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stinky hole enjoyer
29y he/him
nsfw lewds, rts and thoughts
stinky hole enjoyer
29y he/him
nsfw lewds, rts and thoughts
Something weird happens when I manage to control my anxiety through exercise. I feel the urge to draw when this happens. So apparently it's not the drawing itself that stresses me out, but something else that I don't know what it is.
November 13, 2025 at 4:28 AM
Something weird happens when I manage to control my anxiety through exercise. I feel the urge to draw when this happens. So apparently it's not the drawing itself that stresses me out, but something else that I don't know what it is.
It worked again. I managed to control a stress spike and the negative thoughts disappeared.
My dumbbells arrived yesterday and it's been a somewhat funny experience. Besides doing some exercises as I try to establish a routine, I'm exercising whenever I notice I'm getting stressed while drawing, and that's been reducing my stress/anxiety :P
November 13, 2025 at 4:22 AM
It worked again. I managed to control a stress spike and the negative thoughts disappeared.
I mentioned before something I've been doing lately that, for some reason, helps me deal with stress and concentrate better, doodling on some area of the canvas while looking at the image. I did this for the first time in a practice and it helped me draw faster and better
November 13, 2025 at 2:37 AM
I mentioned before something I've been doing lately that, for some reason, helps me deal with stress and concentrate better, doodling on some area of the canvas while looking at the image. I did this for the first time in a practice and it helped me draw faster and better
It must be great to work on something else and have art just be something you do in your free time. I can never draw just because of something I saw on the internet, because it's either must be on Ptron first, or I'm working on comms, or I have other drawings to finish.
November 12, 2025 at 10:09 PM
It must be great to work on something else and have art just be something you do in your free time. I can never draw just because of something I saw on the internet, because it's either must be on Ptron first, or I'm working on comms, or I have other drawings to finish.
My dumbbells arrived yesterday and it's been a somewhat funny experience. Besides doing some exercises as I try to establish a routine, I'm exercising whenever I notice I'm getting stressed while drawing, and that's been reducing my stress/anxiety :P
November 12, 2025 at 1:13 PM
My dumbbells arrived yesterday and it's been a somewhat funny experience. Besides doing some exercises as I try to establish a routine, I'm exercising whenever I notice I'm getting stressed while drawing, and that's been reducing my stress/anxiety :P
Now I'm sick. the fuck is going on? Stomach, please go back to normal
This has left me so deeply sad, or depressed, I don't know exactly what I'm feeling, that I've completely lost sleep. I'll have to face another day without sleep.
November 10, 2025 at 2:55 PM
Now I'm sick. the fuck is going on? Stomach, please go back to normal
This has left me so deeply sad, or depressed, I don't know exactly what I'm feeling, that I've completely lost sleep. I'll have to face another day without sleep.
November 10, 2025 at 9:46 AM
This has left me so deeply sad, or depressed, I don't know exactly what I'm feeling, that I've completely lost sleep. I'll have to face another day without sleep.
had a "horny" chat but i felt so uncomfortable with myself i just gave up and I went into automatic mode (like, here are some random buttholes, just cum). i want to stop with this thing. tbh i'd stop jerking off forever if it was possible. this shit is just making me feel sad.
November 10, 2025 at 9:11 AM
had a "horny" chat but i felt so uncomfortable with myself i just gave up and I went into automatic mode (like, here are some random buttholes, just cum). i want to stop with this thing. tbh i'd stop jerking off forever if it was possible. this shit is just making me feel sad.
This is not equivalent to simply doing the line of the character. Filling spaces with a color creates contrast and highlights regions. Knowing how to highlight what is truly interesting is a strong point in design.
drawing these faces made me realize something. I have the impression that the design is okay when I can draw the character using only two colors without intermediate variations. Removing the gray color in and around the eyes, or replacing it with black, I think it would still look good.
