I'm trying to buy an outfit for a Feb 14th date, but ugh, everything looks disgusting

Btw I got a new scale. Sadly, it's analog, so I just know the kg and nothing else. I was 68kg today

Things I need to do today, a list

If only there was a functional flat boy in my life rn

I ALMOST FORGOT TO SHARE! I've been unable to cry for 5 years now, but thanks to all the anti-cortisol shit some tears came out yesterday that my situationship disappointed me ^w^

Also things I've done to reduce cortisol, which I think have helped to stop my cravings

☆two ashwagandha pills every morning

☆probiotics powder first thing every day

☆Peanut butter spoonful with every meal

☆Cortisol cocktail

☆restart my drawing hobby

7th day since my scale broke: I'm still low on money, BUT I kinda see my stomach flattered and my face less swollen, I suppose the ashwagandha is actually working, I hope by the end of January be out of two of my debts (I have 4 credit card debts) and maybe restart my gym sub and get a new scale

I've started to take ashwagandha for my depression but low-key, I'm feeling less hungry every day and kind of needing to eat at specific times like a normal eating schedule... ugh, I wish my scale still worked bc I feel less swollen, and maybe my double chin is going away 💀 need my Xmas bonus ASAP

Fuuuuck, my scale broke, and I'm broke and indebted, so... I guess now I'm "naturally listening to my body" until further notice 💀

If you're trying to sell me your art and/or commissions save your time n energy I don't want it, not interested, congrats on your talent take it somewhere else do NOT dm me 🔪 🖤

I found a cortisol cocktail (no alcohol) on TT I'm trying it for a week to see if it does anything

#edsky #catterpilarsky