My only rational explanation is higher ups pushing to ship. Cause bro some of that be looking like place holders. 🫢

Slowly getting way more comfortable with having a disability, where my ability is changing constantly. I gotta let myself be comfortable with needing mobility aids, cause they are making my life so much easier.

And they started to comment how it wasn’t that bad, it’s quite ethereal. Anyway we get to the breakdown 💀💀💀 then the comments of “how do you listen to this?” Came. 😂

#spiritbox #metal

For anyone scared, the dentist was lovely! He actually said we’d stop if it was too much during my 2nd treatment, but I was at the point I wanted it over and done with, and I had honestly had way worse pain in my life. And it was way less scary when I had an amazing dentist that was super chill!

2nd treatment wasn’t so fun (the numbing failed and I could feel my tooth being drilled into 🥴). Then my 3rd treatment started off rough (nerve block failed the 1st time they had to try numb me 2 more times🥴) but eventually my face got very numb and I didn’t feel a thing!

There is for sure some improvements I can make, but I’m just getting back into the swing of things!

The prophecy was foretold and I finally fell getting out the shower. Not my finest moment. So I think it’s time to make life a lil more accessible for myself. But why they gotta be so ugly? 😭

I can highly recommend to my fellow anxious beings to look into trauma informed therapy. In just a few months my mental health has shifted significantly. It’s the most rewarding thing ever, and I’m constantly learning things about myself I never realised before.

Celeste artwork by @bristlebearhog.bsky.social 💖💖💖

So the stay put policy killed them. Exactly what I just said. 🫢👍