captain helltacular
@daturapunk.bsky.social
milo’s private space, only follow if we’re mutuals
it’s hard to be madly in love with a man who has a ton of responsibilities cause I wanna spend all my time with him but he has work T-T
October 8, 2025 at 6:42 AM
it’s hard to be madly in love with a man who has a ton of responsibilities cause I wanna spend all my time with him but he has work T-T
I know I’m ranting into the void again but it really does suck that my university and advisor completely abandoned me the moment they saw I wasn’t going to make placement rate deadline
like they weren’t much help but it is incredibly frustrating to have no support network at all
like they weren’t much help but it is incredibly frustrating to have no support network at all
October 1, 2025 at 6:03 AM
I know I’m ranting into the void again but it really does suck that my university and advisor completely abandoned me the moment they saw I wasn’t going to make placement rate deadline
like they weren’t much help but it is incredibly frustrating to have no support network at all
like they weren’t much help but it is incredibly frustrating to have no support network at all
coming back on here to talk about employment stuff. this week I finally caved and took my degree off my resume to apply for smaller time jobs and I actually got 2 responses and invites to interviews fast
September 21, 2025 at 6:32 AM
coming back on here to talk about employment stuff. this week I finally caved and took my degree off my resume to apply for smaller time jobs and I actually got 2 responses and invites to interviews fast
I fuckin hate shaving bro
August 19, 2025 at 4:09 AM
I fuckin hate shaving bro
somebody I don’t really like for personal reasons followed me on my main account obviously expecting a follow back and when I didn’t after a few days they unfollowed me 👍
August 18, 2025 at 5:21 AM
somebody I don’t really like for personal reasons followed me on my main account obviously expecting a follow back and when I didn’t after a few days they unfollowed me 👍
I just hate that after every hang out and everything I start hating myself
why can’t I be funny or likable or tolerable to be around at all
why can’t I be funny or likable or tolerable to be around at all
August 3, 2025 at 4:21 AM
I just hate that after every hang out and everything I start hating myself
why can’t I be funny or likable or tolerable to be around at all
why can’t I be funny or likable or tolerable to be around at all
the ultimate way to draw my scorn and have me not back down from a position is to talk down to me
I’ve been talked down to my whole life so it prompts an immediate hostile reaction, I will start to try to piss you off and annoy you if you do it
I’ve been talked down to my whole life so it prompts an immediate hostile reaction, I will start to try to piss you off and annoy you if you do it
July 31, 2025 at 6:33 PM
the ultimate way to draw my scorn and have me not back down from a position is to talk down to me
I’ve been talked down to my whole life so it prompts an immediate hostile reaction, I will start to try to piss you off and annoy you if you do it
I’ve been talked down to my whole life so it prompts an immediate hostile reaction, I will start to try to piss you off and annoy you if you do it
I feel bad cause I usually do general calls for if anyone would want to do anything but there really is That One Guy who invites himself way too quickly to doing something
July 27, 2025 at 7:55 PM
I feel bad cause I usually do general calls for if anyone would want to do anything but there really is That One Guy who invites himself way too quickly to doing something
my uncle truly is one of the most complicated figures in my life cause he’s the one person who’s supported and given the most to me without having an ulterior motive and is a wonderful guy
but he’s also a conservative with some backwards beliefs
but he’s also a conservative with some backwards beliefs
July 17, 2025 at 10:07 PM
my uncle truly is one of the most complicated figures in my life cause he’s the one person who’s supported and given the most to me without having an ulterior motive and is a wonderful guy
but he’s also a conservative with some backwards beliefs
but he’s also a conservative with some backwards beliefs
I’m gonna marry this man one day
July 16, 2025 at 5:12 AM
I’m gonna marry this man one day
I don’t get actually angry all that much but I feel bad when I do because usually after the anger subsides I get moody for the rest of the day
it makes me feel really immature
it makes me feel really immature
July 10, 2025 at 5:13 AM
I don’t get actually angry all that much but I feel bad when I do because usually after the anger subsides I get moody for the rest of the day
it makes me feel really immature
it makes me feel really immature
I don’t feel good
July 8, 2025 at 5:46 AM
