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xZansaii
@xzansaii.bsky.social
SW: 289 | CW: 147 | UGW: 99
BMI: 20.9 | Height: 175cm

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https://xzansaii.straw.page
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Hi I’m Zan!💖
✿ 26
✿ she/her
✿ UK
✿ High SW

✰ I post occasional body checks, lots
of nonsense and pink stuff ✰

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Fatphobes and minors DNI
#edsky #shsky #drugsky
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Gained fucking loads of weight because my boyfriend smashed my scales and hid my food scales trying to force me to recover while I was staying with him.. so now I’m doing a liquid fast :)) I don’t need anything but my aloe water and my vape!!!!!! I WILL hit a new lw. I don’t care anymore!! :D
October 1, 2025 at 1:32 PM
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Literally all I can think about is food
September 8, 2025 at 9:17 PM
Fuck it, some casual body checks and a not so casual body check
👁️👅👁️

TW: my body is gross 🫶🏻 (please don’t be mean)
September 3, 2025 at 3:41 PM
Redid because I’m 26 now (I turned 26 in august I am just shit at being active on social media)
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Hi I’m Zan!💖
✿ 26
✿ she/her
✿ UK
✿ High SW

✰ I post occasional body checks, lots
of nonsense and pink stuff ✰

⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀:¨ ·.· ¨:
⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ `· . 𐙚

Fatphobes and minors DNI
#edsky #shsky #drugsky
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September 3, 2025 at 4:54 AM
──────୨ৎIntro୨ৎ──────

Hi I’m Zan!💖
✿ 26
✿ she/her
✿ UK
✿ High SW

✰ I post occasional body checks, lots
of nonsense and pink stuff ✰

⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀:¨ ·.· ¨:
⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ `· . 𐙚

Fatphobes and minors DNI
#edsky #shsky #drugsky
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September 3, 2025 at 4:53 AM
I’m a cup of water away from being in bmi 20’s again but yeehaw I’m finally bmi 19(.9)
Come a long way since bmi 45
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September 1, 2025 at 12:18 PM
I don’t even post anymore I just be LURKIN
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August 25, 2025 at 3:12 PM
Hi guys unfortunately I’m back lol
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June 11, 2025 at 1:19 PM
I ate two meals today
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February 16, 2025 at 9:36 PM
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I wish I could take my organs out and wash them under a sink or shower. that would fix me
February 16, 2025 at 2:33 AM
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can my weight stop going up ffs
February 16, 2025 at 3:51 PM
Changed my theme from pink to white and red bc I took a selfie and my legs look tea lmao
(I’ll change it back when I feel insecure again)
February 16, 2025 at 8:49 AM
Went to Seaton to walk down the beach during sunset, it was so pretty until I got splashed by a huge wave.. then suddenly it wasn’t so great 🥲
February 15, 2025 at 6:42 PM
Haven’t weighed myself in like a week, been restricting like crazy, barely even showered or been on my phone other than the occasional menty b
Now to top off this PIT that I’m stuck in, I just got my period!

I want to die! 😋
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February 7, 2025 at 6:01 PM
*takes 10kg from you as you scroll*
February 7, 2025 at 4:23 PM
Me in about 0.2 seconds so I can finally shut the fuck up
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February 3, 2025 at 4:04 PM
Ok I need to actually put my phone down, why am I live tweeting a breakdown heheh
February 3, 2025 at 4:04 PM
I’m low-key losing my mind a little bit, the doctors scales said I was way less than mine so I’m going to go ahead and assume they need new scales lol
February 3, 2025 at 4:01 PM
Started weighing myself in my snoodie and dressing gown because I knew I had gained and didn’t want to face the reality of it, so now I can pretend it’s because of how heavy my clothes were
February 3, 2025 at 4:01 PM
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the food noise is always louder the few days after a maintenance day, which means i fr fr need to lock in. i already made stupid choices for breakfast but it’s not too late to reign it in and be below my cal goal for the day 🙌
February 3, 2025 at 3:39 PM
Punching myself in the stomach because it rumbled while I was splitting because it’s better than punching myself in the head 😭✌🏻
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February 3, 2025 at 3:54 PM
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When people are mean to me online
February 1, 2025 at 12:57 AM
[VENT]
My health is declining quite a bit recently, I haven’t even been able to keep water down and it’s getting to the 3 day mark now.. I’ve called my GP and booked an emergency app for tomorrow morning and they’re going to take blood and urine samples. I don’t know what’s wrong with me or if it’s
January 30, 2025 at 10:10 PM