It was wreaking havoc on my psyche. But not having a family for Christmas hurts. Especially since I was forced to move with them and have no other family here. I talked with AI about it, since I don’t really have anyone. It said I should redefine the holiday. So I think I’ll try that.

For me the problem is always “no one is listening”

Any kind of light at the end of the tunnel. Any hope to cling on to. Everything just seems so shit.

I have no hope for my own future. I’m stuck living on disability for the rest of my life. Unable to afford any kind of meaningful life. To go places. Do things. I’m not blaming anyone and I’m grateful to be able to survive. But I wish I was able to do more.

I guess I just have a hard time finding

Every time I see a post I question whether if something WAS happening, if aliens WERE sending a probe, would we ever know, or would they lie to us.

Our president is a felon committing felonies and taking a piss on the constitution while lining his pockets with cash for manipulating markets.

Anime. So to all the creators out there spreading these messages. I'm sorry it took me this long to realize why they're so meaningful. And I hope somehow you find out how much you've helped me in my life. Kept me going. Gave me hope. Special shoutouts to My Hero Academia, and One Piece.

of your lineage." My family constantly makes me feel unwanted, a burden, hated. I find myself constantly pining for that support. Today I realized those people ARE in my life. They are the ones telling the stories, making the animations, voicing the characters. I think its why I'm so in love with...

If I try to work, I risk losing my Medicare. If I try to open a small business doing 3D printing, same issue. I’m trapped. This is going to be my life. Forever. Living in the basement. Watching tv and streams because I have nothing else to do. Is it even worth going on each day if no one loves you.

My dad controls my money. After he takes MOEE THAN HALF to repay my student loans I’m left with $800 a month. I have no autonomy. They moved here to a place I know no one. My sister won’t talk to me. I reached out to her. Told her I could really use a friend. And she left me on read.

But where will you put your USB Coffee Warmer?

Totally understandable. Sucks how much effort it is to do that. But it probably is the way to go.

Ah to be a meme, in a department of memes while memeing about how fucked everyone who isn’t them is.

That way you get a chance to win the contest money from Thangs, and then get the profits from free downloads on MakerWorld.

Right now, from what I hear from my friends who design. It’s post a model to Thangs for a contest for a week, then if you have access to MakerWorld’s Exclusive program take it down from Thangs and repost it on MakerWorld.