy. If I can directly associate exercise with stress relief, I'll be even more motivated to keep exercising. It will be faster than convincing myself through conventional means like "I'll lose weight" or "I'll get healthier.

like it wasn't even post nut clarity. I had this during the thing. It takes a long time for anything to happen, I feel forced to interact to get anything, I feel bad only talking when I'm horny. This just makes me sad.

I'm trying my best not to think about isolating myself again, but it's complicated to be stuck in this cycle. But it seems like I only get better when I isolate myself.

This is interesting for keeping the design simple and easy to interpret. I'll do this when I adjust the designs of my other OCs. This will help me remove or add things.