I don’t feel good
trying to do as much as possible before I leave for my parents for a week and literally can’t do anything
it sucks being full of dread an entire week
it sucks being full of dread an entire week
July 7, 2025 at 2:54 PM
trying to do as much as possible before I leave for my parents for a week and literally can’t do anything
it sucks being full of dread an entire week
it sucks being full of dread an entire week
not having a boyfriend for a few years and then becoming madly in love with the best guy ever is an incredible win for me tbh
July 6, 2025 at 1:17 AM
not having a boyfriend for a few years and then becoming madly in love with the best guy ever is an incredible win for me tbh
I hate that I have to interpret every action my parents do as malicious
like I’m sure there are some times where they have good intentions but every previous time I thought that they’ve hurt me badly, both physically and emotionally
like I’m sure there are some times where they have good intentions but every previous time I thought that they’ve hurt me badly, both physically and emotionally
July 5, 2025 at 6:40 AM
I hate that I have to interpret every action my parents do as malicious
like I’m sure there are some times where they have good intentions but every previous time I thought that they’ve hurt me badly, both physically and emotionally
like I’m sure there are some times where they have good intentions but every previous time I thought that they’ve hurt me badly, both physically and emotionally
dreading going to my parents next week
how do you think they will abuse me then
how do you think they will abuse me then
July 4, 2025 at 6:58 AM
dreading going to my parents next week
how do you think they will abuse me then
how do you think they will abuse me then
I took pictures of myself for once today but I still don’t think I’m confident enough to actually post them
July 3, 2025 at 5:17 AM
I took pictures of myself for once today but I still don’t think I’m confident enough to actually post them
I don’t think yall understand how much I love this man
July 1, 2025 at 3:18 PM
I don’t think yall understand how much I love this man
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𝓉𝓌𝑒𝓃𝓉𝓎 𝓃𝒾𝓃𝑒 thank god it don't got that in it
July 1, 2025 at 1:37 PM
𝓉𝓌𝑒𝓃𝓉𝓎 𝓃𝒾𝓃𝑒 thank god it don't got that in it
again feeling like I’m a bad friend and I don’t provide anything of value to anyone I know
July 1, 2025 at 6:56 AM
again feeling like I’m a bad friend and I don’t provide anything of value to anyone I know
I miss my boyfriend so much guys :(
June 29, 2025 at 4:39 AM
I miss my boyfriend so much guys :(
to expand on this more, I think I’m fine with being called by any pronouns, I just prefer they/them and he/him. even then, my preferred pronoun slides between the 2 often.
I’m cute and pretty for every gender ;)
I’m cute and pretty for every gender ;)
ultimately my relationship with gender is both complicated and not. I think the conclusion I’m at currently is that labels don’t really apply to me in my brain. I am simply what I want to be at any given time
boy? girl? enby? all at the same time and all when I choose to be
boy? girl? enby? all at the same time and all when I choose to be
June 26, 2025 at 5:28 AM
to expand on this more, I think I’m fine with being called by any pronouns, I just prefer they/them and he/him. even then, my preferred pronoun slides between the 2 often.
I’m cute and pretty for every gender ;)
I’m cute and pretty for every gender ;)
ultimately my relationship with gender is both complicated and not. I think the conclusion I’m at currently is that labels don’t really apply to me in my brain. I am simply what I want to be at any given time
boy? girl? enby? all at the same time and all when I choose to be
boy? girl? enby? all at the same time and all when I choose to be
June 24, 2025 at 1:57 PM
ultimately my relationship with gender is both complicated and not. I think the conclusion I’m at currently is that labels don’t really apply to me in my brain. I am simply what I want to be at any given time
boy? girl? enby? all at the same time and all when I choose to be
boy? girl? enby? all at the same time and all when I choose to be
obligatory “I love my bf” post again cause I love him so much and he makes me so happy
I can’t wait until I get to see him in person every day
I can’t wait until I get to see him in person every day
June 23, 2025 at 5:32 AM
obligatory “I love my bf” post again cause I love him so much and he makes me so happy
I can’t wait until I get to see him in person every day
I can’t wait until I get to see him in person every day
I hate my contradictory brain cause I think I can be quite pretty at times but I refuse to take a picture of myself
June 22, 2025 at 6:54 AM
I hate my contradictory brain cause I think I can be quite pretty at times but I refuse to take a picture of myself