November 10, 2025 at 6:37 AM
This is not equivalent to simply doing the line of the character. Filling spaces with a color creates contrast and highlights regions. Knowing how to highlight what is truly interesting is a strong point in design.
drawing these faces made me realize something. I have the impression that the design is okay when I can draw the character using only two colors without intermediate variations. Removing the gray color in and around the eyes, or replacing it with black, I think it would still look good.
November 10, 2025 at 6:32 AM
drawing these faces made me realize something. I have the impression that the design is okay when I can draw the character using only two colors without intermediate variations. Removing the gray color in and around the eyes, or replacing it with black, I think it would still look good.
i'm so used to draw the same Yordles that i forgot to draw the tail in my Yordle OC. It's going to be difficult to remember that since Yordles generally don't have tail
November 10, 2025 at 3:02 AM
i'm so used to draw the same Yordles that i forgot to draw the tail in my Yordle OC. It's going to be difficult to remember that since Yordles generally don't have tail
well that's better than the first attempt. Time to improve this and add some description
November 8, 2025 at 4:50 PM
well that's better than the first attempt. Time to improve this and add some description
time for a second attempt. This time naked
November 8, 2025 at 3:52 PM
time for a second attempt. This time naked
update
I still have difficulty breathing properly when doing physical exertion. My stomach tries to push the contents upwards at all costs, and some muscles ache. But my back doesn't hurt anymore, and my lower back doesn't get tired. One step at a time, and I'm improving physically with the cycling
I still have difficulty breathing properly when doing physical exertion. My stomach tries to push the contents upwards at all costs, and some muscles ache. But my back doesn't hurt anymore, and my lower back doesn't get tired. One step at a time, and I'm improving physically with the cycling
November 8, 2025 at 10:46 AM
update
I still have difficulty breathing properly when doing physical exertion. My stomach tries to push the contents upwards at all costs, and some muscles ache. But my back doesn't hurt anymore, and my lower back doesn't get tired. One step at a time, and I'm improving physically with the cycling
I still have difficulty breathing properly when doing physical exertion. My stomach tries to push the contents upwards at all costs, and some muscles ache. But my back doesn't hurt anymore, and my lower back doesn't get tired. One step at a time, and I'm improving physically with the cycling
I was thinking about how many artists are having problems on Twitter. Engagement is terrible. You can't use certain words, even on NSFW accounts, because it ruins engagement. If you get the blue checkmark, you risk losing many followers who use the blue checkmark blocker. It's quite complicated.
November 8, 2025 at 8:31 AM
I was thinking about how many artists are having problems on Twitter. Engagement is terrible. You can't use certain words, even on NSFW accounts, because it ruins engagement. If you get the blue checkmark, you risk losing many followers who use the blue checkmark blocker. It's quite complicated.
god i love tgirl boobs. It's always satisfying to draw their boobs with big areolas nipples.
I realized the picture on the left is only 9 months ago this year and I'm going fucking insane dude, holy shit my tits came in FAST 🥛😵💫🍈
November 8, 2025 at 7:59 AM
god i love tgirl boobs. It's always satisfying to draw their boobs with big areolas nipples.
I need to put a really big sign in front of me when I'm drawing that says "don't use thick lines". I always try and it never works.
November 8, 2025 at 7:50 AM
I need to put a really big sign in front of me when I'm drawing that says "don't use thick lines". I always try and it never works.
first time seeing a scam bot here
November 8, 2025 at 7:14 AM
first time seeing a scam bot here
I've never been so anxious for a bakery to open. I haven't eaten for 12 hours and I still have to wait a little longer for it
November 8, 2025 at 6:51 AM
I've never been so anxious for a bakery to open. I haven't eaten for 12 hours and I still have to wait a little longer for it
I need to be careful with the new mouse I bought. My old one had defective buttons and I was pressing them too hard. Since it took me a while to replace it, I got used to it and I'm afraid of damaging the new mouse lol
November 8, 2025 at 6:48 AM
I need to be careful with the new mouse I bought. My old one had defective buttons and I was pressing them too hard. Since it took me a while to replace it, I got used to it and I'm afraid of damaging the new mouse lol