captain helltacular
@daturapunk.bsky.social
milo’s private space, only follow if we’re mutuals
my time in university sucked dick cause I wasn’t wealthy or white enough to fit in.
to be not shown the effort or care I know other grads got really does feel like they didn’t wanna help me cause I’m a dirty poor
to be not shown the effort or care I know other grads got really does feel like they didn’t wanna help me cause I’m a dirty poor
October 1, 2025 at 6:12 AM
my time in university sucked dick cause I wasn’t wealthy or white enough to fit in.
to be not shown the effort or care I know other grads got really does feel like they didn’t wanna help me cause I’m a dirty poor
to be not shown the effort or care I know other grads got really does feel like they didn’t wanna help me cause I’m a dirty poor
I’m just pissed cause it feels like 4 years spent for nothing and that I’m too useless to get hired in my actual field.
ultimately the system’s horrifically broken and that’s not my fault but it doesn’t help with my self-esteem when this is the only thing that’s worked
ultimately the system’s horrifically broken and that’s not my fault but it doesn’t help with my self-esteem when this is the only thing that’s worked
September 21, 2025 at 6:37 AM
I’m just pissed cause it feels like 4 years spent for nothing and that I’m too useless to get hired in my actual field.
ultimately the system’s horrifically broken and that’s not my fault but it doesn’t help with my self-esteem when this is the only thing that’s worked
ultimately the system’s horrifically broken and that’s not my fault but it doesn’t help with my self-esteem when this is the only thing that’s worked
I know it could be a mix of factors. I could finally be getting lucky or they actually like the amount of experience I have. but it really does feel like the degree is nothing more than millstone around my neck instead of something to get me into my actual career path
September 21, 2025 at 6:34 AM
I know it could be a mix of factors. I could finally be getting lucky or they actually like the amount of experience I have. but it really does feel like the degree is nothing more than millstone around my neck instead of something to get me into my actual career path
I know estrogen doesn’t remove the need to shave but it being less frequent will be nice
it’s just so annoying to have to do every few days
it’s just so annoying to have to do every few days
August 19, 2025 at 4:15 AM
I know estrogen doesn’t remove the need to shave but it being less frequent will be nice
it’s just so annoying to have to do every few days
it’s just so annoying to have to do every few days
having a pretty boy face that looks great clean-shaven fighting with my dad giving me his shitty mustache and goatee genes
August 19, 2025 at 4:12 AM
having a pretty boy face that looks great clean-shaven fighting with my dad giving me his shitty mustache and goatee genes
having one person who’s friends with multiple of your friends but you dislike for personal reasons that are justified to you but your friends wouldn’t really care about 🙂
August 18, 2025 at 2:56 PM
having one person who’s friends with multiple of your friends but you dislike for personal reasons that are justified to you but your friends wouldn’t really care about 🙂
despise that I can’t be around people I care about without feeling like I’m a massive fucking burden that people are forced to tolerate
August 3, 2025 at 4:24 AM
despise that I can’t be around people I care about without feeling like I’m a massive fucking burden that people are forced to tolerate
like I don’t wanna be like that but when that one guy acts like his spot in something is 100% confirmed I want to be like “dude can you chill for a sec”
July 27, 2025 at 7:59 PM
like I don’t wanna be like that but when that one guy acts like his spot in something is 100% confirmed I want to be like “dude can you chill for a sec”
I ultimately come to terms and cope with this by thinking “if the army didn’t fuck you up you would be different”
like he’s such a relaxed and cool guy normally that the only reason I could see him believing all that stuff is cause they hammered meathead politics into him when he was an infantryman
like he’s such a relaxed and cool guy normally that the only reason I could see him believing all that stuff is cause they hammered meathead politics into him when he was an infantryman
July 17, 2025 at 10:10 PM
I ultimately come to terms and cope with this by thinking “if the army didn’t fuck you up you would be different”
like he’s such a relaxed and cool guy normally that the only reason I could see him believing all that stuff is cause they hammered meathead politics into him when he was an infantryman
like he’s such a relaxed and cool guy normally that the only reason I could see him believing all that stuff is cause they hammered meathead politics into him when he was an infantryman
going back to my parents on saturday is giving me a huge anxiety spike, I can feel another depressive episode starting, I just feel like I’m a burden to everyone
I am not okay rn
I am not okay rn
July 8, 2025 at 5:55 AM
going back to my parents on saturday is giving me a huge anxiety spike, I can feel another depressive episode starting, I just feel like I’m a burden to everyone
I am not okay rn
I am not okay rn
I just
fucking hate that they still control any aspect of my life
they refuse to let go off their entire hold on my freedom and expect me to love them for it
fucking hate that they still control any aspect of my life
they refuse to let go off their entire hold on my freedom and expect me to love them for it
July 7, 2025 at 3:13 PM
I just
fucking hate that they still control any aspect of my life
they refuse to let go off their entire hold on my freedom and expect me to love them for it
fucking hate that they still control any aspect of my life
they refuse to let go off their entire hold on my freedom and expect me to love them for it
tbh I was afraid of that kind of connection for a good while because of how many times I’ve been hurt
but then came my crush on chesto and it was the biggest crush I’ve ever had. I was SO embarrassing in the time leading up to me asking him out
but then came my crush on chesto and it was the biggest crush I’ve ever had. I was SO embarrassing in the time leading up to me asking him out
July 6, 2025 at 6:29 AM
tbh I was afraid of that kind of connection for a good while because of how many times I’ve been hurt
but then came my crush on chesto and it was the biggest crush I’ve ever had. I was SO embarrassing in the time leading up to me asking him out
but then came my crush on chesto and it was the biggest crush I’ve ever had. I was SO embarrassing in the time leading up to me asking him out